Each year, we arrive at the same knot of woods, having drawn the same straw. We grasp, trembling, at what we imagine to be certain death: A leaf, edges curved up, orange crudely splashed across green.
But would you spare a second thought for the falling leaf that subsumes your life? Think. Why would the world continuously dash herself Into pieces, render herself to ash, if she were not made of Such stuff as phoenixes? Nature goes up into flames each year With little to no ado, and heals herself without fuss.
Leaves throw themselves from great heights not in pursuit of ruination but of Revival. Year after year after year we are asked this much: Allow me to unfurl the fist with which you are clinging to this tree. Comfort lies in confiding, confessing, and conceding. There is no need to be Stronger than the Earth’s heart when she is offering it up To you so singularly. Grant yourself this: that she wants you to Smile and shine and grow.
Do you fear your fate in this moment? You misinterpret. The blameful breeze you imagine you feel is, in actuality, Earth’s unremitting whisper, pressed into your skin: “Do as the leaves do. Follow, and fall. You are forgiven.”