i caught you smiling today
and it hurts so much
knowing it wasn't for me

“I don’t get why people wish
when they see a falling star.

Don’t they know that stars fall because technically,
they're dead already?
That the gas they were holding,
which marks their temperature,
their color, it had all run out,
Leaving them to fall here among us.

With that hopelessness inside of you,
Knowing that nothing
        will keep you afloat anymore,
That there will be nothing
        to catch you beneath everything,

Would you still burden it with a wish?

In a way, I feel like that star,
Continuously falling after losing
what was supposed to keep me afloat,
Hoping that something...
       Someone will catch me underneath it all.

You're the ocean
And too bad
I can't swim

“Every night, I talk to his picture
As if he was really in front of me,
As if he could actually hear every word I'm saying,
I don't mind if it seemed crazy...
It's just that this would be the only time
That I would have his attention...

That he would finally hear me.”