Finally the time has come.
Laying in my bed again
I’m ready to see you
and say goodbye to this pain.
I can see you and kiss you.
I am finally by your side.
I don’t want you to leave
I wish you would stay for a while.
The sad thing is
no matter how good it feels
deep down in my soul
I know soon you’ll be gone.
I know you’ll leave me aside
the moment I open my eyes.
For I know, this is just a dream
And in vain “I love you” I scream
And it wouldn’t be clever
but I would however,
If I can’t have you,
dream you forever.
And maybe I will one day
When I say goodbye to this world
When I go.
Maybe ill dream of you still
when I’m dead.
Copyright © Virginia Steindl