By: Cedric McClester

Feel the needle going in
My tired veins and swollen skin
At this point I can’t pretend
I’m not in love with ******
Just so I can feel okay
I do it each and every day
Though I know what people say
I’m a low down ***** anyway

Not for the thrill
But for the high
I was floating in the sky
A feeling I could not deny
Now I’m just trying to get by

I feel it flowing through my veins
And the warmth that it contains
Eases all my aches and pains
While locking me inside its chains
It asks the question where you been
You can’t escape King ******
I’m closer than your closest kin
Once you decide to let me in

Not for the thrill
But for the high
I was floating in the sky
A feeling I could not deny
Now I’m just trying to get by

How many others have you fooled
How many others have been schooled
How many others have been pooled
How many others overruled

Although I know it’s killing me
Between the devil and the deep blue see
Is where I’ll no doubt probably be
I’m having trouble breaking free
I’ve tried before to escape
No matter how I scratch and scrape
But it’s always a tale of the tape
I never break it at any rate

Not for the thrill
But for the high
I was floating in the s
A feeling I could not deny
Now I’m just trying to get by

Feel the needle going in
My tired veins and swollen skin
At this point I can’t pretend
I’m not in love with ******
Just so I can feel okay
I do it each and every day
Though I know what people say
I’m a low down ***** anyway




Cedric  McClester, Copyright (c) 2016.  All rights reserved.

I lay threw a field of flowers stuck in a inreversable daze watching the world turn from night to day. Rain may come violent storms pass threw watching my younger self fade away threw the existance of being high no pain no fear nor anxiety no panic. Just relaxed in the worlds words seeing life play down as lifes like a card game. Or just watching the world turn and evolve


The smoke in my lungs fill my mind with lose thoughts no regrets no pain just the feeling of comfortable

I am your soul and your mind no evil will rise In your heart of love I will never let darkness destroy your beauty when I'm the your conscious who will make the fight to survive.societies games. You wounds will heal with loving care but your aggression will test you if you move away into a dark smile. Pure evill will trap every tear I have held back.


I am your thoughts
I am your safety
I am your emotions
I am the thing that will change you from drowning inside away fromthe light.


I'll be the one who will keep you. Above so no pain will **** you <3

People say my blue eyes look like a kristal ocean. Sadness seems to make people wonder if I am crying or just down In the ditch. Every one looks and glances deep in my blue eyes hoping not to cry.

I hide my blue eyes so no one will know I'm not crying but I'm just a kinda person with the affect on people. When they notice my vary vary blue shinny sparkly reflective eyes.
  

Sadness invite eyes leave a message on the world saying its okay nothing could try to beat the rules.


They say my Russian blue eyes scare society and people when they get traped steering at my eyes
.

Seems like I have taken there souls with out a breath to freedom



I'm Russian with blue eyes.

My eyes will look sad but that jut how they look blinding people with unforgettable love

Day will only leave knife marks. Can I breath can I survive? Am I alive or am I dead inside to angery to ****** to ******* made at what lifes **** will change. I have a danger inside. Me that will turn the full moon into a ****** war that only leaves scares you will never escape from the grips.


Deep down I have the scream building in me T night dressing my wounds I endure every sun rise.


My voice is soft with kind but my reflection I see in every mior all I see is a mess who. Can't and never want to see his own self.


I am vary quiet but that's just my life until I snape turning every thing In my world upside down with nothing left to survive



I can't. Take risk of seeing
My eyes when they turn glowing red with the crimson red I shed in my battles of he'll


I know I amm insane but breathing in every ones white and pure black lies is like smoking a vary addictive drug you can't escape that suffocate you.

I see no fear I am the enemy 24/7 when you turn your back I'll escape from the anger you traped me in. I am pure evil a demonic entity that will grave rob you pretty little minds.

I see know fear cause I face death being thrown off trying to breath.

Holding to gather by a white **** and bandanas till I can feel alive. You might call me a psychopath. Cause I can't feel your pain!


Set me free with all your dark wishes all dance with death to make sure you wont lose your fight.


Make me your deadly weapon of surprise leaving all your anger as my fule.


Harness me to make your anger saddness pain go away doing the ***** work to society.



I dance with death making a trail you wish to follow. Breath in the smoke of the contract you sign selling your life into a demonic vicious cycle.

They tell you you will lose your anger sends he'll and nightmare you will never escape screaming.



I'll give you my love shielding you in my demonic angel wings.




Unleash the cycle all


Take you to dance with death giving you immunity and you becoming karma that bits u in the ******* *** !



I am a force to be wrecken with.
Danger unstable to tame?


Can you summon me the demonic force that dances with death to be set into destruction.



Death will chose if you can handle the truth of what will show your life.



Love isn't allways fair choose love or dark love setting your aggression on every one of them who hurts you.



Dance with death and me of live with pure anger you can't escape from



I am your ticket to live or never finding me.


Choose what kinda options you want


I'll be waiting till the end of tine making you immortal.


Chose or lose


Either way im a dangerious dark entity who is a psychotic psychopath

I have no way of escape my clostraphobie. Slowly suffocates me till there Isnt any air left for me to breath. This big vast world will never seem to surprise me or tell me I'm insane. My emotions play every wild card till it drains my energy even if I try and try to keep my cool. My heart is as big as it could be for every tear I try to hide. I feel powerless while you stabed me in the back. Society plays tricks opening my mind up with lost. Hope regrets. My energy drins I just died. Rapid emotions runs with full speed taking me on the verg of losing my mind. Rapid emotions have taken my life making it a never ending nightmar you can't just get up an move on

Rapid emotions **** as you slowly go insane till there's nothing left to catch you from the dead