You left me untold
And I was set aside
Like when the course ended
In every meal that I had.

He has to go
though I don't want him to
he gonna let go
though I'm holding him tight.

I never beg
though my actions says it all
I don't want to cry
and now I'm trying not to.

But as I watch you walk away
far from were I'm standing
tears were falling
but then I'm the happiest

For I know that you'll come back
in my arms,
one day,
after few months.

What if I run into the water,
to see the other island
What if I can make a way at the sea
to avoid getting drown
What if I can float in the seashore
maybe I can avoid the sand being magnetized
What if I am with you
maybe I will be happy staring at the sunset
But what if the waves are my friends
maybe every time that they will come
they will slap me,
to wake me up on the dream that I keep on dreaming.

I always hide things
only few knows about it
I'm afraid of judgment
I feel terrible inside

But when someone told me this
my heart flutters
I was too excited to write
and having doubt to tell stories

Poems are full of unspoken words
from our soul down to our sole
everything we had from within
that we wanted to shout out

Maybe it hurts
but it will free us from burden
all of the uncertain things happened
this could make you feel better.

And that's why I write poems.

You'll never know when somebody would loved you, on a setting sun  on a rush hours never knowing who and you cannot believe that it's already in front of you, cannot believe who is moving closer to you until the rush hours no longer needs it's presence to stop because it is near you,

        And it does offers you flowers and chocolates and the party goers break their path as they play around into the space, and you know the heart is incomplete but it can stand for itself, and who are you to ask for it, who are you to resist on biding.

How does it feel to be loved
Or to fall in love
Through this uncertain things happening
Maybe there would be a chance for it.

Eventhough you were as bitter as the bitter fruit
You'll feel empty at times
And long for sweetness but all you can do now
Is just engage yourself into the grounds of happiness

You ask a million questions from above
But only one answer is said to do so
By the time comes
You will not figure out the said response.

Time really flies without wings
Action hurts a lot without pierce
Teardrops means a lot in darkness and in silence
But still wishing to had the chance to feel that way again.

Why? She asked
there is no such thing as perfect relationship,
no matter how long you date
time will come to its end.

The eagerness of wanting to see each other
will fade away,
The seizure of every moment together
will be far away.

The communication for an hour
will turn into seconds,
The sweet messages
will become arguments.

But no matter how it goes,
breathe, settle and seize every moment that comes
because you'll never know
when will be the time that everything will be forgotten.

I was watching you walking from afar
waiting till you glance my way,
I love it when you look at me
with your sweetest smile.

I never wanted to end this moment,
I found myself in you,
I was deeply overwhelmed
then suddenly tears were falling.

I held your hand and kiss it,
I stared every time you laugh,
I memorize all of your jokes
and this made me cry.

In a short period of time
I got this chance
to see you holding my hand
and this made me weak.

When I saw you there lying
my knees don't wanna move
you're so cold and I'm trembling
and now, I'm crying.