You broke my heart
When you said it was over
I couldn't process it
I was trying to make myself not believe it
I was so broken I couldn't feel anything anymore
Feels like there's an empty hope inside me now
I didn't think I could love someone as much as I love you
It's even hard to look at you
It's hard to hold it all in
Trying not to remember when we were together
It's gets harder every day not to cry
I just don't understand
I know you told me why many of times why
But I still don't understand why
I said I can move on but I don't think it can
I guess I just have to keep my mind silent again try to keep it to myself just go back to my old ways snice I'm alone again

What's done is done there's no going back to us
You lost a claim the friendship the memories of you and I
I mean everything
Doesn't seem to make sense
To end Like this
But why? leave again I thought that I was the one you wanted that's what you told me and you said it so good like it was minted to be even inside your heart
I thought you wanted superficial romance like kings and queens I wanted everything but now I can see you close the door in front of me
although it's been several months snice I've been trying to write this in the perfect way even though It's pretty clear that I've been hurt again
fact is that I'm too much of everything more than what you expected All alone
Things change And Rearranged
Like you didn't know the last time
I remember the frist try
But now in sore inside
With all the holes I tried to fill with time
Im over thinking the past
let me heal
I'll be Okay
Because another friend, another love will come my way
Just wait, don't rush into anything
someone who cares for you will be there just wait for her on the bright's day enough siad
I don't want to be hurt again