Every day I wake up I feel drained the same old routine everything I did is slowly killing me one breath at a time everything feels black and white the exitment grows when my soul lights the fire burning down everything in its path all people do is slowly **** me only driving me crazy till it ends up like a ******* train wreck only leaving me with now energy just aches and pain not ever the pain meds will bring me back to like only start a destructive path of of self hatred and addiction


Not even pills or ***** will bring me back to life


One problem after the other it's like a rainy day only bad part is it's nothing but electric and explosive

As I look at my self in the mirror all I see is me dead deep inside with no way to recharge or even breath I feel like I'm suffocating under all the ******* life throws at me

I feel like I'm a loaded gun ready to go off with a load bang the target is me with a bright red dot on my back


I am mentaly drained sic of the same routine but to **** tired to start a new routine

Let's face it I feel like I'm slowly suffocating

Everthing is killing me one breath at a time

As I walk this earth the blinding flashes come burning threw my skin this world has been eniolated buy  evil nowhere to hide but fight your way threw hell I survive in the old shell of a hospital when out the broken window the entire city has been burned down to the ground


You can run your can hide but the bang the shockwave you will experience will steal your soul turing you evil


Blinding flashes no place to hide time to survive and fight to the end of time

Every day is filled with nothing but empty promises all the hopes and dreams just shattered broken emotions that feel so heavey it leaves a trail hurt but moving on is for the better falling in love is nothing but a dangerous path when you love your partner so much when they dont even love you all they do is manipulate and pull your strings to get everything from you leaving nothing but a trail of destruction love will sink but hope will always float bringing a new day with endless possibilities to take on even if it leaves your heart soul body and mind with no more energy just follow your heart it will lead you to your meaning you are her on the earth for

My love you are all I trust but this world is filled with nothing but anger. I'm sorry but these words I have will shatter our minds my love I dont think our love will last forever I'm sorry but idk if we can coexist togather when both of our hearts are hurting my heart has shattered the vary day I have meet you I droped a tear in the ocean for the vary day I stop loving you my love

They say I live my life a quarter mile at a time I seek the thrill in going fast no care if I end up in a accidnt seeing the limits of my own self pushing harder and harder I seek the trill of breaking the barriers of life and death I live I seek I breath danger I ride I run I drive but the only thing in my life is the thrill seeking life flashing thrill of speed and danger

i still have the letters and flowers you have sent but at the end of every day you just leave me with with empty promises. no point to keep on hoping the day you will appear when my heart has no more room for hope the love you gave me was just lies. the tears i have will fall leaving a river of every thing you said to me all your hugs all your kisses were just fake. your love has broke me down growing me from under neath the river i leave behind. your love is al i need but you can show me the truth you keep playing me like its just a game. i have saved everything you give me all the pictures you sent just doesn't feel real any more. the lies you hide from me the things you hide only turn to scars all over my body. but i think the day our wedding comes the truth will show you the light bring us nothing but the joy and happiness. my love you are my dreams the wings of a thousand angels will carry me and you to the heavens above leaving nothing but memories that will tell our stories for what we leave behind the pain you left with me was never saying goodbye when you dissapeard every day i have searched for you me and you were meant to be to gather we are supost to be together forever i every day i drown everyday you get further and further away love sinks and hope floats

Every day i want to scream my lungs out every person i face just leaves there darkness on me like taking a sharpie and drawing lins on your skin words will fade so will the scares but the pain they left you in feels like your not strong enought. The one i loved hqve left and abandoned me as time seems to lose all i can say if im tired i have no more strength to listen to words that have no meaning