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sitting on the roof
savoring this gray night
inhaling the euphoria of my own existence
my season of requiem came to an end
for i was convinced my dead weight heart won’t be able to perceive love again
but the mirror now tells me otherwise
at last! my heart is at peace

your scent makes me feel safe
and your warm brown eyes comforts me
the bear hugs from you became my favorite thing
and your smile gets me through the day
you don’t need your stethoscope to get me cured
i’ve already stitched what my past has broke
your presence alone is enough for me
i see colors again to translate it to poetry
i’m glad i found you in the after rain
Kichiya Hayashi Nov 2021
Konnichiwa! My name is Kichiya. Most people find me distant at first but once you get to know me, you'll see that it's the other way around. I'm a direct person, I state what I have in mind without hesitation. Sometimes I hold back but I find it hard to keep what it needs to be addressed over protecting someone's fragile ego. With that, I may appear to be brutally honest, but I expect likewise. I love simple things in life, and I'm extremely thankful for what's upon and what I'm given. I love cooking and trying out new things. I'm always up for an adventure and meeting different kinds of people. I'm very easy going and I like making others laugh. Some people may find me a bit complicated but I'm not afraid to take the initiative. Generally, I’m a nice person but please don’t cross me or I’ll never look at you the same way again.

I do fancy anything that look better sketchy and unresolved in my eyes. Just like anything else when endowed with a sense of implicitness and mystery hanging in the air. Yet, If there is something I should state so early, I'm very reserved and I filter people that deserves to be kept in my life. I have nothing soulful to absorb from superficial connections, of any kind.

Theoretically speaking, I'm most probably not your usual cup of tea! I dislike (our) modernity. I swear. This isn't because I have any fetish going against the flow. Most people value harmony and coexistence in their life, so do I. Call me reactive if you want, but the times we live in feel to me completely cold, morally downgrading, highly narcissistic, and thus, bluntly disenchanted. Although I feel somewhat indifferent, I do not think that I should be melancholic about life anymore but rather be more enthusiastic for things this life on earth has to unfold  as long as I'm breathing. That said, I'm not closing my doors for possibilities.
Kichiya Hayashi Oct 2021
I am not my past or my future,
I am here and now.

I am not my thoughts or my feelings,
Thoughts and feelings are what I have.

I am not my behavior,
My behavior is what I do.

I am something deeper,
I grow, I change, I renew.
#selfactualization #selfcare
#breathe
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