I wonder what my final words will be
Do I say something clever or funny
Do I create a fuss or leave peacefully
Should my words inspire
or speak a cautionary tale
Be fearless or fear being nothing

Who will hear these words
Someone dear or a strange
A friend or a foe
Do I want my words
to affect them
Will they even matter in the end

I have not the slightest clue
but what I fear most
is that I may never get to
utter my final words

How we’d dance in our little room
to the tunes of Sinatra and Buble
Your feet on top of mine
As we swayed side to side

I loved our special dance
We knew not of this art
but we danced with freedom
and moved by chance


Andrus

Maybe one day
We’d run into each other
Outside a cafe like this
In the heart of Paris

Two strangers who have
been in love for years

Andrus

We belong together
and that’s the only truth
I want to believe

Where life takes us I don’t know
But the love I feel for you
will always be a part of me

You glow in the dark
That’s how bright you shine my love
Ever radiant
Filling me with warmth
My source of strength
My inner compass

I know how important now is
but so often I get caught up
in trying to be perfect I fail
to enjoy the little moments

The little moments that at the end
of the day become memories
The moments that help you
keep your sanity
The moments I fear I’ll realize one day  
I don’t have enough of

Andrus

Sometimes I feel empty
Sometimes I feel lost
Sometimes I feel alone
    
Sometimes I wonder why
I am not a certain way
Sometimes I wonder why
I need to please everyone
Sometimes things just
don’t make sense
    
Sometimes all I can do
is breathe
Breathe away the insecurities
Breathe away the frustration
the helplessness and
find myself again

Sometimes I sit and gaze
upon a starry night
Let the lights illuminate
my soul as I sit back
and watch everything
fall into place

Let me be the calm to your chaos
Let me be the rock that holds you up
Let me be your stronghold when you’re being pulled apart
Let me be your shoulder to cry on and
let my sleeve be your tissue

Let me love you in the lowest of times
Let me hold you on the coldest of nights  
Let me love you till the end of time

I can tell
I can see it in you
You’re not a caged bird
But a free soul that can take any form
You run your own world

                Andrus

We’re all on this journey
to make our lives memorable
To be remembered by the
world as an achiever
To be known as
a difference maker
To be thought of as
a loving friend and humble peer
To be loved by the memory
of someone dear

But if the world were to end tomorrow
I’d just like to be remembered  


                    Andrus

The greatest of things
happen when you least
expect them to
But when they do
Don’t fight it

Ride those waves
And let them take you
to where you are
supposed to go


                    Andrus

Long endless walks
Along foreign streets
With an endless night ahead

Our heads full of adventure
And bodies brimming with wine
Andrus

There is nothing more special
or beautiful as a memory
Memories piece us together
Without them we’d just be souls
untethered

Andrus

Fall in love
And dare to have your heart broken
Time and time again

Cause who are we if not lovers
And lovers fear no hurt

In this world that’s already hurting
Love might just be the answer


Andrus