I loved you
It didn’t even transpire
Tantalizing desire
Wrapped up
Warped in
Couldn’t tell
Couldn’t read
What was written all over me
Couldn’t dare
I was fastened into you
Like the ribbons in your hair

-JCM-

I delete every message sent
Won’t let a built up thread
Fill me with dread
When left on read

-JCM-

Sometimes I wish everyone I miss were dead
It's peace of mind
When they are resting in peace
Instead they live on
Somewhere else
Not looking back
I am an expired lease
I hate them
I miss them

-JCM-

The tie I wear
Is a noose
From which I hang
The pins on my chest
Are flowers to grace
A body ready for eternal rest
When the day comes
I’ll go in style
The world lacks it
I’ll be my best
Everyday dying a little
Everyday is a wake
I’m a walking casket

-JCM-

Been crying for too long
A heart covered in soil
My fondness grows
I bloom for you

-JCM-

Red Lips
Soft and delicate
Like the petals of a rose
Kisses sweeter than honey
Let me bee in your garden
Help you grow
Explore your meadows
Getting lost
I want to be tangled
In your vines
Giving caution
To your thorns
But I have some too

-JCM-

Don't want to be your anchor
Don't want to weigh you down
Want to be the wind
Against your sails
Take you far
Further than you've ever known

-JCM-

I wanna be the one
The one that breaks through
With walls so high
Bulldozed love
I’ll knock em down
Break through to you
Build you up
Make you feel new
Never feel blue
If you let me get through to you
The one

-JCM-

Lost faith sometime ago
Scooping you up
In those planes
Where moon touches earth
Found an angel riding shotgun
Pearly white grin
Cleanse me of my sins
Wanna be devoted
Don't wanna be demoted
Trying to be small
Sneak into your heaven

-JCM-

First kiss
New bliss
I never knew thirst
Till we disengaged
Till we reconnect
My lips are the Mojave in summer

-JCM-

Your soft voice
Lifts my heavy heart
Your sweet face
Hinders my sour days
Three words I say
Are not just a phrase

-JCM-

I’m tired
Tired of feeling
Tired of lying
Endless I’m okays
Everything’s fine
Wishing
Hoping
Hating
Loving
Tired of it all
Erase me
Im tired

-JCM-

I hold on
A little too strong
Like a ****** pop song
You're in my head for too long

-JCM-

Sea of oranges
I travel you in the dark
The light reveals too much
Drove through the groves
Somewhere darker than my mind
I’ve gone too far
I lose myself to you
Victoria Avenue

-JCM-

I'm cold as ice
But soft as snow
In her warm glow
I melt away

-JCM-

In the quiet
Deafened by laughter
Blinded by beauty
The goosebumps that give way
I'll feel like braille and read you

-JCM-

Stupefied
Enchanted
Lips pressed
Casting spells
Tongues intwined  
Pouring potions
Leave me hexed
Be my jinx

-JCM-

I wonder
If you wonder about me
It could never be
No point to this misery

-JCM-

My affection is a song
You are the melody
Harmonize with me
Don’t play deaf
I see your feet tapping to the tune
You are the reason I croon

-JCM-

Dream gazing
Forever head in the clouds
Still be in magic
In your eyes found
Galaxies and stars
Never could have imagined
Clinging on not moving on
Stuck on you(niverse)

-JCM-

These are ugly times
The world is cruel
It's a daily duel
Despite the grime
Beauty exists
With every breathe you take
You prove it every day

-JCM-

Put an end
To what I don’t comprehend
All I’ve been is
A son
A brother
A friend
I don’t know nothing else

-JCM-