"easyer" poems
The day you died layed down to a tree and I cried but then I saw.... I saw you, like a angel in the the sky, but I know it's just my mind.
I don't want to lie to my self but it's easyer to cry then to say goodbye to your love of your life.
Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 4:52 PM UTC
at first i shake a little
and i try to hold it together
but then panic strikes. and i pull myself apart at the seams
and when you stich me back together, i cant help but whimper
because the pin you use is blunt
and it hurts more to be sttiched together then it does to be pulled apart
but then i panic, and now im screaming
your name in fits
blasphemous fits of agous whaling i cant breathe
the demons of my mind are sitting on my chest while I sleep
And I toss and i turn but i cant wake up from this night mare because
in reality i was never asleep
ive been sitting here the whole time
wide awake in my dream state terrified to do anything other then breathe
and Christ thats harder then it sounds
you have no idea what its like
when tears roll down my cheeks
like tidal waves i wish i could drown in
anxiety makes me a slave, its lachy, its *****
my fear takes me by the throat and makes sure to stare me down
as he squeezes
my addictions rolll over me like a sandcastle at high tide im bound to fall
so please
dont you dare tell me to "just breathe"
everything wont be allright so long as you dont realise
that i am suffering more then a fit of asthma ,
i am dieing more then a little inside
my crystal glass core gets trod on more and more often by the demons that plauge me
panic is so much more lethal then cyanide ad so much easyer to obtain
Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 7:04 AM UTC
rip my heart and tell me you dont love me
it would be easyer then the wait
just give me a sign that shows howe you feel
just fix this broken heart
Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 12:19 PM UTC