I started from scratch
Building up a self masterpiece
Before you know it I faced an epic collapse
Overpowered, everything was destroyed for me
Laid in silence for over a year
My room was empty besides a ****** mattress
Literally slept all day and night face covered in tears
Lost when I thought I had this
I couldn't do it
I told myself
Ready to end it
I told myself
Couldn't even look in a mirror
Couldn't have conversations
Besides with the voices in my head
Give up
The voices said
Only thing to look forward
Is to be dead
BOOM
I momentarily snapped out of it
It hit me
Seriously **** this feeling
Fight back
Realized I was in a coffin with a slight pulse
Scratched through my nails being ripped out
My hands bloodied
A last ditched effort
Dug through the soil
As the light glared through
I was buried alive
But never again
I finally appreciated the sun