"duckpond" poems
In South America, truck drivers are paid collossal amounts
of money, to deliver supplies between towns on
roads, no wider than the width of their trucks.
When you turned up on my doorstep that sunday in the rain,
your eyes told me before your lips did.
Sixty three hundred days is a long long time to wait for someone,
but I would do it all over again,
if it meant I could fall asleep in your arms one last time.
Next Autumn when the leaves turn rusty and fall from the trees,
I'll remember the afternoon we spent in Victoria park,
where you waded to the middle of the duckpond,
just because I said you wouldn't.
Your mother always told me when we stacked away the good china after Sunday lunch,
that your stubborness always got in the way of what was right.
You've been gone eight hours and still nobodies reminded me how difficult I can be at times.
Eight months later and everytime the phone rings I imagine your voice crackling down the line "come get me from the supermarket, I have sugar buns. "
Apr 28, 2013
Apr 28, 2013 at 12:10 AM UTC
there's a secret place i found to keep my fear
to hide my tenderness & be vulnerable --
it's next to the smallest bones in your inner ear
the fluid skin blanket of your swooping neckline
lily-soft & somehow stiff enough to break
open my seed-pod heart
the one i thought no one could pry apart
but with rosebud ******* -- lips --
the figure of biblical magdala takes me
away from a lone satsuma tree raising its
shriveled offering from the crippled earth
on sunday strolls through duckpond parks
kicking cobbled streets of augusta block
or scooping water at me smiling in cutoffs
on a hot hometown riverbank
you came to me on barefeet out of the smoke
& rain silence where i was invisibly sobbing
where heat-lightning waltzed
sneaky-pete over the prairie
& what are you if not a rain -- a zephyr
flowing through stone temple
just as the dry-mouth dog days of summer
brought hell's fire across the southern field
so i've abandoned the hermetic existence
& buried my old dead shell with a
harp song hail glory to the contortionist god
vaulting off the balance beam in the
back of my mind beneath the
rain soaked topsoil of dawn
among the mound palaces
of ants & mourning mud hornets
while the gray shadows of the magpie
dance & writhe on the mosaic faces of
the trespassed lupine forest
& the sun still comes up on time big
gold fluttering like a delusional cicada
over the empty pink street
i'm still fidgeting because
clouds with tails like jellyfish sting
with rooted memories of azaleas but
you kiss away my all my latent
restless gypsy fears & keep the harsh
light dimmed or wrapped in heat-foil
in your front dress pocket & you only
give it back to me in brief drips --
pinches -- wet tongue kisses --
we talk with our eyes as only animals
can our butts in the damp sand
beside the breathless sea where streaked
clouds seem free to finger the horizon
but are cut by the city skyline --
a switchblade
Nov 23, 2016
Nov 23, 2016 at 11:44 AM UTC
Sophia sat on the bench
in a cafe in the park.
I'd gone to get two coffees,
and came back,
and handed her one
and sat down.
My father not happy.
Why, what's up
with him?
I asked.
A neighbour told him
I came home with you
on Friday evening.
I sipped my coffee.
Her old man was a short,
but stocky Pole,
who looked like
and sounded like
a mafia boss.
What did he say?
I said,
gazing at her
long blonde hair
and pale blue eyes.
He wants to talk
with you.
When?
I said,
taking a sip
of coffee.
As soon
as possible.
I nodded my head.
Did you explain
we just had a coffee,
and talk?
I said.
We did more,
but I was trying
to forget that.
He still wants
to talk with you.
She sat back
and gazed
at the duckpond
over the way.
I lit a cigarette,
sipped more coffee.
Did you tell him
I go to Mass
most Sundays?
Yes, I told him.
And he still
wants to talk?
I asked.
Yes,
he said soon,
and I was not
to see you
until he's seen you.
But you are
seeing me,
I muttered.
She gazed at me.
I want to see you;
he won't know.
He knew
about Friday evening,
and he wasn't there,
I said,
looking around
to see if we
were being spied on.
We see him tonight.
I inhaled deeply
on the cigarette.
I pictured us Friday
in her bed;
not something
I could forget.
Jun 12, 2019
Jun 12, 2019 at 4:12 AM UTC