Point by point regrets will be the one who tryes. A girl looked at me stuck in a loop of love. Every try I try I want the real voice. I want to know what the daze is out. She told me I have a gaze of devious secrets.


Only time has shown my time if the truth has failed just keep going even if it kills you

I walk threw thick or thin but I drown in the **** that hits hard. They said I was weak but I walk with a lite fuse like a hand grenaide! You fight blood shed breaking into riots bullets fly society will **** you as you try the hardest to prove them all wrong with the back staging ******* behind you. No escape just gut wrenching nails digging into your mind stoping a new way to iprove but society will not wast words only a gun to your head with no last words just BANG your Dead.



Deep in me my aggression grows as I wait to pull my pin exstingwishing every ****** who stands before me


Society kills but the twist a new enemy as I will tear the ******* who made inovative ideas turn nasty torching what is left


Society kills but there's nothing left for them to **** if I start a wave of riots.


I am the enemy of a demonic mind


No one will die cause I'm seeping out of line setting my road even if it mean getting chastise

No hope
No time leaving the warmth of her arms. No light no voices no time cold trapped in darkness forever. Forgotten never remembered why you could feel the warm breeze in the air dead. Silence has taken away the lies people killthem self over. What you can't feel is the emotions deep in you when Im just hollow for taking blow by blow chasing the girl of my life.. I would take my life to let her survive. Being dead cold wondering why people try to care. They say the truth won't hurt but being thrown down kills slowly no escape just lies that rip threw my skin like knives.  

Nothing left to care nothing left to keep moving.



       DEAD OR ALIVE you wi never escape what awaits you down your path


Lies or slowly  dying

Won't
Matter no screams or cries just dead silence that bleeds



DEAD OR ALIVE you won't survive

Anger anger tearing me apart losing my controll seeking nothing but revenge. Split ends leave ****** horror that leaves nothing but destruction. Words will set a blaze in it's path. I'm tired of lies you  put down. Blinding the path we follow to breath.  I am a riot I am a war I am a leathel weapon I am your enemy I am your worst night mar I am the reson you can't function I am the reason you will never unleash the beast inside you I am your biggest fear
. I have self control only time to put away is anger threw my ****** shed ways to escape your grips.



I show no resistance but aggression if I can't hold self control only me making your life a living fear and a living he'll

my years of high school have been so fast. but the truth is the ****** people who take away that loving time remembering the good. we have felt  a strong bond. i have sunk into a dark haze when all of the life stories we share. my 4 years of high school were only possible from miss lee as a guardian that never let go.  i feel like every thing is a joke.

Miss Lee has been taken away the most greatest part the light you need to keep up with your self conflicting. reflection.

half of the lie taken away her job cause the district can't afford to keep or pay to stay.






my graduation is jun 4 but i have been flexible and i can put up a lot but now i have no reason to even try to be nice.


the chain has been broke  my heart sank below the titanic of lost emotions.


if she goes ill just go to plan b im tired of being nice.


i know we will keep in-touch .


but the budget cant afford miss lee so theirs not any thing to say except that the high school is a joke.


you broke my chain now ill be the most ****** ******* i could be. Misses lee made my life in high school possible to function.  time will talk but my words will take to the top of the list that the school  can offord the help of misses lee the social worker who helps and keeps us in line she should stay but the ****** play with there money firering .

I feel like i'm swaying back and fourth with motion I cant stop. All my energy has been shot threw the wind. My hands wont let go from what has trapped me under. Just falling to the depths of fear sadness and hope that something can free me of the burden. I graduate from high school June 6 but the burden even tho the cold spring comes the regrets of missing or trying to ignore it all to gather its self.

never mind following my path you wont find any more for thus I have dissappered into thin air in bread fog

I have set a like of black and white no color. I have shunned away societies ******* over and over. I have been stranded in a vortex that play's your life's mistakes like a minor with a ****** fist from anger in the pure eyes of the devil of your own misery.
Eyes and ears but all I have to say to that is blah blah what ever. I have no wish except that my voice would of been heard cause life would be more innovated.
My last dying wish is to see society not be such copy cats of one another. Making me feel like shunning away made a good decison.