some people say that they love rain
because,
it reminds them of their good memories.
but some people say that they hate rain
because,
it reminds them of their bad memories.

and i'm sitting here,
watching every water that drops in front of me.
i don't even know,
did i love rain,
or i hate rain.

sometimes,
i can be happy because rain is come.
but sometimes,
i can be sad because of rain too.
it's feels like when you have a crush on someone.
sometimes,
you can be happy because of their presence.
and sometimes,
you can be sad because of them too.
also sometimes,
you can be confused by their presence.
did you must be happy,
nor be sad.

Everytime I wrote a poems
I always thought about you
I asked to the stars
Where you've been
I looked at the sky
Wishing you were looking at the same sky
I told the moon that
I was waiting for you for so long
Then
The wind came through my skin
and I wishing you were here
Holding me in your arms
Everything's so monotone since you were gone
Its just black and white
Its not colorful like it used to
I didn't even realize that my life was a good colorful painting
Til you were gone.