I'm not okay
I'm really not okay
I'm drowning
I'm sinking into myself
I can't pay attention
I can't remain in realty or within this mind whose only task in life is to suffocate me in thoughts and **** me before my body takes it's natural course.
I'm not okay
I'm really not okay
I'm dying
I'm falling down this hole again
I can't stay afloat
I can't live in a world where my body is constantly revolting, not letting me sleep nor eat nor breath properly.
I'm really not okay
How come no one ******* sees it
  How is everyone so blind

Stop it

Just..

stop.

Stop looking at me like that
Stop acting like its a tragedy
I am not a tragedy
I am what you made me into
I am your creation

Stop it

Just..

stop.

Stop looking at me like that
Stop acting like it's a mistake
I am not a mistake
I am who you made me into
I am your creation

Stop it

Just..

stop.

Stop looking at me like that
Stop acting like it's done
I am not done
I am not only what you made me into
I am not only your creation

I am me
I am mine
I am myself

(right?)

What if I really don't belong anywhere?

The feeling of always being out of place..



..it follows me.

am I invisible?
am I vermin?
am I that gross?
am I truly such a burden?

I'm trying my hardest
to disappear, within my mind
because I know none of you
really want me here
I know it's true

can you see me?
do you hate me now?
are you disgusted by me?
does my presence now feel wrong?

I've stopped talking, afraid
I hold my tongue, I fade away
I don't belong, you know it too
you don't want me here
I know it's true

why do you ignore me?
how are you just done?
what did I do wrong?
why do you hate me now?