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Jay Jul 2013
This feeling is so abnormal for me
I'm used to 3 main emotions
Happy, Sad and Angry
This new one is frightnening
I'm not happy with you but
I'm not angry or sad either
And it's a bit scary but
I want to talk to you about it
Without screaming
or using the words "we need to talk"
Definitly not the words "I'm done"
I just want to tell you what's going on in my brain
I think your doing something wrong,
Or we are
But it isn't something I can put my finger on
Or maybe I can,
But I don't know baby
I guess I'm just upset.
I need patience
Fighting for peace
But there is the silence,
The Darkening Abyss.

I used to dream
How we would kiss,
But there was that dim
And Frightening Abyss.

I used to look
For will without haste,
But You cruelly took
Me away from my place.

I used to think
That there was a thread
Which definitely linked
Mine and your head,

There was that cut
Right in the middle,
So I had to start
Resolving the riddle.

I used to dream
That you're standing near,
But things that I feel -
Are despair and fear.

I used to hope,
But now I do not,
I had to stop
Tying the knot.

How come  I mistook
My Love - with fear?
I dared not look
On my face without tears.

I tear apart
Your image within.
I knew from the start,
I never could win.
...
I need patience
To lower the risk
But there is the silence,
The Darkening Abyss.

The Darkening Abyss
Negates all my will.
Each second we kiss
My heart is in thrill…

I fall in its depths,
The Frightnening Abyss.
I can hear your steps,
Don't let go of me, please.

I fell in Abyss
And found there a thread.
The moment we kissed
I knew where it led.

Mistaken was I?
Or purely naive?
I didn't know why
I didn't just leave.

Totally captivated
Your arms within.
I doubtlessly stated -
I never could win.

— The End —