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Chelsie Dec 2020
i think.
i think about things to make me feel sick.
because its better than feeling nothing,
and acting like a useless matchstick.
Chelsie Dec 2020
my life isn't as bad as the others,
I just wish that I didn't waste a kind of life they wished to discover,
but i just can help but feel,
that I'm a waste of life, unsatisfied with everything they offer.
Chelsie Dec 2020
wish i was them.
a decent family, maybe i would be better then.
i blame my parents for everything.
why was i born, why was i crying about everything.
Chelsie Dec 2020
cried at thirteen,
but what am i still doing here?
i said i would go,
but someone said "don't you leave us here".
Chelsie Dec 2020
I hate that I grew.
I hate that I wasn't someone that I once knew.
that wasted childhood that went askew,
wish I could try a re-do.
Chelsie Dec 2020
Cold, dark, painful, numb,
tell me why it hurts to be abandoned for being dumb.
Chelsie Dec 2020
I am nothing.
A nothing that is considered a something.
Because being called nothing is considered something,
Something that has no value but indeed is valued for being nothing.
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