I was going to the high computer literacy class
A class that I despise
A class that I dread
I go and sit but .....
It was the last time I sit for all of eternity
As I sit  out taking a breath
I don't feel my heart beat
I was sitting lifeless  in my chair
Some of the students noticed that I was not doing
Anything
The teacher was calling 911 as he noticed that I was not breathing as I just sit there limp
It feels like I was locked in my dead body, my soul that was!
I cannot enter the spirit world and as I try to enter. The realm
I am just at the borderlands
I wish I could move but I could not
Soon they realized what I already know
That I was dead and in limbo!  As they realized this they call
The medical examiner instead
Because I ain't breathing
Then I was taking to the morgue
As the drive I scream
"It's the ******* classes that caused my death
The ******* stress and boredom
The fact that I was deciding to break free!"
But what the does the driver say nothing  as I try to be heard!
I am processed and borough in for autopsy
The medical examiner said this ....
"Who do we have here today!"
She looks at my papers and said my full name
Elena Melanson
Before she could get the scalpel I tell physically make sounds
Telling her he exact cause of death
"It was that ******* computer lit class
That killed me, it borded and
Stressed me to death!"  
She finds this remarkable that I would be able to talk with
My own voice
Then for the last time my soul hits the boarder lands
And goes right to the spirit world
And that was when my body went limp for the last time
Had I found peace? 
I am from dearh's cold grip and I find that I am
In a perpetual summer with
Wild followers all over the place
It seems peaceful and I go to the light
I am at peace!"

I woke up this morning,
Not being able to do anything,
Theres nothing i can do except ... ...
... ... die each day.
This wasnt the way i wanted to be,
Not a life i wanted see,
Bug other people had plans for me .. ..
.. and i live and die each day ..
.. .. .. .. .. I wonder to myself,
Why no help arrived ?
..... It feels like the plan was to see me die,
A long time ago .. .. ..
.. .. .. .. .. this has been a long, long, road ..
.. .. .. and i live and die each day.
Help never came,
Help never will,
Not in this place,
This place of eternal hell,
And i live and die each day .. .. ..
.. .. .. what will come of this ?
I think to myself,
With Years of struggles ahead.
.. .. .. .. .. Ill be dead and gone,
No one will mourn my dearh ..
.. .. .. .. .. I cannot rest,
Yet,
I live and die each day.
.. .. .. .. ..
One day theyll see,
And if there's a God,
An eternity of regret,
Should be to fall on them,
Wicked men,
Wicked men.
.. .. .. and i live and die each day.
Justice is coming faster than before,
And all these doors that closed on me .. ..
.. .. .. .. .. will open again,
You wait and see,
This place will remember me,
And through the haze of my yesterday's,
Ill find a better place,
A place of recovery,
A better place to .. .. simply be .. ..
.. .. and ill live and die each day.
.. .. .. .. .. there's no apathy or love left for me,
But the world will see,
The world will see.
.. .. .. ..
.. .. .. ..
I live and die each day.