I love you
I sent it to you
And i meant it
You opened it i saw the dots
The one, two, three dots
Then they disappeared
And my heart sunk
One second of oh its okay
Its all okay hes just be distracted
Two, too busy right now
Life is hard for him right now
Three, one two three what about me
The anxiety rising. Until they disappeared
My heart hit the floor
With a painful crash and guteral roar
Hours pass and finally you write back
"Sorry didn't see that"
But you did, and you didn't say it back

I spent a over a year intertwining my life with yours.
We would talk about forever
Now you left me, we're still best friends and you are my everything
I can't seem to get out of bed
My guteral sobbing is shaking every bone as I write this
I love you
Please please be with me
They say sometimes what you want is not what you need.
I ******* need you.
You're my everything