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Vladimir s Krebs Nov 2015
WOULD you dare to step in my shoes if i were willing to step in your shoes! i would walk 1000 miles in our shoes writing a page of how your darkness is same as mine! would u walk a thousand miles in mine
lingering thoughts is this true or false
242 · Dec 2018
Adrenaline junkie
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2018
They say I live my life a quarter mile at a time I seek the thrill in going fast no care if I end up in a accidnt seeing the limits of my own self pushing harder and harder I seek the trill of breaking the barriers of life and death I live I seek I breath danger I ride I run I drive but the only thing in my life is the thrill seeking life flashing thrill of speed and danger
I'm a serious adrenaline ******
242 · Dec 2018
Can we coexist together
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2018
My love you are all I trust but this world is filled with nothing but anger. I'm sorry but these words I have will shatter our minds my love I dont think our love will last forever I'm sorry but idk if we can coexist togather when both of our hearts are hurting my heart has shattered the vary day I have meet you I droped a tear in the ocean for the vary day I stop loving you my love
242 · Feb 2016
Industrial love
Vladimir s Krebs Feb 2016
this world has nothing but blind ends. no one knows what real emotions mean. life shows no breath of remorse. the truth will be spilled out soon when the wrong turn has consumed what you really should admire. this world leads nothing but lost empathy that has no feeling. love is just a word you say. But do you really know or feel what real emotions feel like. every thing is fake stupid blind with know direction no path to follow. being the last one who is quiet watching society fall apart from what lies fill your heart. industrial love will just bring you down taking every thing form you away. love isn't real. just these words that we say to be nice.
lost
241 · May 2016
Society kills
Vladimir s Krebs May 2016
I walk threw thick or thin but I drown in the **** that hits hard. They said I was weak but I walk with a lite fuse like a hand grenaide! You fight blood shed breaking into riots bullets fly society will **** you as you try the hardest to prove them all wrong with the back staging ******* behind you. No escape just gut wrenching nails digging into your mind stoping a new way to iprove but society will not wast words only a gun to your head with no last words just BANG your Dead.



Deep in me my aggression grows as I wait to pull my pin exstingwishing every ****** who stands before me


Society kills but the twist a new enemy as I will tear the ******* who made inovative ideas turn nasty torching what is left


Society kills but there's nothing left for them to **** if I start a wave of riots.


I am the enemy of a demonic mind


No one will die cause I'm seeping out of line setting my road even if it mean getting chastise
Push around emotions
241 · Nov 2015
the rain that shows no fear
Vladimir s Krebs Nov 2015
rain is  when the sky pours. my tears can be noticed when even when im  breaking down in side the cold rain drops show the cover that can hide the most noticeable scares when it rains. i dont feel scared free to speak my mind against the corrupt   the bad the evil i let my demons run whiled when my anger shows the 3 side of me. i lay awake with long thoughts. long days of thinking about mistakes that could be made before it makes the wrong turn the rain that falls  the same thing my like works along rain is my cover that hies the pain the scares and anger and the hurt and tears even if we are only macheines
241 · Nov 2015
IS INSANITY REAL
Vladimir s Krebs Nov 2015
i don't know if i'm losing control. what is real what is fake.  i cant tell cause i'm going insane when i saw you that night with that pretty flower in your hair. i thought it was just a really bad dream. but when i woke up laying on my front lawn ******* over. i felt my vibrating it was you it wasn't a dream  it was a real thing that happened.
i don't remember a thing at all i just remember waking up.  

i'm not going crazy but insanity is real going crazy when every this feels so fake but every thing was so real.
life
241 · May 2016
the hardest part
Vladimir s Krebs May 2016
I feel like i'm swaying back and fourth with motion I cant stop. All my energy has been shot threw the wind. My hands wont let go from what has trapped me under. Just falling to the depths of fear sadness and hope that something can free me of the burden. I graduate from high school June 6 but the burden even tho the cold spring comes the regrets of missing or trying to ignore it all to gather its self.

never mind following my path you wont find any more for thus I have dissappered into thin air in bread fog
non tho but path you will be traped
239 · Dec 2016
The doll house effect
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2016
We are surrounded by societies mistakes.

You are the only one who can turn the tables before the next one gets ****** into being a puppet.
.
I see the road to run.



The doll house is being controlled by a puppettear being moved around with no control.


Once I have been enslaved by a puppettear  I'll be a slave like everyone in society

Dresssthe  same be the same as the ****** lies you can't screams.


Rather speed the speed of sound rather than being in no control of anything  no way to escape or speak.


Society screams agony of the ones who don't have enough to speak the mind.


Better feel free or gift all if ideas to beat the comon down fall of being enslaved to your worst night mar where your voice won't be able to make a sound.


The doll house effect should be run from so no screams will be silenced from the gifted creative minds that make society run smoooth like a chain on a bike smooth with nothing rough
True or false dont be enslaved by society's scames.
239 · Nov 2015
my writers block
Vladimir s Krebs Nov 2015
i cant think of any thing i dont have my music playing.
i even writ in my note book but i still my mind has been blocked i cant think of what i wanted to say.  i just want to scream cause i have so much to say but i cant cause i dont know how to let it out free.
urgh **** it i have it today november 23
238 · Jul 2019
Fear
Vladimir s Krebs Jul 2019
My heart has carrying around the fear of seeing this world become a war zone the distance I can run will never be enough to survive the end of time. The names of loved one I lost I will carry with me forever. I am alone to survive I miss my happiness I miss my joy but I'll never stop running from the fear
238 · Sep 2018
Cocain monster
Vladimir s Krebs Sep 2018
I am loosing controll spinning around the room fighting memories that just bring the pain take a stronger dose all you see is the world crumbling around you i am so vary lost no right way no path i should take i need love i dont want to be alone my mind exploseds with flashes of memories i cant escape i keep running threw the emotions like they are just delicat flowers. Everything around me slowly fades as i walk alone in this aginizing pain there is no sunshine just darkness the cemetery has wolves ripping up the graves creating my own bed of inturnal sleep like snow white just give md the kiss of life bring me back to life bc i will just keep dying every time memoris will break. No escap no air to breath the drugs are getting stronger finding peace with a world with no way to run or hid just keep finding all your deamsn that tourcher you threw life every mistake another drag loosing control with how high you get saddly theres isnt anyway to fight pain its better just to go threw it and fight your way threw the pain i need your love i need you higs give me the kiss bring me back to life
Bipolar disorder suffer
237 · Aug 2018
the mess you left me with
Vladimir s Krebs Aug 2018
your love is like a wild fire uncontrollable to dangerous to play with. the danger you put me threw only leaves me with wounds not even a skilled surgen can fix. you leave me broken with no voice to say any words. you left my heart broken twisting withering it till is has no beat. i gave you my love i gave you my trust. but you turned on me pushing me to the ground in your pride. i grow cold as you lie to me every thing you put me threw just leaves fade thick white  scares out in the open. not even enough booz or pain killers could erase you from my life you sic twisted *****. my life has now become a mess a twisted mess i can't escape when you the one who is responsible for it.  every day i try to find the answers answered that could possibly save me from this burning hell I'm in. you used me you took my soul from me now I'm dead inside cold withered no life left inside of me. i gave you my trust i gave you my love and affection but instead of loving and caring for me you ran off cutting me apart our wedding was just a mistake you sick tadistic ****.  my love you played with but you forgot i am a wild fire that will spread uncontrollably burning anything it my path killing and leaving the earth scorched. you played with my weakness but what will happen to your sic games you play will come back and tear your soul apart to show you the pain you put me threw then i can close my last faded **** memories about you you sic sadistic *****
dont trust people who will only wrong you
234 · Jan 2016
the water fall of tears
Vladimir s Krebs Jan 2016
i feel this time to say i have a gift to disappear threw the elements of change this plac is filled with a beautiful painting the will make you hide away all the tears you couldn't cry that you held inside for to long. this day by day fight left just marks scares that make your personality broken with no point of showing a smile but faking a smile and ******* it up and facing the thing we hate to say reality. the water  fall heals the wounds with the scares of your own vanity or what you have to have the strength to speak out what you really want to feel. behind the water is a place to let the voodoo doctor take care of all your anger turning into what you needed to be strong every witch way this ******* ****** up society that will let you scream. you may be broken wounded scared but come with me ill show you this place of mine the water fall of the healing memories leaving just enough to fake a smile and go threw the day with out falling apart with out shutting down hiding deep inside you hoodie or mind.
i feel like my safe have has made life more to put up even tho i have to fake so many smils ill always have my flaws that will never be prfect but it will get threw realitty
Vladimir s Krebs Feb 2016
This world has no time to think no place to rest. you only run just run so reality and society can't **** you. this world has no forgiveness only lies that leave scares all over you body. your wrist may bleed from the chains constricting you till you cry a tear of red waiting for the day you tried to escape. this life leaves you feeling dead inside. this feeling is you the real you has been dead drained of life and all the colors of the world suffocating you into misaery. your friends all have smiles but all you have to do is put on the biggest face smile and build up the energy for the night you go out. you want to snap and tell the ******* public the are nothing but a wast of time and space. in you you are all hollowed out. your reason why your hollow is you kept strong longer holding up with the game. day night day night wondering away like a zombie. you know you have the strength to keep going..


i was told when i was little if sit down on the side of the road and cry you will never get back up.



i have the gift of love and compassion. i will take my life to save the ones i love and i will let my self relax cause i don't have any more ***** to even care any more .



i have to say ill never give in but ill never stop just keep going. life shows you how dead society drains you mentally psych-ally . you really don't have a place to escape or no place to run from society's *******.


no matter how bad it gets ill never get pushed down ill just keep going till the end.


to all my loved ones i hope you know ill never let any one hurt you ill be the shield that will protects you from threat even if it mean death.
optional hell
Vladimir s Krebs Jan 2016
I have no fear what in in me. nothing but pure ****** force. closing my eyes hoping to escape from what was really me at once. i don't know that one side of me. i have pure mind i have sides of me that only come out when there is a threat to me. i might be holding all my identities that will be hidden til anger fear threat will reach to me. I roam threw the dark threw the night where theirs no lights or mirrors for me to look at. there is sides of me i hopes i wouldn't let out. I don't know how many sides life shows. but looking   till the sun dies. so dose my heart.
......... life
230 · Nov 2015
visions
Vladimir s Krebs Nov 2015
Every day i day dream of life with no fear no danger no war! my visions see the good in people that show there intreste to fight away the (EVILS) that temp the ones who cant be trusted. what if our world had no war no riots just a place where no good dies but the only thing to fear the only thing to fear is the little white lies you tell your self so no one can know that your not okay. the only thing that corrupts us is the things we see that can destroy the ones who have gave us a place to be free!

visions can become true if u can take the idea to make a new page like writing a short stories that is the visions of what you want to make the change to put in societies way
societys rulles need to be changed from the ones who havent spoke out for th better
229 · Aug 2018
consensual fight club
Vladimir s Krebs Aug 2018
lets have some fun lets take our lives lets throw our selfs at echother breaking down the walls lets make echother go crazy lets make the night explode with our fists lets make the house come down lets take what ever we can find and fight all night seeing who will be the one last standing. lets see who will lose there minds after the first could of rounds i want to see your anger the beast deep inside you i want you to unleash it alone the entire circle of people fighting every one at once tear them down like chopping a tree down show the group you the king while i blow every one down with my pure aggressive anger
consensual fight club its all legal to do into have fun
228 · May 2016
Miss Lee
Vladimir s Krebs May 2016
my years of high school have been so fast. but the truth is the ****** people who take away that loving time remembering the good. we have felt  a strong bond. i have sunk into a dark haze when all of the life stories we share. my 4 years of high school were only possible from miss lee as a guardian that never let go.  i feel like every thing is a joke.

Miss Lee has been taken away the most greatest part the light you need to keep up with your self conflicting. reflection.

half of the lie taken away her job cause the district can't afford to keep or pay to stay.






my graduation is jun 4 but i have been flexible and i can put up a lot but now i have no reason to even try to be nice.


the chain has been broke  my heart sank below the titanic of lost emotions.


if she goes ill just go to plan b im tired of being nice.


i know we will keep in-touch .


but the budget cant afford miss lee so theirs not any thing to say except that the high school is a joke.


you broke my chain now ill be the most ****** ******* i could be. Misses lee made my life in high school possible to function.  time will talk but my words will take to the top of the list that the school  can offord the help of misses lee the social worker who helps and keeps us in line she should stay but the ****** play with there money firering .
there will be a few more poems on this just to make my tell  possable
227 · Nov 2015
my own shadow
Vladimir s Krebs Nov 2015
i walk with no regrets. with my headphones playing with my head looking down. im not alone my shadow starts to cast and walk along side of me with a new form every time. he is silent with no words just the shadow that watches over. the shadow comes and goes when day goes. when it was a full moon he came and watched om my own mind. my shadow dosnt fear it just watches the world turn round.  when i walk along my friend showes walking along side of me. even if we have to talk in silence. he is always there when im alone. he is neither evil or dangerious. he is a companion that wakes in your foot steps that can tell the storie of your days work
never alone when ur shadow remorce
225 · Nov 2015
FREE
Vladimir s Krebs Nov 2015
I wish i could be (FREE) from all the (ANGER) and (HATE)! i wish that i could be free to roam around the world with no limits. i wish i could be a wild mustang running threw the feilds  threw the grassy lands. i wish i could be free from (HARM) and danger. i wish we could all be free from all the suffering (PAIN) left behind. i wish the darkness of our internal past that haunts us every day! i wish to bee free from all the (PAIN) (SADNESS) (ANGER)and(HATRED)! i wish our sould could run free to become more to watch over us to protect us from the slip of darkness of depths of hell. i wish i could be free to become a new side of me
never lose your train of thought
Vladimir s Krebs Jan 2019
Alone the sadness is real when you have noone to be with abandoned by the ******* of society stealing your vary soul every glass of wine just starts to numb the pain when you know the truth new Year's eve is a joke
I'm completely wasted on 2 bottles of wine feeling like  new year's eve is such full of **** when you are completely ******* alone
223 · Dec 2015
mind
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2015
all i can do is survive life bull sit that comes my way. but i can never put my pen down i need to write what my mind needs to let free. i cant escape my life or face reality. my mind my heart deep down lets the words s flow threw my arms spilling out my words i don't have the power to speak my mind. when i do i will go complete ape **** on every one. i cant actually speak cause i'm shy and i don't like being in crowds. cause i wont say i'm sorry. the words cant come out but my pen never lets me down.
hummmmm
223 · Sep 2016
My tears
Vladimir s Krebs Sep 2016
I feel lost in the feel of grass.
I think I can't stay alive
I lay cold my heart with out a heat
I feel cold to the touch.
My love has just fear
I feel like the cold peice of metal
Taking the night I lay awake
Why why why


Is my insanity tearing me apart



I see my self  looking for the voice that picked me up when time was running around




Number will tell you push chose for you


Just don't hide when you run chasing the dragon that will be your fate
  My reflection screams

From what mistake you made me



I'm broken from the  true love that ruined my voice even trying
Just feeling lost
221 · Dec 2018
Shattered
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2018
Every day is filled with nothing but empty promises all the hopes and dreams just shattered broken emotions that feel so heavey it leaves a trail hurt but moving on is for the better falling in love is nothing but a dangerous path when you love your partner so much when they dont even love you all they do is manipulate and pull your strings to get everything from you leaving nothing but a trail of destruction love will sink but hope will always float bringing a new day with endless possibilities to take on even if it leaves your heart soul body and mind with no more energy just follow your heart it will lead you to your meaning you are her on the earth for
217 · Jan 2016
Week in the knees
Vladimir s Krebs Jan 2016
Society has take it fair share weakening me tormenting me till i could barely even stand up to fight back. what will happen to me every single day that the force is unknown the force that just seems to be blinding me till i have my down fall. this day could get better or the day could beat me till i fall and start to bleed. dose this fight have to make me realize that i'm stronger that the real identity i refuse to be or just being part of reality. life is showing the test of weakening me till i fall or rise to the challenges that ill arrive every trial in my life every step of my life.  do i have to show my true identity or do i have the choice of my hidden identity of of a ghost that will spread life till i feel like showing me self. i have the only thing to show is my voice and presents but i will not show my presents only my voice that will leave misery and wonder.
i know life
216 · Dec 2018
The blast
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2018
As I walk this earth the blinding flashes come burning threw my skin this world has been eniolated buy  evil nowhere to hide but fight your way threw hell I survive in the old shell of a hospital when out the broken window the entire city has been burned down to the ground


You can run your can hide but the bang the shockwave you will experience will steal your soul turing you evil


Blinding flashes no place to hide time to survive and fight to the end of time
215 · Nov 2015
my words
Vladimir s Krebs Nov 2015
do i know what life to survive. is like

all it takes is. this

DONT COMPLAIN OR EVEN SAY A THING

never give in  or give out
idk my own sticky nonts
212 · May 2016
The truth has failed
Vladimir s Krebs May 2016
Point by point regrets will be the one who tryes. A girl looked at me stuck in a loop of love. Every try I try I want the real voice. I want to know what the daze is out. She told me I have a gaze of devious secrets.


Only time has shown my time if the truth has failed just keep going even if it kills you
Mental
209 · Nov 2016
Open wounds
Vladimir s Krebs Nov 2016
I have to much energy senosing me in endless circles. I feel like I'm driving. Mad when I have to much things I can't win or drown in projects that seem to suffocating me.

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 all day and night the pure krystal bottle of ***** brings down the stress and anger
Lost with confusion
207 · Feb 2016
Lost in to the fire fight
Vladimir s Krebs Feb 2016
dragging me down fighting for people i care.  my body is hit with millions of bullets that have  taken away my last breath. my lungs fill with darkness but ill hold my friends lives in the balance of my own demise all my own answers will never have to show but take my hand stay close ill be the shield for you to escape. my life will never die even every bullet that hits ill never let you go. don't go or ill lose my own fights.
nothing will start only my life will set the wild fire that will burn every thing in it's path
207 · Dec 2018
Dangerous mind
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2018
The path I go is filled with dangerous thoughts and thrills cheating my life playing god weather I die or live the thrills are real p life is a dangerous path I live by doing absolutely anything to feed my addiction so hungry  falling threw the sky with out pulling the parachute till the last 50 feet breathing the fire like the dragon I chase the speed looking threw my eyes are demonicly crazy playing with fire playing every the fule that ignites the sparks lighting up the night with glowing red eyes chasing your inter demons till it burns down everything darkness will be illuminated by the blinding flashes of how dangerous the trills may get


I'm not insane or crazy but I have a vary addictive thrill seeking personality that is vary hungry


I'll take the fast track if I can feel the dangers if  I can feel the wind in my hair the feel the forces of the speed agesnt my body

I'll light the flam that will light up the night


I'll take the trill playing god on over my life weather I live or die I'll feed my addiction of thrill doing absolutely anything to feed its hunger


I am a adrenaline ****** playing god on my life taking the thrill of danger living my life going the speed will open your eyes see what your missing


The blue flam you see deep in my blue eyes you will know what your missing out in you own life a dangerous mind will turn you into a adrenaline ******
203 · Dec 2018
The car accident
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2018
I ran from my life I tryed to escape time the love I had was so reall it only left pain deep down inside my heart I was running from my life and was hit by a car the sound of tires screeching the sound of the glass shattering as I lay on the ground what do I choice to escap from my crazy life or to just spend my life with people who only make it a living hell

I seek the thrill  of danger leading me to live on the edge if fall I will rise tall with my life filled with adventure and risk I cant escap time but I can live strong threw everything
Feeling of chills
199 · Mar 2019
All i need is you
Vladimir s Krebs Mar 2019
I want to spend the rest of my life dreaming deeply about you. Or i could pick my darling up in my arms just making beautiful memories togather the love we have forever has taken all the tears we cryed away forever. I dont want to close my eyes all i want to do i look deep into your eyes kiss your lips till your cheeks blush red. The love i have for you is so deep so pure flower grow and bloom when we and you pass by. All i want to do is lay my head on your chest listen to your heart sycning to the romantic beat of mine. I dont want to miss a sec of you baby i dont want to sleep bc all i want to do is lay my eyes on you deeply for the rest of my life
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2018
I live on the edge of danger every steep I take is a risk like playing a game of poker and Russian roulette every day I seek the fast track the speed I seek is the danger of going down into a firery BLaze welcome to madness this is you last chance of seeking the dangerous exitment or it game over the faster I go lightning crashes everthing burns to ashes the faster I go the more I know how to push my self to the limits if I go down I'll climb the heights I'll jump off cliffs to feed my addiction the life of a thrill seeking death addick
196 · Dec 2018
My wife
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2018
Every day I wake up I wake up in the arms of the most beautiful woman in my life stearing deep Into her eyes sets my heart a blaze our own love is like 50 shades of grey keratin kisses feel warm like a warm summer's night as I grow she nurtures me our love is so strong my wife is like a mother to me since I was adopted from st Petersburg Russia love is like pure energy she breathes happiness radiating my heart and soul making love like Angel's from above this happiness feels like I'm just floating and drifting into a love storie I cant even describe I'm lost in a trasnlusant state hipnotysed by her lust I'm so in love with my wife
191 · Dec 2020
My hearts content
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2020
Every day I feel like just same old story. Same routine same game. Nomatter how hard I end up trying ill never win. Why do tears thoughts race threw my mind. When I feel so mentally drained dead inside! Music is the only way for me to fall apart without anyone knowing the fear that lies ahead. Dreams hopes just become lies that never come true? Over and over I try not to let my feelings show. So many thoughts race threw my head i feel like this world and me have no place
Lifes pain
188 · Nov 2020
Star of night
Vladimir s Krebs Nov 2020
I lay awake at night hoping for the cold chill of night to leave my breath visible to your eyes . I see last divin threw the night sky at time ripped a hole threw my mind. When I lay away think about you my spine has chills running down leaving me feel cold god take the erath as wind blows the chims creating sound of bliss and hope for all man kind . I feel paralyzed when yoy run you hands down my back leaching me wanting more of your touch as we both strive deep into echother blue eyes
Vladimir s Krebs Aug 2016
I just want to know if my life is just a dream or reality breaking me in front of you.  

How can I escape when all I want to do is cry in your arms.

No  one knows what it feels like not to shed a tear when you can't feel the warm arms that makes you feel nor hated.

The girl of my dreams keep yelling at me.

Figating only stopped my heart from beating .

I feel like I can't start a new path cause I only felt safe when every thing went wrong.


But since you left I haven't slept waiting to be safe in your warm arms.


Broken as can be im falling from societies games.


I haven't she'd a tear knowing the truth u will never come back so I can love you.

I feel there won't be a reason to love. When u have broke my heart. Now I know the truth I'll just keep moving.


If I stop and site on the ground I'll never get back up but if I keep going maybe I will make new tales and stories ahead of me.


I am just a mess cause you broke my heart that will never beat again when it's the truth agent love.
Wishing I never dated a girl named Jessie Greene. I get her out of my mind I only wish I could of escaped from what she did to me
185 · Jan 2016
playing lies
Vladimir s Krebs Jan 2016
walk miles then you'l see what things you have did. life will rob u of every thing.
don't follow the crowed or follow the society that will play tricks on what you really want to follow. society is jokes same as every word you bet your own time playing games that have no limits. they say you have lose every thing even your own mind that will bring down the city. you have lose every thing your bets your own family your own life. this world society. this world traps the people who can't escape temptation or escape reality. like being high all the time for your scares you have endured. life is nothing but a joke facing reality is scary. life shows nothing but traps that will bring your mind to free the traps you got locked into. your own mistakes make who you who you all  are. playing lies is losing your own self catching threw the temptation of society that just lies with no reason to even follow.
............................................................
183 · Dec 2018
Heart aches
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2018
My life is filled with endless roads I feel like I'm drowning my days are just filled with tragedy when your  love cant seem to heal me I feel like I'm screaming falling into a pit of emptiness and loneliness  if you loved me then why is it you are slowly killing me deeply I gave you my heart for repairs but instead you put it in a shredder the kinda person you are is heart breaker you leave me with a hole where my heart once was you are so fake like plastic this is so tragic I gave you my love and all you have done was hold me down and slowly **** out my souls taking my life away the darkness I feel is so cold my breath is seen is this what its like to be dead inside when love turned into the worst tragedy when I was romeo and you were juliet when you were the devil in desciz your charm was just the bait so you could hook me to your lust I dont know what the hell your gona do but you have ****** the light of day from my world leaving me cold and dead I have no place to run when your controling me at night the fire grows the light flashes and the entire world becomes hell no place to run or hide I feel like I'm drowning under your power I cant escap I'm so addicted to your lust you give off even when you have ripping me apart even when you give me heart aches from the exhaustion we run to
183 · Sep 2020
Tears of the lost souls
Vladimir s Krebs Sep 2020
I drift around like sail boat sailing the open ocean where ever the wind blows my soul drift that direction tears fall down my face from all the hurt you put me threw with all your lies 💔 I thought we would be together forever you made my soul drift away the music of my heart once had a rhythmic beat song now silent from your destruction you may know my name my life story after you betrayed me love goes dark there no light you truth only smoke minors you portay of evil that lies in your heart You leave me in fight for survival
These online relationship i find Nothing but lies and fake love joke
182 · Jan 2016
no tears will break me
Vladimir s Krebs Jan 2016
the days grow faster as time seems to just play on a loop like your iPod playing that song on repeat i see how long i could keep my head up before i snap and lose control till every one in front of me will wonder where to run to i will never let my tear break me showing you my opening weakness. the days seems to never end with only one demonic smile taking your mind losing your own chance to gain power and destroy what i has said to be. i show no fear for the note book of evil. i might  just let lose my own creations when you get to me with my tears but nothing couldn't ever leave a scare on me when i am nothing but a scare. i am broken but i'm not afraid to fight back to show you i mean what darkness i can harness till i can rip your heart apart spilling my demons i warned you about. i may be shattered broken but my tears will never break me or tear me apart.
don't **** me off when i have been sleep deprived
182 · Dec 2020
Pain of lies
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2020
When you me were together. My heart was beating faster! But you lies got me addicted to curtain kinda sadness. When love stoped my world grew colder than ice. When I was abandoned I felt it was to late to relapse. Heart keeps going on with fight just to survive the pain you left me in. Time goes bye with tears streaming down my face as I drink away the pain your left me in. Maybe it never to late to run away! Or maybe I should just keep walking till the end of road begins to sink dragging me down into the grave. Was your words real? Or simply just lies you couldn't keep playing my heart with. Who should I rely on when im alone in this empty world. With just the poetry I get my heart to speak pain I never expected to feel from your cold lies. I hope ill be able to make threw your abuse as my own voice becomes silent
Relationship scam i was in
176 · Dec 2018
Mentaly drained
Vladimir s Krebs Dec 2018
Every day I wake up I feel drained the same old routine everything I did is slowly killing me one breath at a time everything feels black and white the exitment grows when my soul lights the fire burning down everything in its path all people do is slowly **** me only driving me crazy till it ends up like a ******* train wreck only leaving me with now energy just aches and pain not ever the pain meds will bring me back to like only start a destructive path of of self hatred and addiction


Not even pills or ***** will bring me back to life


One problem after the other it's like a rainy day only bad part is it's nothing but electric and explosive

As I look at my self in the mirror all I see is me dead deep inside with no way to recharge or even breath I feel like I'm suffocating under all the ******* life throws at me

I feel like I'm a loaded gun ready to go off with a load bang the target is me with a bright red dot on my back


I am mentaly drained sic of the same routine but to **** tired to start a new routine

Let's face it I feel like I'm slowly suffocating

Everthing is killing me one breath at a time
175 · Oct 2020
Carry you
Vladimir s Krebs Oct 2020
I feel so alone empty all I hear are floors creek when I walk down the dark desolate hallway with memories of tragedy play visions of lost empty one i lost is any body out there loneliness my heart feels is eternity of abandonedment loneliness watching candles flicker when gust of air blows threw the window my reflection is just ghost of my own self that just fades away from time I felt alive I use to be able to fly but now I become a fallen angel among a demise of lost souls cry to be free my heart losing battle when ever time it just breaks when every woman just hurts me I am just ghost in shadows of misery what should I do being abandoned or being destroyed shattered like glass being smashed in car accident where everyone dies nobody will survive love when nobody wants  real love i lost will to fight when im walking the earth just lost soul wanting my engery to free wishing I had someone to spend my life with just seems to be just another tragedy waiting to happen 💔  am I just a ghost or have I  went to heaven above was recarnated a dove to touch could with my winds soar the great oceans watching life go on
154 · May 2020
fallen angel
Vladimir s Krebs May 2020
every day i just am in free fall im so ******* afraid to lose it all if I reach hight the days just seem to fly by living life like everything around me is just in slow motion spark flam my heart floods valley deeper than all scares on my body there voice in my mind that tells me to never stop fighting if fall ill never stop till the world around me just disappears can you feel the energy around you the path that makes all your dreams come to life do you still believe that the world can become such delicate flowers were eventually everything around you crummbls around you you have fight every day to just survive who are you going be when the light go out are you rise or fall ill never stop running till nigh Mars ended
136 · Jan 2020
Will you kiss my life again
Vladimir s Krebs Jan 2020
My love for you smelled like early cherry blossoms in early spring. Everything I said came from the turn broken shattered side of my heart. Will you kiss me heal all my wounds. When I tell you I love you I wanted to cling to you. The warm beauty that softly reflects of the shimmer of water on the pond. You are all I have  losing you I knew I lost.

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