"remian" poems
Subtle, clever brain, wiser than I am,
by what devious means do you contrive
to remian idle? Teach me, O master.
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Pinstriped suit
Black briefcase
clink of heels
On marble floors
imposing glass walls
Emails coming in
Emails coming in
Slacks and a tshirt
Powderblue backpack
Red hightops
on gravel
lockers on walls
Students coming in
Students coming in
Oak desk
Open door
Client comes in
Check the emails
"I want a divorce"
turn to the client
turn to the client
Blackboard
Open door
Students stream through
Smile in greeting
"Recess 'aint long enough"
Open up textbooks
Open up textbooks
Client cries
Keep professional poise
nod in understanding
Show no weakness
"He won't sign the papers"
Just nod
Just nod
Students protest
explain over the noise
try to make them love it
show no weakness
"who cares abour 1945?!"
I care
I care
Go home
Collapse onto the
Black leather sofa
in front of
the plasma screen TV
Instant noodles for dinner
Instant noodles for dinner
Go home
Collapse onto the
stained, worn-out fouton
the kids badger
for some television time
Put the roast in the oven
Put the roast in the oven
The neighbors open
their doors
turn to watch yours
remian tight shut
Noone to expect
Noone to come home to
Noone to come home to
The key turns
in the lock
turn to see
him walk in
bag of groceries in hand
Dinner's almost ready
Dinner's almost ready
TV programs over
Noodles devoured
papers signed
emails replied to
slip into bed
In bed alone
In bed alone
Children fed and bathed
television switched off
homework assistance provided
papers graded
husband made love to
Someone to hold on to
Someone to hold on to
Bathtub full of
Cranberry scented foam
Water's cold now
Body's cold now
Cold blade on Cold marble floor
So much blood
So much blood
Alarm goes off
Wake the children
Pack the lunches
Make the breakfast
Read the paper
Such a sad sad suicide
Such a sad sad suicide
Bathtub full of
Cranberry scented foam
Water's cold now
Body's cold now
Cold blade on cold marble floor
So much blood
So much blood
Hold him close
So much warmth
Hold the kids tight
Transfer body heat
Why did she die?
She had it all
She had it all
Nobody to inheret
The condo with a view
The money in the bank
The diamond earrings
the workload
Nobody to miss
Nobody to miss
Hold him close
So much warmth
Hold the kids tight
Tarnsfer body heat
Why did she die?
She had nothing
She had nothing
May 17, 2012
May 17, 2012 at 8:40 PM UTC
Subtle, clever brain, wiser than I am,
by what devious means do you contrive
to remian idle? Teach me, O master.
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tears come down my face.
not a usual thing for a person like me,
born pained, and living numb.
all i want is to run from all that i am,
and all i ask is that will you come with me?
but my fear is that, you will say no. like
everyone else. no one ever stayed,
and
i got a feeling that I, myself,
want to leave this body of mine.
what you said is that we are the same,
dying inside, smiling outside.
no one will ever know the difference between us,
but i do, i really do.
i would give all my veins
and bleed for you,
but you wouldn't take a scratch for me.
the dream of mine to go away with you
will remian mine, and never shared with you.
May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 12:24 AM UTC
Ride or die
I try to survive
And remian vibrant
But they smear the lines
Blurring my life with things
Set against me
Making negetive things
Represent me
So ride with me
On this voyage
To the netherworld
Die with me in this world
So we can live happy in the next world
Be my right hand when there's nothing left
When my time is next
When our way of life is two complexed
Stay with me when my morale is exhuasted
My pain is extensive,
Visions of my death are vivid
Ride with me, Die with me
Let the two coinside
Our bond be tight
Twisted and intertwinded
Until our minds combine
Bring your heartbreak
I'll bring my pain
We can ride with eachother
Until the end of our days
Dec 19, 2012
Dec 19, 2012 at 7:07 PM UTC
The chains around my wirst is where I stand
Working a system just to stay with the program
Who I loved and who I hate I cant recall
The real world is outside these four walls
The fact I cant vision my future
Holding it together breaking the suture
Detain to remian a lost cause
But the way i feel is an outlaw
We fall and say thats enough
Even though life is life we still get back up
It best to move on
You deserve a better life and for me to be gone
Everybody lies but just to protect
Cause if we tell the truth than they will neglect.
Dec 10, 2016
Dec 10, 2016 at 2:50 PM UTC