So close to it,
Yet so far.

Heart beating too fast,
While I want it to stop.

Eyes blinking away the tears,
While I want them to rest forever.

So close to it,
Yet so far.

When will it come,
And sweep me away,
Right into oblivion,
Away from the obligations.

I am a lonely deer,
Being chased,
To be killed.  

I am a lonely deer,
Who’s been running for long.

I am a lonely deer,
Who’s beyond exhausted.

I am a lonely deer,
Who is terrified of death.

I am a lonely deer,
Who’s is being chased.

I am a lonely deer,
Who turned to see,
If I was still being chased,
Just to see,
That I was being chased,
By myself, my mind,
Playing tricks,
Fooling me,
Killing me.