Every day I wake up I feel drained the same old routine everything I did is slowly killing me one breath at a time everything feels black and white the exitment grows when my soul lights the fire burning down everything in its path all people do is slowly **** me only driving me crazy till it ends up like a ******* train wreck only leaving me with now energy just aches and pain not ever the pain meds will bring me back to like only start a destructive path of of self hatred and addiction


Not even pills or ***** will bring me back to life


One problem after the other it's like a rainy day only bad part is it's nothing but electric and explosive

As I look at my self in the mirror all I see is me dead deep inside with no way to recharge or even breath I feel like I'm suffocating under all the ******* life throws at me

I feel like I'm a loaded gun ready to go off with a load bang the target is me with a bright red dot on my back


I am mentaly drained sic of the same routine but to **** tired to start a new routine

Let's face it I feel like I'm slowly suffocating

Everthing is killing me one breath at a time