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xmxrgxncy Aug 2017
Sometimes I wonder if I'm the only one that can see my black, oil slicked feathers.
They are the reason I don't like getting wet, the reason I fit better in the shadows than in the direct sunlight.
I'm not colorful on the outside, though the glossy yet demure rainbow sheen of my midnight mane may say otherwise.
They say it's what's on the inside that counts; if you cut me open, I'd bleed opal.
Opal, shimmering liquid pearl, luminescent moonshine filling every crevice of my heart, every crack and corner that are not filled with emotions that threaten to overturn the barriers preventing floods over and over and yet over again.
I'd forgotten- funny isn't it?- how easily words can flow and glow from my mouth if I would only open it. But as quickly as I do, the contents that spill out are black as tar, black as my coverings, my feathers, my thoughts.
What else is there to say but that I wish the black and the rainbow would coexists?
Oil slicks and opals are both beautiful.
You can see the rainbow in each, but sometimes you have to take the time to look closer.
just word *****, I need to get into writing poetry more because frankly I miss the closure it gives. The funny thing is that I always start with a poem in mind and it ends up being something completely different because I get into that inspired mood and don't give a **** whether or not it rhymes or corresponds. I think that's pretty reminiscent of my personality.
  Aug 2017 xmxrgxncy
irsorai
Waiting on the messy bedroom by the window,
Along strong mellow walls, begging to be heard.
Waiting for the moment you will look at yourself,
Let go of all the hurting built up inside corrupting lungs.
Feel the untouchable thoughts unstringing you from numbness,
Running fingers on an almost empty body, resurrecting to life.
Copyright © irsorai
24/08/2017 - 11:00pm
xmxrgxncy Aug 2017
Another day older, another day bolder.
But they never mentioned
it'd be this much colder.
I'm moving out for college in 8 days and its bittersweet..but this summer has been a complete hell living with family. It's not even a question if they love me anymore; they say I'm becoming something I'm not when in reality I'm just  maturing>.<
  Jul 2017 xmxrgxncy
mk
-
everything's breaking
and i'm running
to the only place
i've ever known
to the only place
i've ever called home

i'm running to you-
it's time.
xmxrgxncy Jul 2017
We are terribly sorry to inconvenience the public in this way for yet a third time. Due to multiple setbacks in emotional distress, lengthy loneliness, and suicidal overdose ridden thoughts, we are still not ready to welcome the public into our new edifice. As you all know, the most recent Hurricane Heartache undid some of the work we take so much pride in. We ask humbly for your forgiveness and are still unable to give a completion date as of now.
xmxrgxncy Jul 2017
It may be low of me to even so much as assume that you're still there, still listening.
But I'm still here, ever the quiet sufferer and silent muse.
My silvertongue has gone hazy.
To make way for gold?
Perhaps not.
i'm back. not sure i've changed for the better...
xmxrgxncy May 2017
I know just looking at me makes your lips twitch.
Don't you wish you could remember how they felt on mine...
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