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343 · Feb 2018
Inside my head
Haesel Feb 2018
I know I couldn't do that to them or you
It's just every thing is tearring me up from the inside out
Everyday it gets harder and harder to stay
Trying to pretend like everything's okay
It's making it hard to stay
My heart is heavy and all these things I've kept inside
Is catching up to me
Three years of avoiding talking about my problems and keeping sh*t inside my head
Makes me want to try new things instead
Alcohol Pills smoking a spliff to get high  
Made things 100x worse
A little something I wrote when I was in a dark place im so glad I'm no longer in that state of mind count your blessings
333 · Feb 2018
Him
Haesel Feb 2018
Him
All I think about is you
But you can't see me standing here
Could you learn to love me again
Don't pretend we never happened
Every where I go reminds me of you
Forgive me Please
Give me one chance to prove to you I've changed
How could you cut me off with no warning
I could still love you for a life time
Just know she'll never be as good as me
Klingy some might say
Love hurts worse than I can explain
My head is spinning
No one can take your place
Only you its only ever been you
Please Please
Questions have been left unanswered
Remembering all those nights we spent
Still can't forget your smile
Tell me how can you leave me in such pain
Understand where I'm coming from
Various images of you and I
Without you I'm lost
Xoxo
You were the love of my life
Zero conection
309 · Mar 2018
We
Haesel Mar 2018
We
We had one special moment
We were foolish to think it could of been anything more
We should of left each other alone after that night
We tried to force it but it was simply lust not love
You looked good
I looked good
But we would never look good together
237 · Mar 2018
How
Haesel Mar 2018
How
How do you expect him
To care about you
If you don't even care about
Yourself
How do you expect him
To love you
If you don't even love
Yourself
Longing for that feeling from someone else when I don't even feel that way about myself
207 · Oct 2018
Untitled
Haesel Oct 2018
shower me with your positivity
194 · Oct 2018
...
Haesel Oct 2018
...
Its not fair
you moved on and I didn't get to
seeing you flaunt her in my face
I know everything we were your now with her
180 · Feb 2018
You
Haesel Feb 2018
You
You are a wonderful person
You always find a way to make me smile
The way your eyes light up when you talk about your passions
To that soft smile you always wear
The way you express your inner thoughts and feelings, too deep for most to understand
you Drive me wild
To my love

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