In that moment

Mouth agape.
Teeth grazing.
Nails raking.
I swore oaths into your flesh.
Not of bows wrapped around "forever"
But
Shamefule secrets
Coy eyes revealing disguise after disguise
Pinky promises of infedelity
Avenues of a jaded mind
Alcohol induced cynical soul
Lemon twists and paper cuts
Hardened by every excruciating ***** up
And yet
In that moment
I found a second of redemption
A moments peace
And that was more than enough for me

Love tumbles quietly down the small of your back
interrupts our mumbled arguments
and lingers in the pads of your fingertips.

You've been waiting for me to notice,
dropping little hints of worn gratitude--
segments that have been used in great quantities;

the previous recipients were oblivious
to the warmth of these words and actions
but I'm starting to sense fire under my skin--

I can smell the smoke.

I saw a stranger today
i once loved him
he tried to march back in my life like nothing happened
acting like i matter to him
but it's too late
he's a stranger
it's irreversable

Single in this world;
I Stand for Independence...
I do not wish upon my death;
Although, I cannot live without Liberty...

To stay free from the forces;
At many times, I don't agree with those who impose...
For they only depreciate my values;
And make use of my imperfections.

Justice doesn't always mean, someone has to lose.
Justifications, can be beneficial for all.
Mistakes are irreversable; still, they are not useless.
Those who prosper, are those, who make use of the experience...

If I cut you deep...

and told you

"it was an accident"

Would you forgive me??

It makes no sense LOVE to involve

So much pain...

If only you knew

That you wield the powers

That kept him to shine from

the darkness, now before

You allow yourself to face

What you reap, any given moment

Grim could have taken

It ALL away in your sleep!

This is the bittersweet

Invintation to a world

Where the cries of

the ****** never end!

Look back on this life...

Troubled to be

With damage done that is irreversable...

As for all other mysteries are

Called upon to accompany

The soul longing for anything

To hold dear...

Baby, call my name...

Baby, this is not for pleasure or pain....

Baby, tell me...you love me...

I don't even know what

your voice sounds like anymore...

The future is viewable

on the other side

Of the shattered mirror!

With everything in ruins

Caused by these angry hands...

now the danger never stops

falling on top of me...

This MESS...

I created, burdens us both!

The feeling that...

NEVER REST

Nothing else remains...

The fire that never cease...

BURNS vigorously...

As the wind carries off the ashes,

Of "dreams" away into the eternal wind...

I look to the sky, trying to find myself

All over again