"exteriorly" poems
O
what a great illusion
the pursuit of love
Searching exteriorly
for something that’s existent
internally
Dec 2, 2018
Dec 2, 2018 at 8:12 AM UTC
My soul screams to speak,
but my lips remain sealed,
as no word slips.
It is just dead silence.
My head tenses,
as I am unable to utter words.
I find my tears
weighing all the emotions
as they trickle down my cheek silently.
Exteriorly, it is silent
even though there is chaos screaming within.
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 6:34 PM UTC
Frozen, frozen i stood in space
Embarking on a journey unprepared
With a heart quickly changing pace
How could this be?
How was I rendered impaired?
Questions, a million questions ran through my head
Trapped in plethora of thoughts with nowhere to flee
They say before you die your life flashes before your eyes
But I was well alive and no blood was being shed
Instead it ran through my veins like an unchained greyhound
Racing an endless track trying to catch a prize
How could this be?
Is this a dream? Am I in bed?
To which reality am I bound?
Silence, silence was all that prevailed
Like an operation room with a surgeon about to incise
Immobile exteriorly, erupting interiorly
With a flood of emotions my body was assailed
Warm and cold, fast and slow, ennemies and allies
How could this be?
Could a drug have hindered my movements?
Is this all a hallucination?
What substance could cause such a rush?
What dream could cause such palpation?
So there i was, filled with thoughts to amaze
Confused, uncertain, my body leading me astray
Ready to quit, with a stomach light as hay
There could only be one explanation
Frozen, frozen I was, by her gaze...
Mar 11, 2018
Mar 11, 2018 at 1:42 PM UTC