wild night videos
for the dark web
3 Atlean men
and a girl

she got it
by a mob
of Moroccan **** rockets
and will pine
for the rest of her days
screaming to the hells
in a reimagined language

the regression to Lilith
**** *******
the world
when hell touched paradise
***** and man handled
shot by shot
mouth to ****** to ****
split and folded
tooth and nail
to drive the ****** tides
of the world

***** monsters like
T Rex
force a ritual infliction
butter meat of dreams
pain sensually
reworked into pleasure
blister-hot and oh so sweet
married to a paradox
like feeling bad
about feeling good

give me your ankles *****
an unveiled immediacy

right off the bat
i got just the girl
confiding in me
so ready to die
like an Aztec princess
to be the star
like a peacock
in an engorged circus
blizzard of jealous snakes
strangled fanged and spewed

a swansong exhibition
in blood-soaked ponytails

a bobbing head
and choke throat ***** picnic table
with mayonnaise wounds
mediating power
in a psychoanalytic fetish

death is not death
but performative submission
her body ransacked
in tooth marks
and red tipped *******

steaming eraser head
pulses
a **** soaked
chicken on a plate
eradicating reality

are you gonna eat that?

pass the ***
collapses time
lust  
custodian
of human archeology

**** piñata
bearing gifts
of squirty pork gasms
******* and cuchifritos
corpus of ****** horror
as liberation
crosses-temporality
and breaks the vessel of time
oow
Nefertiti where are you

a tongue up the ***
sniffs
Prada's Candy Perfume
**** blinking licks
up there where havoc lives
in ******* farm country

Some days
I feel like lost my way
just how I feel when I'm down
park your feet here
get you some athletes foot
for why should it always be me
that has to
catch or experience this
irene verruca sat in the wings a very nice girl
but her face
how do I describe
like soggy wet tissue down the loo
that somebody has urinated on
oow
I digress
told you so
maybe today
I should not have got out my bed
not in pain
just out my mind
insanity the only other place to go
yet insanity seems good
and lay down
in a bathroom
turn all the taps on and float
away to the universe of impossibilities.

Dead Alive

I don’t belong in this Earth …
This life isn't for me …
I really don't think so the Lord Jesus Christ was making  a statement,
That this world is the survival of the fittest…
And for me being here only hurts the ones that I care of the ones that I love..
Oow yes LOVE I said it..

I kept asking myself these Questions…
Why am I Alive?
Do I even belong in this life?
Is this what I was born for?
What is my role to play in this world?

Well yet I haven't found the answers to all the questions I have,
It is starting to make sense though…
I am useless,
A Basted, if u knw what I mean.

So I've been thinking a lot lately…
It is Cristally clear that I don't belong is this EARTH
Since I only Hurt the ones that I love
Clearly I'm not good at it…
So I thought of writing a suicide note,
Then  again I knew it would hurt those I love
Again I thought of Calling them telling them how much of a blessing it was for me to have known them
Then again I knew it would still Hurt them
I thought of many ways to **** myself to free those I love from hurting but again it won't change the fact that I'm still hurting those I love …

I so wish I was a Fan of God at least he would Have shown me the way…
I don't know what to do anymore I am DEAD ALIVE…