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Aug 2023 · 38
FEELING HIGH (10-31-21)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Baby, I want your hands all over me
Get a hold of me
Your love is my drug
Your love is my drug

I am drunk in love
I’m never going to be sober
This moment is forever
We had each other

Oh, love me then, till we’re feeling high
High in love
High, high, high, I feel high
High, high, high in love

I hope to remember this night
Until it’s over, it’s over
Let us live in slumber
And please get it on right

Love me then till we’re feeling high
Oh, baby I’d rather fly
I just want to see you try
High, high, high in love


High, high, high, feeling high
High, high, high in love
Love me then till we’re feeling high
Oh, high in love

Will you love me after we make love
Will you love me now after we feel so high
Now love me then till we’re feeling high
I get so high in your love
Aug 2023 · 51
THREE (10-31-21)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
You make me feel brand new
Let us just enjoy the view
Sipping champagne, sitting by the porch
Watching the sun sets

Let us make up and mend the pain
And let us light up some torch
I just wanted to do this with you
I can’t forget

325,000 and 600 minutes
365 days, 1 minute
24 hours a day, 12 hours a day
I’m so glad I found you, and make love to you

At exactly three in the morning
I still reminisce the old times
At exactly three in the morning
My midnight thoughts came by this time

Just a blur, in the blink of an eye
Everything fades, you and me, we’re done
It was already gone
Inside of me, I will die, I have died

Every time I cry, my eyes were already dried
Oh, just like a smoke, you were gone
Just like a smoke, what we had is done
Yeah, I will try to bury it in oblivion

This love is not a competition
Whoever gets the most attention
Or lacks affection
Will get an elimination from my life

What a bitter strife
Oh, at exactly three in the morning
I cry myself to sleep
I already am falling into deep


I have to forget this feeling
What has happened to me at three in the morning
Will remain a history
Until now, it became a history.
Aug 2023 · 34
Friends (11-01-21)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Led by fate
I hope it’s not yet too late
I hope we can try it
There’s no wrong in trying it

I just stood next to you
I cannot hear you that much
Until you got my attention
Oh, I know it is too much

If I could tell you
Beg to you
To love me instead
Oh, you keep running in my head

Aren’t you tired of wandering off in my head?
But loving you is red
This feeling is sincere and real
This is truly how I feel

You look at me straight in my eyes
And call out my name
I know it’s not the same
The way you look into her eyes

And the way you look into mine
But I’ll be fine
Rocks and stones may break my bones
But offering something on behalf will help me atone
Aug 2023 · 104
Aking sinta (11-01-21)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Sa gilid ng aking mga mata
Hinahayaan kitang pagmasdan
Para kang mga tala sa kalangitan
Na lumiliwanag gaya ng iyong mga mata

Wala na palang saysay ang aking pagtingin
Kung hindi naman ako ang hinahanap mo
Kung hindi pala ako ang pinapangarap mo
Mahirap man kasing aminin

Ang matagal ko nang gustong sabihin
Na ikaw lamang ang aking minimithi
Ang aking hinihiling
Puwede bang ako na lang

Tayo na lang
Ako na lang ang piliin mo
Tayo nalang ang magsama
Tayo na lang ang magmahalan, aking sinta

Oh, hindi ko maitanggi
Na ako sa iyo ay may lihim na pagtingin
Kusa kitang hiniling
Sana nga ay ako na ang gusto **** makasama

Mahal na mahal kita
Hindi kita iiwanan
Hindi papabayaan, lagi kang iingatan
Aalagaan, Oh aking sinta
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
I got no courage to tell you
But this feeling amazes me
All the road I travelled on
Leads me all the way to you

This life is not easy
I hope let us hold on

You have been bullying me
Since the beginning
I hated you so much too
But now, I loved you

My classmates thought we were lovers
Since we look like one
Since we look good for each other
But it's all done
Yet suddenly, unexpectedly

I fell for you
Without giving hints
Oh, since the beginning
This is too tough for me

This feeling is just sleeping
For over a thousand times now
This feeling is not fleeting
This feeling is legit now

No matter how desperate I am to avoid it
Yet all the roads I have travelled on
Leads me back to you
For no reasons at all

Baby, you’re worth it
I hope you should hold on
Hold on to me, I’ll hold on to you
You are my only reason at all

It was iconic and ironic, yes
That a second child fell for you, yes
Aug 2023 · 53
Adrian. (11-9-21)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
I think he already knows
Because I told him so
He just took what I said for granted
I thought I was all that he wanted

Ooh, I lost myself
Chasing after you
I lost myself
Looking for you

But then, you just ignored me
Yet you just seem uninterested in me
Oh, you wanted me to be
I never wanted to be

But I never lose you
You lost me
I never lost you
Cause you just let me

Go, oh, let me go
Oh, Adrian
You just let me go
Oh, Adrian
Aug 2023 · 358
Alam ko (11-11-21)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Alam kong hindi ang pangalan ko
Ang unang tatawagin mo
Ang unang bibigkasin mo
Ang maaalala mo

Alam kong hindi ang pangalan ko
Ang unang papasok sa isip mo
Ang unang maiisip mo
Sa tuwing naririnig mo ito

Alam kong hindi rin ang pangalan ko
Ang lagi **** bukambibig sa mga kaibigan mo
Hindi rin ako ang laman ng mga kwento mo
Ang una **** matakbuhan sa tuwing may problema ka

Mas lalong hindi ako ang hanap-hanap ng mga mata mo
Ang kinabbabaliwan mo
Ang magiging kabiyak mo sa tamang panahon
Hindi lang ako naglakas ng loob na sabihin sa iyo noon

Ang una **** tatawagan sa tuwing nag-iisa ka
Alam kong hindi ang text o tawag ko ang una **** sasagutin
Hindi rin ito ang laging inaabangan mo
Alam kong kung paano mo ako tingnan ay iba

Iba kung paano mo siya tingnan
Iba kung paano mo siya mahalin
Kung paano mo siya alagaan
Alam kong hindi ako ang mundo mo

Ang unang iikot at tatakbo sa isipan mo araw-araw
Alam kong hindi ako ang iniisip mo araw-araw
Alam kong kaibigan lang ang tingin mo sa akin
Alam kong parang kapatid lang ang pagtrato mo sa akin

Alam kong hindi ang kamay ko ang unang hahawakan mo
Alam kong hindi ako ang unang lalapitan mo
At unang hahanapin mo pagkadilat ng mga mata mo
Alam kong hindi ako ang unang yayakapin mo

Alam kong hindi ako ang unang liligawan mo
Alam kong hindi ako, Oo
Noong una pa lang alam ko na
Na hindi ako ang tinitibok ng puso mo

Ang iyong unang sinisinta
Alam ko noong una pa lang
Tinatak ko na sa isipan ko
Na wala akong puwang ni minsan man diyan sa puso mo

Alam kong ang bawat pagtingin mo sa akin
Ay iba sa kung paano mo siya tingnan
Kung paano mo siya kausapin
Kung paano ka magmalasakit sa kanya

Kung paano mo siya tratuhin
Ni minsan hindi ko inisip o hiniling
Na ibalik mo sa akin ang pagmamahal na ipinaramdam ko sa'yo
Ni minsan hindi ako nagdalawang isip na katukin yang puso mo

Baka sakali lang matanggap at mahalin mo rin ako
Baka sakali maisip mo rin na bigyan ako ng pagkakataon
Ni minsan hindi ako humingi ng kahit anong kapalit
Ni minsan hindi ko inisip na habulin ka

Na lumuhod sa harap mo at magmakaawa
Dasal lang ang kakampi ko
Na sana huwag kang magmahal ng iba
Na sana walang ibang naghihintay sa’yo

Na sana ako na lang ang mamahalin mo
Na sana dinggin na ng Panginoon ang hiling ko
Alam ko na hindi ako ang gusto mo
Noong una pa lang alam ko na

Kahit hindi mo sabihin
Ramdam ko naman
Ang mga panlalamig na trato mo sa akin
Ang pagbabalewala mo sa akin

Alam kong kahit kailan wala akong laban sa kanya
Kahit kailan hindi kita magawang pilitin
Ayaw kong ipilit sa iyo na ako ang piliin
Dahil alam kong siya ang gusto mo

Alam kong hindi para sa akin ang mga ngiti mo
Alam kong hindi ako ang gustong makausap mo
Alam kong hindi ako ang gusto **** makasama
Ang gusto **** makita kang tumawa.

Kahit kailan hindi ako magiging siya
Kahit kailan hindi ko kayang palitan siya
Diyan sa puso mo
Kahit kailan hindi ko magawang turuan ang puso mo

Na ako ang mahalin mo
Na ako ang pipiliin mo
Kahit kailan hindi ako ang nakikita mo
Sa tuwing magkasama tayo

Hiniling mo na sana siya na lang ang kasama mo
Na sana siya na lang ang nakausap mo
At ang nakakaintindi at nakikinig sa’yo
Kailanman magkaiba kami

At kahit bali-baliktarin man natin ang mundo
Kahit ikumpara mo man ako
Hindi siya magiging ako
At hindi rin ako magiging siya.
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
He was my moon
I was his stars
We shine so bright in the dark
Up in the night sky

Was it too soon?
To go this far
I left a mark
But I never try
Seeing you was black
Losing you was grey
Having you was red
Oh, being with you is yellow

I keep myself back on track
When skies turn grey
I am all alone in my bed
Thinking about all I know

Dreaming of you was my best habit to break
Losing you was beyond my control
It was the risk I could take
Losing you made me lose control

Oh, this love is fleeting
This love is reeling
I’m on the ceiling
I am in love with this feeling

You are the fuel to my fire
Come walk with me along the wire
Let us end in flames of paradise
You are my blessing in disguise
Aug 2023 · 55
21.24 (11-13-21)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Age does not matter
Inner beauty does matter
Outer beauty does not
Personality matters most

I love the way you touch my hand
I know it is your command
Love me more than I deserve
Cause I will love you more than what you deserve.
Aug 2023 · 74
Philautia. (11-20-21)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Strolling all alone in the sidewalks
Been too busy and too tired to talk
Oh, I am taking all the time
All alone but ain’t lonely

Oh, I am alone all the time
But I ain’t lonely
Hey, I was doing really just fine
Yes, I will be fine

I am taking all the self-worth I deserve
Feed me the love I deserve
I am satisfying myself with the self-love I deserve
Yeah, I deserve so much more than what I truly deserve

Been alone in the seaside now
Too many things going around my mind
I have been so busy now
I got to let myself find me

Know what else will be behind me
Know what I got to find
And oh, I have been managing my own time
The way you never reciprocate the time

I want to have
I got to have
I deserve to have
Oh, I am all that I have

Walking by the seaside aisle
Seeing the beach in a different perspective
Let us be lost in our way
And discover the world we live in

You got to give in
Walking that extra mile
Reaching the borderline
Life seems too obstructive

I got to say
I was alone but ain’t lonely
Say that I was lonely before but I was with you
What would be the difference?

I just want to be alone
At least I feel less lonely
There seems to be an occurrence
It was different when I was with you
Aug 2023 · 44
Boys (11-24-21)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
I don’t need boys in my life
They need me
They want me
Because they want me in their life

You told me you loved me
But I end up chasing you
You showed me motives and assumed you love me
But I ended up stalking you

But I realized now my worth
And that is the truth

Guess I was only your past time girl
But not the girl you want to settle with
Guess I was only your hookup girl
But not as a potential lover you want to be with

I ain’t that girl who wants to be your slave
I want to bury my love for you
And bring it with me in my grave
Just to forget you

Boys only love to play games
But never even loved the fool
But what a shame
Because you look like a fool

Compared to me who never lose you
You lost me
Thinking that everything around you
And everything that revolves around you

Is just a game
Now that the cards are on the table
This feeling is no longer stable
I am no longer the same

Tables should be turned
Bridges should be burned
Every once in a blue moon
I fell out of love too soon

Never settle for a boy who just wants to have fun
Who just wants to be at the center of the spotlight?
That boy who wants to be always right
That boy who loves to be under the sun

I only love the players
But not the game
I only am disappointed in players
And I forget their names

In short, I never want boys in my life
Instead, they come for me
They need me, they want me
They love to have me in their life

I don’t need boys in my life
I live on my own
They only want me to be a part of their life
But nah, I chose to live on my own

Boys are like a poison in your mind
A toxic person in your life
A distracted and crazy you are what you will find
So never entertain them, so that you won’t have a miserable life.
Aug 2023 · 30
My view (11-24-21)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
That feeling of longing for something
Or for anything
In which you never know what it is
I hope to know what it is

That feeling of searching for something
That feeling I know that something is lacking
But never knew what it was
I hope I knew what it was
Aug 2023 · 30
CTRL. (11-14-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
You stare like you wanna taste me
Lick me, eat me, bite me, **** me
You stare at me like you badly want me
Plead for me, beg for me
I know you wanted this
How you need this

Take your shirt off baby
And take off mine next
Or we help each other take-off each other's clothes
Take off my clothes
Then turn the lights off baby
This is more than just ***

We, make love, make love
We make love, make love
Can't control it any longer
Gotta do it with you forever

Drop my clothes on the bedroom floor
Make me want you more

Your warmth embrace, they still stayed in my skin
Your touch, your kiss took me to places I haven't been
Why you gotta be so keen?
This is more than just whisky and gin

You got me so drunk in you
Got me so drugged up in you
Your eyes looked at me like you wanted me forever
You ****** me up to own me forever

Serve you different positions
Give you all my attention
Praise you like a master
I both want it slower or faster

You marked me with how you taste, saying "this is my property"
So, no one could already take me away from you
I was always your consistent priority
That makes me special especially for you

There is something about you
That makes me say yes to whatever you say
It makes me say yes to whatever you want me to do

But baby, I keep telling myself to control what I feel
But it is so real that it makes me want to feel you
Smell you, touch you, be there for you, moan for you

I want you to feel the way I want you to feel
I want you to be crazy for me, chase me, want me, need me

I want to spoil you with whatever I have
Give you what I have
Give you the love and care you deserve
The sanity and peace of mind you deserve
Aug 2023 · 29
Midnight love (11-02-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
My midnight feels better when you're here with me
Midnight hits different when you're sleeping next to me
Watching you close and kiss your cheeks goodnight
I always loved this kind of midnight

When we never fight but made-love
The way we make-love

Seems like heaven is on our side
The touch is remarkable, unforgettable
It felt like I'm on top of the cloud nine
I was always fine
Because baby, you are mine
Then make me your bride
I’d always abide, confide

**** me how you want it to be
**** me the way I loved how you touch me
All the sweat, moans and gasping for air
Can’t you feel how I care?
I plead more of you, longs for you

I wanna hug you on cold days
Cuddle with you everyday
Aug 2023 · 36
bad habits. (10-25-2022)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
I didn’t know why you got me so addicted to you
Your presence is all I ever yearned for
I’m not like this before
I was so in love with you

You made me feel like this
Crazier with you
You made me love you like this
Head over heels for you

You are my bad habit to break
You are both good and bad for my health
Your love is my wealth
You’re the best choice I make

You got me drunk in your love
It got me so in love
You got me intoxicated in your presence
It made me sad feeling your absence

It made me never wanna leave your side
Please make me your bride
I’d do anything to keep you mine forever
At least we’d be together

Got me addicted to you like a drug
Baby, your love is like a drug
Aug 2023 · 32
Gossips. (10-24-2022)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
It was not your side of the story to tell
You thought you knew me well
Well, you’re wrong
You’re wrong

It was not your side of the story to tell
Your ears are like bells
It rings and you gossip
You chill and take a sip

You don’t know what happened to me
You don’t have the right to judge me
You only know my story, not the whole me
So stop concluding what never happened to me

Don’t assume, never expect
Not everything I say is all about you
Never consume so much of what you wanna accept
Not everything is all about you

Do not disclose any confidential information about yours
Or they would use it against you
He tells stories from one another like he was on tours
It might break or ruin you

They are a two-faced *****
Trying to tear you down
But what they didn’t know is that I am indestructible
Wherein, their mouth itchy that needs to be scratched or ditch
I am not gullible
I’m just an observant ***** trying to tear you all down
Aug 2023 · 44
Cerberus. (10-23-2022)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
She growls like an uneducated, unmannered woman
She ain't an athlete
But she chases a man like she's on a marathon
She's a desperate woman
But a ***** you could easily defeat
With just a blow, she loses and I won

Why does she chase him?
When he already loved another
Why does she still stay and never let go of him?
They're no longer meant for each other

She’s just wasting her entire life
Her entire time just for him
He doesn’t deserve to be his wife
He’s too good for him

She lost her entire life trying her best
To be loved by him was a test
She was fooled and used
She was gullible and it’s no use

"Let them bark like Cerberus", said she
“Let them howl like she’s more beautiful than Venus”, said she
But she’s the real Cerberus
Chases and forces herself to be loved by

She's nothing compared to me
She's no match for me

She was more than what he meets in the eyes
She was once the apple of his eyes
Her life is filled with lies
She is comforted with lies

And is hurt by the truth
She never knows nor values her worth

She was beautiful but has poor judgment of character
She lets other people down
To gain self-satisfaction from others
She didn't even know she's already down

She bangs like a rifle
Explodes like a missile
She's so gullible in one in a million
She no longer has companion

She’s a trophy wife
Such a life would become bitter strife
A desperate, pathetic *****
No cure would get rid of the itch

Maybe her mouth needs stitching
Cerberus is quite noisy to be barking.
She is destined for growling, for howling

“I’m an educated *****”, said she
But Cerberus is a well-mannered *****, said he
Aug 2023 · 29
Seizeeee. (10-23-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Got me blinded by the probe lights
It got me nauseous
But I’ve been cautious
Got my mind static to see bright flashing lights

I’m so depressed
Stressed
I intake medicine to relieve the pain
But I’m no longer numb enough
To not feel the pain
I know life is tough

Can’t control my mind
My mind controls me
Can’t control my thoughts
I overthink nonsense thoughts
Aug 2023 · 34
Inlove (10-23-2022)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Red orange sunset skies
Deep blue sea
Barefoot walking on the sand
With my slippers on my hand

Hold hands as we walk by
Never thought of loving you could be this high
I felt so free, when you're with me
I felt so safe and secured, your love's so pure

I wanna hug you tight, love you right
Be with you day and night
Like the stars we shine bright

I wanna try it all, try it all with you
I wanna try it all, try it all with you
Kiss under the rain
You take away the pain

Road trip, sound trip
Camping, hiking
Sleep in the tent with you
Cooking, grilling with you

Sitting by the fire next to you
Swim in the deep sea of blankets with you
Make love with you
Cuddle with you

You, I wanna try it all with you
I’ve been the best version of me because of you
You, you loved me with all of you
I wanna try it all with you

When you call my name
I'm no longer the same
When you loved me now
I wanna keep you now

I've never been more sure before
I've never felt this before

You've been my favorite since then
But now I couldn't remember when
Why is the sky blue?
You've always been my best view

You gave me everything, gave me the world
The universe, the love I deserve
I’m not asking for anything, without a word
But you gave me things not everyone could afford to give me

You loved me more than anything
Crowned and praised me at my best
Corrected and comforted me at my worst
Baby, I’ll always be your queen, so be my forever king
Aug 2023 · 29
9-13-22 (9-13-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
I didn't expect for you to arrive so soon
What I felt was so over the moon
When I met you, it was something special
This love was rather emotional or sentimental

Seeing you smile and happy made my day complete
While holding my hand or hugging me made my heart beat
Our blissful nights are for *******
And our glory mornings are for *******

What would life be without you?
Would life be worth living without you?

All my better days are the ones spent with you
I would never finish falling in love with you
And in the middle of my mess and chaos, there was you
Baby, your arms felt like home

With you, it will always feel like coming home
Then and now, my heart made its choice and it chose you

When I'm with you, I always forget my problems and sorrows
Only you can make me smile even in my lowest of lows
And only you is proud enough to love and accept me
Right before we became lovers

I knew that we were meant to be together
That you belong with me

I just wanna give the love you never had
I just wanna see you being glad
No more room for loneliness
I hope with me is where you would find your long lost happiness
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Your absence left a hole in my heart
I hate the feeling that my heart was tearing apart
How I miss your presence being next to me
But why, I don't understand you, leaving me

Why didn't you wait for me
Now you're there lying cold six feet below the ground
I know your presence is still around
But now I'm drowning in my own misery

I miss the way you call my name
How you laugh and you smile
It made me happy too even just for a while
How I fix you in my gaze
I miss your pretty, angelic face
But when you left, I'm no longer the same

I still feel you here, here with me
Although I already felt lost
Dancing on my own with your ghost
I still need you here with me

Where were you when I need you most
I still can't believe it
I can't seem to get over it
Now that you're gone
I'm left here all alone
Wish you were here with me, I need you most

The sky is gloomy, I am moody
The weather is so cold
Yes I've been told

The wind flies away south
Gotta forget what this is all about

Now that you're gone
You're no longer here
When everything is said and done
I still want you here
Aug 2023 · 35
CRZY (8-27-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Been staring at you for a while now
Been imagining positions in the back of my mind
How to ******* in different positions now
This is the holy grail you will ever find

I know you want this
How badly you need this
You deserve so much more
I know you want more

Come here and *** for me
I want you to *** inside me
Make me ***** baby
Make me drive you crazy

You always keep coming back for more
I know you want more
Let me be there for you
Satisfy you, gratify you

Make your rocket alive
Let me drive
Let me be the one to break you
With my bare hands and **** body
Moan you, urge you, want you
Keep it steady
Aug 2023 · 25
To see you (8-26-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
You lift me up the way I lift you
Together we help each other out
Figuring our way out
Into this problematic world of ours

You know I always care for you
What we had, what we own was ours
No one else would ever come in between
Here we are, through thick and thin

You always had me at our best and worst
I have always found you when you’re lost
Baby, don’t worry, I will always be here
Loving you, even if I’m far or near

You will always have my heart
To have and to hold
Your worth for me was gold
Your worth is more than a 24 karat

I would always want to hold your hand
Never want to let it go
This love may be sweet, salty, bitter or bland
I would always love to have you

This is the best love I have so far
It got me wishing on a shooting star
I may never have anything
But I can give you everything.
Aug 2023 · 22
positions. (8-20-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
You know what I wanted
You got what I needed
I'll let you free tonight
Seeing the bright lights

They say the sky's the limit
Baby, don't reach that limit
Why did we reach heaven
You are my lion living in my den

Why is this feeling keep haunting me
It keeps haunting me
I like it harder like that, like that
I love how you go inside me like that

You know you're the only one I want
You made me crazy about you baby
You got me so addicted to you baby
You're the only one I want

Got to utilize the different positions
Giving you all the attention
Whenever you feel comfortable
Oh babe, you look so adorable

It's fine as long as you're happier with me
As long as you enjoy me
It's fine as long as I satisfy your cravings
Don't worry, I will give you everything

As long as I feed your hunger
And quench your thirst
Our love will never be over
Because I would always choose you first
Aug 2023 · 32
Common melody (7-14-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
They say common melody hits different
I’m already here in the present
Why is my mind stuck in the past?
This feeling never seems to last

We just gotta let it go
No need to let it show
I'm no longer afraid
I'm not scared 'cause I've been there

It was like an old tune keeps playing on and on nonstop
Feels like my mind is flying somewhere non-stop
You might hear it, remember it out of nowhere
I'm already lost, my life seems lost

Now where were you when I needed you most
No matter how much it costs
We gotta let it go, we need to let it go
It hurts to know

To my almost, you keep bringing me back to my past
You take me back to where I truly belong
Is it too soon or a little too late
Now, this must be my fate

I don't know where I belong
That's why I wrote this song
Dedicated especially for you
Now that I already lost you

Our history was long gone
Out chapter is closed and done
I knew I was never enough
Though we parted ways

This tune is old school
This melody is on-repeat
Why am I such a fool?
I’m in defeat

History repeats itself
The moment I hear our song
Played in unison
Played in unison
Aug 2023 · 30
Wild side (7-20-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Ohh, I love the way you **** me
It made me crazy
Tease me until I beg for it
Tease me until I want it

I want you in my bed
Can’t get you out my head
Been imagining things lately
Your seduction consumes me

The hornier I get
I still wanna *******
The more I crave for you
What I see is what I get

I’m that drug you’ll forever take
Until you get so high
Until you overdose
I’m that history you would forever remake

Your addiction in me will make you fly
Until you overdose

I want you to **** me baby
Come closer to me
And be a good boy baby
Now come to me

Gotta press play and hit rewind again
Let’s do the foreplay once again
You are insisting in doing so much more
We both crave so much more

I gotta let you know
I’m so addicted to you
Crazy for you
I just wanna love you

Only you got my wild side
Only you got me this wild
You let my inner me expose
You let my outer me impose
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Baby you deserve all of me
My treatment, my love, my care
I just wanna be fair
Giving your needs and wants

I just wanna stay with you
From morning until midnight
Because baby, midnight hits different
We vibe and felt different

I just hope you will get it on right
Be patient with me
Satisfy me and go crazy for you

Let your imagination run wild
I ain't a savage for me to be this wild
But you made me wild
You made me want you

Go crazy about you
Chase you, own you
Make you mine, cross that line

You're the hunter and I'm the prey
It's your vibe that made me stay

I miss ******* you
The way you miss ******* me
I get so crazy about you
The way you feel so ***** of me

I just waited for you to come home
Waiting for you to come home
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine
Love, you are my unending and limitless
Source of happiness
But I want you to know that you’re mine

And you are the best feeling I ever felt in my entire lifetime
I think about you all the time
How much you mean to me
And that you’re the one for me

I’m yours and will forever be yours
I’ll be everything you wanted me to be
And your 911 every time you needed me
Just know that my heart will always be yours

God knows how happy I am with you
And I will be here to take care of you
You will never feel alone
And I’ll promise to be your comfort zone

Because I am permanently in love with you
I was searching for happiness and I got you
One day, there will no longer be distance between us too
At the end of the day, All I want is you
Aug 2023 · 26
Fucking mine (6-26-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
You’re mine, mine alone
You’re ******* mine, mine all alone

Come here and kiss me
Longer than what I needed
Ride with me and satisfy me
More than what I wanted

You own me now
I’m all yours to keep
Come and **** me now
24 hours no sleep

Undress me all you want
Satisfy me with different positions you want
Make me go crazy, craving for you
Make me want more of you

Baby, I see red
Can’t get you of my head
Now you want to end up in my bed
And you hope to make love with me instead

I’m yours, yours alone
I’m ******* yours, yours all alone

Tie me, eat me raw
Like you want to eat all you can
Come and be my man
Love me harder and **** me raw
Aug 2023 · 32
Broken promises (6-10-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
You said you loved me
And I was a fool to believe it
The world is what you promised to give me
And I fell for it

It was a promise I thought you would forever hold
But you lied to me
Yet, I’ve been told
That you were unfaithful to me

You said I’m the only one you loved (the one you loved)
You said I’m the one for you, destined for you
But why is it there’s two of us?
Or are you thirsty for lust?

I thought you love me
You said it so, yourself
But how come you fooled me?
Is that your way of loving me?

By fooling me, lying to me
Being unfaithful to me

Asking unanswered questions to myself
Am I not enough?
It makes me think I’m never enough
Did I not give you everything you wanted?
Provide you what you needed?

Were you never satisfied with the love I make you feel?
Were you not contented of the love I give?
My love for you was so real
Why would you ever want to leave?

You still hurt me, cheated on me
Despite of the way I treated you (You, oh)
Do I deserve this kind of pain?
I think I’ll never love this way ever again

Your love drains me
******* up all the energy within me
Which makes me tired already
And no amount of sleep or rest will make it go away
Aug 2023 · 27
Ex. (6-5-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
I remember the days we spent together
The memories we both shared
And what happened between us was already over
And there’s nothing that I have contrasted or compared

When I felt your touch on my skin
Feels like a venial sin
It was a mistake and I regret it
It was a mistake and not worth it

I can still feel your body next to mine
The way you look into my eyes
Baby, you so fine
This love is accurate and precise

I can still smell your scent
I still yearn for your presence
Maybe it was for you that I was meant
Life is such an essence

Your lies, I admit it
They’re deceptive, I’m gullible
But I have learned a lot about it
It’s intuitive, infallible

You think you can fool me
You just don’t know it yet
You cannot easily fool me
I hope you deserve what you get

I can still feel your body
When I touch my skin
With you, I go crazy
Please stay with me through thick and thin
Aug 2023 · 28
I want you. (1-21-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Eye to eye we meet
Life’s getting discreet
As we keep things private
And being strangers in public

No need for me to panic
If you are a little too late
You know I could understand
But I can barely stand

We keep behind closed doors
And our clothes fallen on the floor
You know baby I want you
I wanted you all alone

You know baby I yearn for you
I never want to make things done
I want you all mine to myself
I just want you for myself

24/7 baby, I just want you here next to me
12 to 24 hours, non-stop, just stay with me
Ooh, I want to swim in a deep sea of blankets with you
And I want to wake up in the morning with you

Baby, just love me then until we feel a little high
Be with me until we both get high
I just want to drunk in your love
Oh, baby I feel high in your love

Ride with me, swim in my veins
Baby, if there is no pain
Then there is no gain
I want to let the pain remain

Oh, get it on right and keep it steady
Until we were both ready
Anywhere with you
It’s okay as long as I am in a different position with you

Baby whisper in your intentions to me
Let me clear my schedules for you
I want you to call me whenever you need me
I just want to make you happy too

I want to your favorite hello and your hardest goodbye
I just want to scream in pain and cry
Even if every time you leave me
You will always come back to me

Baby, I got what you need
Gotta gives it all without greed
Oh, baby I want you more than anything else
No more no less
Aug 2023 · 23
DANGEROUS LOVE (1-20-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Ooh, they say you were bad for my health
But baby your love is my wealth
They say I need a diagnosis
Truly needing a psychoanalysis

Yeah, I been imagining things on my mind
But they say love is blind
You are my daily dose of energy
Got to have that synergy

Yet this is both fun and love
Oh, I will always give enough
I need your love
Your dangerous love

Ooh, gotta roll the dice for that
Gotta put ice dripping all over your body
Gotta bet on that
I’ll go crazy on your body

I crave so much for you
I go crazy about it
Your silence is amazing
When we are both moving

You are my vitamins from A to Z
You are my favorite remedy
You are my sanity
You are my expectations and reality

Oh, I am both wild and calm at the moment
Oh, let’s just enjoy this moment
I want to stay in this moment with you forever
As long as we’re both happy together

You are my five course meals
My all you can eat
Buffet style
As long as we never go out of style

It’s not a big deal
Oh, because you knock me off of my feet
Aug 2023 · 24
FICKLE HEART (1-20-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
I hate to break it to you
I hate to see you go
I hate the games I’m playing
And this feeling is fleeting

I always put your love on the line
I often cross the line
One more touch move and now were checkmate
I better tell you, I don’t believe in soulmates

Oh, I never loved you right from the start
And I never want to play with your heart
Nor your feelings
Just because of how unsure I was of my own

I never meant to break your heart
I never want to hurt your feelings
Just because of how undecided I was of my own

I tried countless times
Loving the opponent but not the game
But you say, you love the player and not the game
In the blink of an eye, I keep telling myself all the time

I never want to show any motives anymore
But I’m quite dumb, I felt numb
I already got used to it
But it feels like a habit
Aug 2023 · 21
Xoxo (6-2-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Regrets taste like yesterday
Change is what I am today
I can still sense you even when you’re away from me

I’m two steps behind you
No time to talk to you
Now you’re miles away from me
Meeting you was like yesterday

Reminiscing, imagining
Visualizing, glancing

You and me, against the world
You and me, on top of the world

But you let go of my hand
I don’t understand
Loving you was my best memory
Our love was my favorite story

Everything was a mystery
Now history has repeat itself
And I am all by myself

Now I’m all alone
Dancing with your ghost
Now I’m all alone
Now you’re not here when I needed you most

I cannot love someone else greater than you
I cannot find someone better than you
You are the best for me
Cause when you left me

A part of my heart has been with you
And it has left me broken
Broken, oh

I close my eyes, and heard your voice
Your voice is something compared to the noise
I hear everywhere
You are all that I ever want to love
Aug 2023 · 23
midnight feels (7-10-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Give in to me
Lie down on top of me
I just wanna be yours tonight
Until we get tired

Ride with me, dance with me
Bite me wherever you like
Kiss me whenever you like

Until midnight feels different
Until midnight feels different

I just wanna lie down next to you
I feel so tired, so tired
I just wanna be yours every night
Until you’ll get tired of me, me

The weather’s so fine, the ambiance is so cold
You are all mine, now I’ve been told

Midnight hits different
Until midnight feels different
I just wanna wake up with you in the morning
And see your gaze, my darling

Walking with you barefoot
With your hand in my hand
Your wish is always my command
Cause your love can soothe

In all of me
I feel warm, I feel calm
Just give in to me
Until life hits different

Until my love hits different
Until your way of ******* me hits different
NSFW ***** explicit mode
Aug 2023 · 20
Healed. (5-6-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
I looked back and recalled my past
Told stories to my friends
And starts to cry
My experiences in the past
Has given me so much learnings in life
To forgive and forget the past
To never plant anger deep within your heart

Every time I think of all the things that passed
I smiled.
Since I already moved on, embraced the acceptance
And began to change
Cause baby, I am already healed.
I’m no longer in pain.
Aug 2023 · 23
Weak (5-6-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
This guy I met online
I thought was already the one
He tested my patience when he crossed the line
I lose control and now he’s all alone

When he’s dealing with me
I felt that he’s ignoring me
Since he thinks I was superior to him
He thinks it is making him weak

And he thinks he was inferior than me
That’s why it made him feel weak
I got a lot of things to deal with him
Since it both made us feel weak

He is ******* up all my energy
He is making me feel drained
My mental health’s breaking down again
I felt depressed again

He was so terrible at pretending
He was so miserable at lying
He apologizes countless times
But repeats the same mistakes all the time

He tries to fool me again
Then tried to manipulate and control me
And no sorry could ever bring me back to normal again
Since the trauma, betrayal and trust issues in my head remain
Aug 2023 · 28
Ocean of Love (94-24-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
I have crossed the ocean of time just tryna find you
Yet, here you are, unbothered and unaffected by the things you always hear
“Still single?” “When will you be getting married?”
My apologies for not arriving in your life sooner than you expected
Since I travelled for miles, swam in the vast oceans of experiences before I got here
Not knowing you’d be my destiny
Since now, I already met you, I wish you would not leave me
Please stay, if you wish to leave
Then leave, if you wish to stay
Hence, if your will is never to leave me, I expect you to be together.
Aug 2023 · 37
Angel Pt. II (4-24-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
I’ve always been yours
And I cannot find another this heart will beat for
You walk in and my heart beats different
I can still remember how our first conversation went

First you made my heart beat and then you beat my heart
It won’t stop beating right from the start
But when it breaks and heals again
Due to the pain, it remains

My heart will always beat for you
And my heart will still beat for you

I lost my way all the way to you
And it’s you I found all the way back to me
Maybe we were meant for each other
Maybe the heaven wants us to be together

I lost my way upon going to meet you
But you led the way just to see me

It’s here in my thoughts that you’re perfect
I always thought that you’re worth it
You’re worth the wait
And it’s here in my mind that your mine
And I think about you all the time

There will always be room for your hand in mine
But I see the way we shine
Because I love you for all that you are, for all that you have been and for all that you will be
I love you just the way you are, for all that I have witnessed and seen and for all that you wanted to be.
Aug 2023 · 29
Angel pt. I (4-24-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Boy, you keep me sane all the time
How you made me feel relaxed and calm all the time
Your voice sounds like a symphony in my ears
That I always yearn and long to hear

Your voice is like an angel
It sounds so sweet and beautiful
Rest assured, you are my one and only angel, baby
All rights reserved, you’re mine and I’m yours only

Forever I am yours
For all eternity
Together, we will be as one
This love and moment are ours
Since I know you’re the right one
You are mine faithfully

No one in this world is all I could ever compare
You stand alone, you are rare
There’s a couple billion people in this planet
But you are all I ever wanted

Started giving up on the word “forever”
Always holding back with commitment
But to me, you are Heaven-sent
That’s why I wanted us to be together

We deserve each other
So don’t worry, there’s no other
It’s you, the only one I adore
I never felt this way before

There’s no heart for me like yours
But I was convinced that my heart knew
It belonged to you long before I met you
Yet, I was always yours

Whenever I hear your name, I start smiling
Whenever I remember you, I start thinking
Do you miss me too the way I missed you?
Do I ever cross your mind all the time?

A part of my soul has loved you since the beginning of everything
How you walked into my life like you had always lived there
Oh, I would do everything, love you, give you my time, my attention, my everything
So just stay there, stay there

Like my heart was a home built just for you
You can treat me like a home
Where you can come and go home
Rest your worries and fears to me

I would do anything just to keep you
No need to worry about me
Aug 2023 · 30
Doubts. (03-05-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
You only loved me when it's convenient for you
Need me when I'm always there for you
Call me when I'm always available for you
Because you benefit so much of what I gave to you

Now you take me for granted
I ain't the one you wanted

Aren’t you tired yet?
Now I hate the player
And the game too
But baby, not what you see is what you get

I’m already a man-hater
Been deceived by a player so

Now I am questioning my worth
We go back in forth
Round in circles, round in circles
We go round in circles

I have been living in my misery
Not in my best life so far
Everything seems to be an untold story
I’ve had enough living like a star

Can’t get out, can’t leave you yet
I’ve had enough but you
Still keep lingering on me
I want out

I wanna bury you underneath yet
Yet you can’t blame me for not wanting you
You still like me
I still want out

I healed you yet you broke me
Loved you when no one else loved you
Understood and accepted you at your worst
Crowned and praised you at your best

Trusted you even when I doubted
Made you happy when you feel blue
I never knew the moment you
Feel empty and in doubt

You only want me because I am always there for you
Yet you never saw me
I gave myself the benefit of the doubt
Oh, I don't comprehend what this love is all about

You cannot give me the bare minimum
You only give me lesser than the minimum

Trust issues, betrayal
Like a broken mirror, cannot be fixed
I got my emotions mixed
Oh, I was like a mirror broken by trust issues and betrayal

I trust so much
And gave them all too much
Love until there's none left in me
Trust until there's none left in me

I crave so much for attention
Love was both my habit and addiction
They said "How can you love when you're afraid to fall"
Oh, said she, I gave them my all

Until there's nothing left to take
Until there's no more left to give
You got a habit to break
As long as you live

But karma doesn’t need maps
It does not base on the address
Time will come this mess
Will be a trap

Karma knows no date
Cause it attacks on its own, mate
So, say your last words
Before he disregards your worth
Aug 2023 · 64
Better (04-02-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Baby, you deserve a love that stays
Deserve a girl that stays
Not that kind of love that comes back
That makes you distract

You deserve a love that remains
A love that gives inner peace but not hurt and pain
You deserve a love that never leaves
And a heart and mind that never deceives

Baby you deserve better
I don’t want to see you with someone better
That’s why I wanna be better
Better, better, better for you
Oh, better, better, better for you

Baby, come here
I will kiss it better
I just want to be with you forever
I want us to be together

I just wanna be better
Better, better, better for you
Oh, Promise I’ll be better
Better, better, better for you

You deserve to be loved
You are more than enough
You deserve a love that lasts a lifetime
Babe, you are the best thing that has ever been mine

No wonder why everyone leaves you
I don’t know what’s their problem
But let me stay here with you
Until we will make it an official

This love is not artificial
This love is like an emblem
I just wanna treasure you forever
I will give up everything so we could be together

Cause baby, you deserve a love that stays
You deserve a love that never goes away
No ghosting, no clout chasing

Just love, pure love
No pressure, not a leisure
No need to rush, if this feeling is just a crush
You deserve a love that remains

A love that stays and never goes away
A love that never demands pain
A love that is not forced usually

It is not a fleeting feeling
This feeling made me feel like I’m on the ceiling
This love made me feel crazy
I’m going crazy, I want to be your lady
Aug 2023 · 25
Questions (01-02-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Why do I keep running away from the truth?
That all I need is you
Why do I keep myself being blinded by the truth?
That all I see is you

Why do I keep myself being numb from the truth?
That all I have loved is you
Why do I keep hesitating to know the truth?
That all I want is you

Why do I keep denying the truth?
That all I am missing was you
And why do I keep hiding the truth
That all I want to be with is you
Aug 2023 · 19
Truth (01-02-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
What we had was a rush
We started off as strangers
Then next up is being each other’s crush
And thrilled to see us being together

Too many times I let myself fall on the ground
But then, protected myself
From the people that surrounds me
I let myself down
And people started judging me

But you held my hand
My worth was nothing grand
Yet I never let you fixed me
Healed me

But you did fix and heal me
You repaired my broken heart
And caught me when I fell apart
And wanted to protect me
Aug 2023 · 20
Promise (01-04-22)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Didn’t know when to start telling you
The truth about what I feel
About this enchanting feeling I felt for you
Didn’t know where I began to feel

That it has always been you
That the entire universe conspired to help me find you
Heaven is in your eyes
I was left mesmerized by looking into your eyes

Please love me more on my bad days
Please stay with me before, during and after
My bad or better days
You and me together

I promise you will always have me right by your side
And I promise to never leave you behind
That feeling I cannot explain
And loving you in ways I cannot explain

If I know what love is
It is because of you
If I know what love is
It has always been you

I fell for you and I still am falling
And this love is worth remembering
Oh, the moon in me finds a sky in you
And, the star in me finds a dark in you

It has always been a pleasure to be drunk in your love
All I want is your time and love
I crave a love that drowns oceans
Got me feeling mixed emotions

Both of us are enough in every way
I love you in all ways
You are enough
A thousand times enough

For you are enough for me
Enough to be loved by me
Your eyes hold everything my soul thirst for
Your hands touch every part of my soul I long for

Your lips parted every part of my soul I want to miss to
Your love made me feel the love I want to

I promise to have and to hold you
To cherish and to love you
From this day on and for more years to come
Until lifetime comes

I love you.
Aug 2023 · 26
Repeat.
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Shattered dreams, wasted life
Life is such a messy but beautiful rhyme scheme
Tucked in with a bullet or knife

Cracked door, wounded fists
Black and white tilted tiles on the floor
Our existence is a gift

Stop the urge to commit felo-de-se in a feverish haste
Life is too precious for you to waste
Hoping if there is a switch to turn off or on
Depressed mode, traumatized all alone

I’ve been in therapy for too long now
Talking to myself somehow
I find glee and sorrows in medications and IV
Been astonishingly reminiscing of enchanting poison ivy

In my deep sleep, I lie in my deathbed
Don’t ever weep
I will forever be in your head

Praying for my soul to depart
I’m not in my right mentality
Been experiencing aching heart, irrational personality

I’ve got swollen eyes
Due to your intoxicating lies
My whole life seems to crash
I’ve had a painful and traumatic past

Later then I realized, arson comforts me
The smell of the black smoke soothes me
Counting sheep no longer persuades my sleep
I cry myself to sleep

My soul agonizes and burns
In the scorching heat of Hell
I hope they wish me well
It is indeed a twisted fate of takes and turns

I once remember when I was still alive and breathing
You were glad of my existence, of my undying presence
Those memories we spent together, thinking

Remember when I took you the river
It made you shiver
But you gently flowed me down the stream
I was glowing, shining bright like the moonbeam

I treated you like a king
But you only treated me like a fool
And you only used me as a tool
For you to get everything

I’m so immune already with your unkind lies
Hence, I don’t know how many more turns do I have to twist
But why am I facing this bitter strife?
I wish It would no longer last

I hope this does not last forever
Yet it melts me right through my core
Oh, is it required for me to feel this every day
It still feels like a daydream

I’m still facing this unpredictable pain
No need for me to repeat it
I know I’ll never get over with it

You line me up like domino tiles
If I’m fragile as ****, I’ll know I’m fragile
Then stacks me up like a deck of cards

As I slowly sink from the depths of my despair
And realize that it’s not fair, it ain’t fair

As soon as you let me fall in one place as planned
Like a domino effect
I haven’t realized about its cause and effect
You didn’t even care enough

But for you, there is so many things
That I cannot condone or disregard

Hope you remember the note I wrote in capital letters
“I’LL COME BACK FOR YOU” haunting you alive
While karma seems to knock on your door
Masterpieces and evidence were all laid on the floor
Aug 2023 · 21
I am. (7-14-21)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
I don’t deserve to be in so much pain
I deserve so much more
I deserve better
Guess all of the fragments remain

I am not like this before
I deserved better
Now that I finally am feeling better
No need to be this bitter

Thou shall not fool thee
If your intention was only to love me
Thou shall not hurt thee
If your intention was to keep me

I ran away for miles
I felt okay for a while
You made me feel temporary affection
But made me feel lifetime desolation

I am who I am
And your love was so much more
A burden in my soul
A sucker of my energy

I am what I am
And your lies were so much more
To reach your goal
Got to maintain this energy.
Aug 2023 · 38
Give up. (7-621)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
I already gave up
I know it's not easy giving up
I am now letting you go
Now I am losing you

Feel free to go
Please never come back
I am already losing track
Maybe we will see each other again

Maybe we will meet once again
Don't ever come with me and look back
Aug 2023 · 63
INSOMNIA (7-6-21)
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Hindi makatulog sa wastong oras
Hindi rin makakain sa saktong oras
Laging walang gana
Tanging ikaw na lamang ang natitrang pag-asa

Upang manumbalik sa dating sigla
Ang babaeng minahal ka ng sobra
Ngunit pinili **** iwanan siya
Sinaktan at pinaluha mo siya

Ang babaeng tulad niya ay walang ibang ginawa
Kundi intindihin at pakinggan ka
Ngayon hindi mo magawa iyong hinihiling niya
Sapat na sa kanya na makita kang masaya

Ngunit siya kaya niyang gawin lahat
Kaya niyang tiisin yung sakit
Minahal ka niya ng tapat
Ngunit ang iyong isinukli ay walang iba kundi sakit

Ngayon, iiyak siya ng biglaan
At ikaw ang tanging dahilan
Gigising siya ng alas tres ng umaga
Upang tanungin sa sarili niya

Bakit mo ba siya iniwan?
Dahil hindi niya ito dapat ngayon nararamdaman
Kahit masakit tinuturuan ko ang sarili ko
Na kalimutan kita kahit hindi ko kaya

Darating rin ang tamang tao
Na sa akin ay nakatadhana
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