to write: in order to be unable to recognise
oneself in the writing -
impossible to stress a variation of amnesia:
it's a... it's a...
the current philanthrope: archaic for:
philanthropist -
because no there's no new-outfit
for a misanthrope...
vaccinations blue-checkers...
a game of chess:
with narratives...
alliance of white: as doubt...
and alliance of black: as denial...
but this is not a game...
no one plays a game to feed such
a gluttonous slouch of staging:
demoralization projects...
brain-sponges and some variation
of music as a wheezing...
or a helium gargantua:
laughter in a vacuum...
it's sometimes to think about the eyes:
unless there's a concern
for either mountain of a canyon -
it's impossible to think without the sea...
i somehow wish that i could
fathom the eyes as a simple
prelude to having two stones
in a trouser pocket...
and fiddling with them...
i want to make my tongue enshrined
in the confines of an oyster:
some forgotten gem...
i dream about homelessness
and all of life's tragedy
of: beside a prison...
the freedom to roam...
but i somehow stumble...
if only the determination
of a classical lore akin to
Sisyphus...
it's always impossible
to borrow something from
the Greeks...
then again:
who were the Greeks at the fall
of Contantinople...
breaking bones to fiddle
with the buckle of Islam...
it's almost tickling the suspense
lying in wait...
a marlboro cigarette is unlike
a camel cigarette...
i say they add something
to the puff...
happy to have been freed from
the nicotine hangover...
but it somehow aids these scribbles...
it's not much...
it's not madame bovary or
anna karenina...
time is playing catch-up
and i... hope for a seclusion
of assets...
i mostly lie before
a sleep pattern completely petrified...
not that i rarely conjure
ushers of dream...
but that...
it's always the same impossibity
of being a son of a father...
or some other monstrosity
of time: noted... when abiding
with a grandfather...
if i could question the ownership
of my ears...
if i could replace my eyes
with either two stones in my pocket
fiddled with like a pair of dice...
or shelter in the "myopia"
of: one eye for the canyon...
the other for the mountain...
how is it that i am so at loss...
where is a pick-me-up of ambition...
i am without ambition...
in that: should i enjoy ambition
and make myself a prospect
of a career in politics...
in that old sequence of...
people coming together!
i as a we! are not! corrupt!
it's so impossible to attempt to live
a life of an honest man...
then again... before such a question
is posed: one must...
turn the fudge... bother the barley...
grind the bits to a flour...
if i were given a compass
and asked to be placed
on the spectrum of:
counter the philosopher's stone:
money... what would i do...
if a servitude of implosive meaning
were ascribed to a sudden
revision... if name and title should
be engraved on... peanuts...
and we were all... "suddenly" elephants
behind the "riddle"...
it's not merely impossible:
it's just plain stupid...
if i had one ear as a cave...
and the other as a savannah...
for sure: one to feed the concern for echo...
otherwise the derelict disguise
of a splendour of lingo...
this... is an abadoned house...
feel free to roam in it beside...
i will have left it once i have complete
the doodle...
it's not much because:
it's not rhyme-friendly...
but thanks to the h'american
school... it's doesn't matter
whether poetry is an art of
the scalpel or demands for pedagogy's
regurgitation...
whether h'america is sleeping
or whether russia is reading...
there's that currency of the narrative:
an expediEncy...
i'd write an A into that "affair" if i was
to be all too honest...
it's not like english
allocates orthographic pressures
of shame... should a transgression
be posed...
the old mechanical baron arm
of carrot forward! stick! is precise in...
what's to be allocated!
it's impossible to drink these days:
since the moral hangover...
it's impossible to smoke a cigarette...
since the same impossible hangover...
it's not even a question
of who's contesting a replica of 100 years
sober samuel...
it's impossible to make eternal
demands of life with a posthumous p.s.:
for lack of a better word...
of the concern for what's to be ate...
the eyes pleasure...
the ears are... ears...
cartilege: an impromptu revision...
but the tongue oh so ******* critical...
it's almost necessary to learn
a second language in order to justify
being a foor critic...
food critic? this is what happens when...
the *** drive of humans is over-stated...
bogus work... and the unemployed masturbators...
the same spectrum...
a bogus job title at one end...
an unemployed masturbator at the other...
the grass grows plenty for the rabbits...
if the desire for banana dries up...
for the baboons...
and there's no will to straighten those
parades... then there's... "platanitos"... etc.
but there's a need for a plethora:
counter the forests with paper...
should i desire more priests?!
it's a fear... that i will absolve myself
from retaining the last remains
of authenticity -
for the filled goblet made by
a spew of lies...
it's such an impossible...
"nuance"... "bereaving"...
hyphen antics...
a *******! compromise!
like Noah... building his project was...
all about... the made collective individuals...
i attempt working for a lie...
i die at the attempt of working...
unless of course...
the mind of man is so...
intricate and spectacular to be without
fault...
as to the genuine promise from afar in time...
it's a terrible affair to have
homelessness as a fear... first, highest...
to then watch videos of people
going through the tides
and somehow stomaching the lacklustre
adventure...
- so to write something that
can't be paraded - that it has to gravitate
towarding a biding personal -
to heave the half-breath
of tendering sycophancy & scrutiny...
for there to be a...
whisper of rome...
come the advent of the caesars...
what an old ******* of hope...
it's not near impossible...
when confined to...
the cul de sac of gauging out of eyes
and rat inclined impromptus...
the current philan-thropist
is so bothersome like a c.c.t.v.
installation that the misanthrope is a complete
bonkers jazz *** las vegas inversion
perfect!
via / in between the solipsist:
self-conscious autist
and the whoever takes your fancy...
i'm making myself suspect
of what's being readied as: "digestable"...
it's not impossible...
it's just... cow-towing i.e. depressing...
who would have thought
that a simple trick could...
fool... magnus primo maribus -
the first great adventurer...
the shackled chimpanzee to a 'shroom...
or the 'shroom: a fungus riddle
of the primate seeing UV and ultra-red...
the first prized cinema of purple
with fluorescence: liquid light...
lux liquidum...
the demands for phosphrescnce revisionism?
thus to be schooled: "schooled" without
a slightnest idea of how to deal with
a psychopasth - that one ordeal of being robbed
with the intention of the purely materialised
mechanisation of life:
the depth of the slit into soulness...
a hybrid of nothing and ego...
to borrow a figment of the imagination:
the gravity toward an engineeer
of a longboat that's
about as useful as a piece of paper...
perhaps the assurance of a kite...
which implies the wind...
"sloth" beside an attempt at water...
if the sea were a river...
and the tide were the narrative...
but the lacklustre of heaving "nuance"...
we weren't schooled to be carpenters...
as we weren't...
to enjoy the ******* and a narrative
of "leisure"...
before the gnat crescendo...
like some altar for the breaking of the bones
of a horse heaving
a sought at sigh...
could i ask the priest crow
for more? when addressing him to quest a q.
of a magpie or a birch tree?
could i heave a stomach so riddled
woth indigestion...
to forever quest for
a mountain's zenith...
having to begin with a pyramid's nadir...
this sand... this time...
this impossible demand for...
a lasting: a debilitating concept of hope...
that's beyond crying...
a concept: but at best...
a concern for a dog...
then again... a dog: a leash, a muzzle...
the perfect cat the "homeowner"...
the gap-year striptease crescendo!
i want to fear this avenue of
life's worded tolls...
because...
there's a respect for them...
unlike... like there's a celebration
of Diogenes... if all the homeless
were to serve a fate
of this sour-**** of a gritting over...
what am i: as question:
possibly having to write?
if all the homeless people
were a Diogenes of Sinope...
i was in Athens once...
armed with a glass of absyinthe...
some yogoslav toll-busters...
a freak-magnet of a striptease bar
with myself ******* my trousers...
finding to a bind
of a way-back...
hey presto!
it's not a fear...
it's an anticipation...
a manhunter prodigy affair...
to have to have done
so little of the world attested
concept of bad: an east germany concensus...
to be in a prison
of homelessness: nuance...
the dream of the broke...
the baron of the breaking...
best equipped: with a car and a gun...
but "somehow"...
no new old: or old new h'america...
i still somehow want
to yoddle my load of unbelievable
switzerland that has to
grieve my load worth
of iowa!
my burried the unforgotten
list of "good luck" few...
the vanity project: prior to not...
anticipating the homelessness...
it's such a judas low duo due...
i want as hope: and a death..
it's not but there's the braving
the tide of vanity:
the better-sit-my-*****-sit-lem'oh-bedding...
it's a continent's worth
of a lingo... it's not like...
england cruise... croatia riddle...
******* dim-wits!
new b'est h'america!
toll the brittle old jonah cull hard-on-an-adams...
my heiving little...
my loitering "lost" of
the last impossible....
that impossible looting custard
pie of heart...
the happiness
of the neared impossible heart...
this bypassing this cat fickle...
my best kept nuanced smile &
faking it...
the shoe the fiddle... the mozart
the beard the hybrid
bypass the last
vanity of a fed...
it's my best breast
fretted the knuckle,
and a bone...
and a lost carpenter's
*****...
witch and no nordic
leisure of an itching...
because!
the ******* guise of basic!
the broken tree
with a basic of breaking of bones...
gravity of the "loitering"...
there's always the
loitering play of rambo...
johnny-yo-yo..
iowa: new croatia!
lost towing the burning tire!
because! i own's us a bus!
grieving the legitimate
and what's otherwise...
the crease...
and death is a sudden..
my scuttle bumble:
breaking the bee.
