My darling,
We sold our hearts on the open market, our profit: series of lies,
false desires and shattered hopes.
We knew the risks,
knew the tribulation and yet we became love addicts.
Who would have thought, us two little girls would become this?
Dying shells of innocence.
Who would want us now?
What would become of us now?
Where did it all go wrong?
Where did we go wrong, my love.
Where did it go wrong?

Spiders lacing a sticky web of secrets have choaked our vibrance,
left with only remants of joy and diaster.
What are we suppose to do?
For so long we danced with the Devil.
He was the only one who had wanted us.

Now I say goodbye to you.
I beg of you not to morn the days of us.
I beg you to remember the days when like the wind we blew free with no permenant direction.
I must leave you, but I will not stay long in this world we have created.

We will forever have the memories when ignorance was bliss and innocence was just passing.
I love you and if I could I would be lying right beside you,
stroking the sun lit hair.
I leave you, my love.
I believe our last addiction will be our last...

It's all there
Floating delicately
Ripples of hurt disturbing
The tranquil pool's of sleepy eye's
With invisible waves of secret honesty
Truthfully portraying what choaked words can't
Everything's been seen and told, just hold me close.

I finally did it today
Even though every bone of my body was screaming at me
Don't do it! Don't do it!
I did it anyway
It was just as bad as I imagined it would be
All the bad **** I thought would happen happened
I got all sweaty
I nearly ****** my pants
I couldn't speak
I choaked on my own spit
I fell apart
It was horrible
But it was incredibly easy
So easy to fall to pieces
So easy to cease to exist
So easy to break
I enjoyed it
Too much maybe
I'll probably do it all again tomorrow
I've been so lonely
It's all I can think about doing when I am alone
When it gets quiet
Nobody is watching me but myself
I fall apart
Loving it
Feeling a little less lonely for a bit
Almost ******* my pants
Sweating
Looking aroung and seeing nobody
Nobody but me
Talking to myself
Telling myself
Don't do it
Don't do it

Hello,
Have you been
well?
I guess not,
For your attention
in my poem
could tell
Sorry if this nurse
took so long
in finding
the perfect words
to cure
your soul
First,
strip your clothes
and
stand at the mirror
Gaze at the
creature with
the foggy figure
There's
a sinkhole
in those eyes
And a temporary
stitch whenever
you would
smile
The collarbone
which hides,
Suffocates from the
blanket of skin
With
sickening lies
it penetrated
and
corrupted your mind
Ignored the
fact and just
romanticized
The beast
will **** you,
Please
don't find
it ****
The chaos is screaming
Later on
you'll be
empty
I know how
a reflection
cries
You lost yourself
You lost you
It's like
having a stray cat
beneath your
tissues
A wandering stranger
sails from
the memories
of truth
Overflowing blood
choaked
your dilemmas
too
It mimicked the
fire of hell
in those
shoes
The greatest harm
you'll ever
cause you
But why a
nurse
and not a
doctor?
Listen here,
you are your
fighter
The cure and the pain,
Which decision
will define?
All I can
say is,
Save yourself
from death,
Because
it hasn't
deseved you yet
Go ahead
and fight your
way to life.