It's one of those days
The days I stand and my knees give out
The days I can't breathe
When I feel that I have no purpose
I give up
I fall even further
But I cannot see the reason to keep on
To pretend everything is fine
A fake smile
People I don't want to speak to
They talk and talk
I wish I could lay down
To finally rest
But I cannot for I am weak
I am tired and broken
Under a spell I can't release
My memory fades
Eventually I will fade to nothing
One day maybe not today or tomorrow
I will be gone and finally
Finally I will be at rest
Just not on days like this