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 May 2014 Presence
Miriam
reaching the end
having not lived life
to the fullest

missing out and
losing friends

you falling in love
with someone else.
I have a confession
It's called an obsession.
A preoccupation
With my aggression
I feel it building
Like Lego for adults
Doctors say it's part
and parcel of my
Depression.
If that's the case then
All serial killers
and not nice people
are just depressed.
Not obsessed with hurt
or pain or emotion.
Just a little down
Take a pill
Chill.
Don't ****
Don't obsess
You're just depressed.
© JLB
 May 2014 Presence
lcb
Ready
 May 2014 Presence
lcb
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Repeat 2748493x
 May 2014 Presence
lcb
My sleeve fell down.
You saw the cuts.
You asked me what they were
I responded "the cat".
I don't even have a cat...
but you believed me...



l.c.b.
 May 2014 Presence
lcb
3 am
 May 2014 Presence
lcb
She was alone at 3 am
Everyone thought she
Went to bed at 12
But what they didn't know
Was she was carving into
her skin late at night
They thought she was happy
But they were terribly wrong



l.c.b.
 May 2014 Presence
lcb
Nobody
 May 2014 Presence
lcb
She carved words into her body
Into her wrist, into her thigh
****, *****, worthless, failure, fat
Were all carved into her beautiful body
Nobody knew the pain she endured
Nobody knew



l.c.b.
 May 2014 Presence
lcb
Drowning
     In
          My
               Own
                    Sadness
Late
     At
          Night
 May 2014 Presence
lcb
You hurt me
In return
I hurt myself
I drag the blade
across my wrist
in hope one day
I'll die



l.c.b.
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