When I see you
I can't help but smile

When I see you
I can't help but blush

When I see you
I can't help but to hold you

When I see you
I can't help but to believe in love

Why don't I just cry
Let my emotions go
Why do I hide behind this smile

Why do I have this strengh it can't help me here
It won't take away these tears

Why don't I just cry
Is it fear
Why can't I just shed this tear

I just won't cry
I'll just drink another bear
It will take away these tears
It'll give away theses fears
Maybe then I will be the me I want to be.......

Will I forever love you

Will I stand by your side

Will I love you until I die

Will I fight for you until I'm 6ft under
               .....
Will I ever be over your

Will I leave your side

Will I stop loving you before I die

Will I stop fighting before I reach 6ft

I wish I cold cry, but my pride stands high. So I will just keep on smiling until I die.

When I'm with you
I am complete
I am happy
I am filled with love

When I'm with you
I get feelings I've never felt before
I feel as if i am light as a feather
my heart beats so fast As if its going to pop right out of my chest

When I'm with you
I never want to let you go
I can't even control myself

With out you
I am only half of who I am
I am boring
I have nothing to hold on to
I am never completely happy.

Thank you
Thank you for being here
No where else
Just spending your time on me
Now just stay so I can make you feel the feelings you give to me.

Guns raised high in the sky
Bullets fly bye
Screams bounce from wall to wall
Clouds low to the ground
Rats running all around
Lines sound
We're all hell bound

You're only worth a word in my story
But that word is the most important part!

I wanted you to be apart of my story
But truth be told
You're only worth a few worlds

You are in my favorite memories
You are in my favorite dreams
You are in my thoughts
You are in my world

You make my wrong right
You make me wake
You make me stand up straight
You make me fall in love every time I see you
You make me complete

You are my other half
You are my light in darkness
You are my everything
You are my forever and always

The feeling you give me
The shock waves you send through out my body
The happiness you give me
The forgetfulness I gain
Is the reason i let you stay

You are so wrong
Yet so right
I want you to leave me alone
Yet you come back through out
All of those lonely nights

When your around I ***** up
I become a failure
I become my farther
I become someone I don't even know

You are my flaw
With out you I would be better off
Yet I can't let you go
Let go of my family tradition
My family destruction
alcohol you are my biggest flaw

You say I'm your true love
You say you miss me
You say you love me
You say your hurting

I say your my true love
I say I miss you
I say I love you
I say im hurting

We say goodbye
We say I still love you
We say we're hurting
We say i miss you
We say I want to die