Im numb but not immune
Cut my throat ill bleed too
Its been so long ive become my pain
Ice now remains in place of a weak flame

Waiting for a bus
Lost in thought

As the chill pierces my clothing
Foolishness pierced my walls
While the cold awakens my nerves
The hot tears numb my mind
Built my heart out of ice and steel
It still broke like glass
No matter how tough i think i am
Im not immune to whats called life

Holding out resisting lust
Years go by seeking love
Get a job still alone
Living in a lonely home

Meet someone they seem sweet
They see nothing other then a piece of meat
Become the fool show your skin
Listen to enticing nothing's let them in

With one mistake it's all for nought
Like that you can no longer give your all
Time goes on they start to hate
Confusion sets in before the pain

You gave them your all
You gave your heart
All they wanted was your body parts
Weeks to on still can't numb the pain

Start the motions learn to live again
Guard your heart
No longer trust
Give up on love
Withhold it all

Sleep alone start to dream again
Long to love in the end
It's been so long don't know how
Time to let somebody in

Whats this feeling of longing for someone
pain and sadness well inside my chest
that destroys my cover and silences my breath
wheres the many thoughts that distract from the truth
why cant i escape from my memories anymore
searing tears leak despite all efforts to hold back
release more a torment then comfort
even my distractions turned against me
at this point even i cant deny
that loneliness will be the killer this time
it wants to end the strong front that ive kept up all along
tear down each and ever wall
**** the thorns from around my heart
free me from myself
but i still fight it long since bought into my lie that ill be alright
thoughts of a better day and life thought a myth
after all who would want my broken heart......

I take your mind to bed
Any opinion
You ever had,
Stark naked.

I start fondling
Your musings;
I envision
Your thoughts on my skin.

Your ideas enter me;
I feel myself
Tingling
From all the talking.

All my dreams flow
You, too, are close --
Baby, let me swallow
Any last word.

I'm no prince charming
My armor's full of dents
I don't **** dragons
Or slay evil beasts

I don't own a kingdom
What I have isn't grand
I can't give you riches
Or show you alot of land

Im a freelance warrior
With courage under my belt
I have a sword its kinda orange
And rusty as im told

I know your a princess
I should be on the ground
But if its ok with you
I'd like to show you around