Love is a weapon I dare to use.....love is a weapon and it gave me the blues
Love is a weapon that we all must choose .........love is weapon that we hate to lose

I think of you day and night
Being with you was the only thing in my life that was right
The big things didn't matter it was the little things that you did
I always had the biggest crush on you even when I was a kid
What you meant to me goes far beyond my lips
My love for you makes my heart do back flips
I know I will be back with you before I leave this place
Its my feelings for you this is what makes this case
Before  this dream is over I will be on my knees.....i will be asking for your hand and begging you please
From the time I looked into your beautiful eyes. ..i knew you were the one and you were sent from the skies
Now I want you to look to the sky up to the moon beyond the stars ....and you will see the love for you in my heart right before your eyes.

Marriott...this is local 26 we are calling you out.......after this it should leave no doubt
I really hope you read all this stuff and know it is no joke...........we are serious about all this and we are even going broke
We work our fingers to the bone for you.....I don't want to hear that all negotiations are through
We will stand together ....and we hope this don't go on forever
We are doing this because we know it is right......no matter what we will never give up this fight
As we walk these picket lines......and we carry all these signs
We yell and scream .......while we follow our dream
We look for a better way to live.....so open your pockets and get ready to give
We don't ask for much from you......so do what is right and show us your hearts are true.

You were my life you are my life
You should have been my wife
Why did I let you go
My life is **** and I just don't know
What I did was it really that bad
Just think of the times that we had
My love for you is way off the chart
Baby just believe you will live in my heart
I just can't believe I must move on without you by my side
You think I was there just for a joyride
At first I didn't know but your love grabbed a hold of me
But it has such a hold I just can't break free
One last thing that I will say
If you change your mind and decide we can go just one last time
I will make sure forever you will be mine.

Today my head is full of beautiful memories.......but my heart it aches because of the woman for which they were made.........all the health and all the wealth just for her hand I would trade
For money can not buy the love that we shared........it was straight from a fairytale I was told by the ones who cared
So it was written that it would last forever.......our souls still connected but we are not together
There are so many nights that I will never forget......not even a moment together for I have no regret
For in my dreams these nights will last......I know a terrible curse on me was cast
Every minute with her will stay with me...........
And even though I had to let her go.....inside of me her presence still glows
So from now until my last breath........the memories of her and us will live until my death
There is not but one day that does go by......that I do not think of her and us under the moonlit sky
So as the first night approaches as we all sit and wait........I look up at the moon in the sky .....and I hope and I pray that we will be reunited before I reach heavens gate.
Night after night the tears they still fall.........for I am not the strong one after all
So to my princess and her family....may the holidays be cheerful and Merry

I think of all the memories we have made and the miricle of our love.....and I will always remember .............it was sent from above

HaPpY hOlIdAyS

All this time                                      it was in a song but I
Was too blind to see
Long ago when my  mind was clear                                                     I held on so tight cause I was in fear
And losing her I  would just disappear
But  I suddenly  slipped
So I must get grip
It is not the end
So let's not pretend
I am right here
So let's make it clear
My love is for real
So you don't have to steal
For now let's go slow
Just so you know
Your love i do miss
And it will be sealed with a kiss

Here it is May 21st the day I was born
Its a sad sad day when you spend it all alone
I sit and I wait for her call as I stare at the phone
It never rings the one only Sound is that of what all my tears brings
I know I am strong enough to just walk away
But for the love that I have for her Its not ok
Listen to me close as I say these words
On this day for the rest of my life I will be by her side until I fly with the birds
There is much work that must be done
Before we can be together forever under the sun.

When the clouds cover the sky and the rain begins to fall......the tears stream like the rain and I remember it all
Its been awhile since I have seen her beautiful smile......even now just for that smile I would walk a country mile
Although the pain is still imbeded in my bones when it starts to rain the memories come rushing back......she was my first love....and only love to see her smile I would surely have a heart attack
She has a hold on me and has left an everlasting mark on me......especially when it rains that Mark I can see
My head is empty on what to do next on this path......one thing is for sure I will not hit an all-time low and taste the devils wrath
So I  will take all these memories and my dreams.....and walk the straight and narrow......and try to erase all of my sorrow

In her eyes is a beautiful sunrise.....in her heart the angels spirit flies
For her beauty not only is it on the outside .......but does flourish from deep within.....it took my blindness much to long to see.....for in my heart she is the only one who holds the key.

The light that was within my eyes in no longer lit........so how much time without my love must I sit
From dusk till dawn I lay in wait......for it is in gods hands to reveal my fate.

my love for my mother shall never fade....this was the best desction that i have ever made
she made me who i am today .....and she always told me if i do believe it would all be ok
on this day and forever more .....my love for you shall live now and foreveer thats for sure

That sparkle in her eyes it  glistines off the light of the full moon
Her smile with lips as soft as the summer breeze
I must have her in my arms before the winter freeze
Her skin smooth as silk
Her hair it flows in the wind
Her body it glides with my every movement
If not for these good thoughts lately it would be pure torment
Hand in hand we would walk
Smile at each other as we talk
Oblivious of the world around us
As the sun sets again I keep what I am feeling deep inside
Pumped up ready to take another ride
This time I know the train will stay on the tracks
Cause the words from my lips will speak all truthful facts
I long to see that sparkle in her eyes that glistens off the bright moonlight

Night after night day after day I sit and I pray.........for in my lifetime she will come back to me one day
I know I have done some wrong......but now I sit and I wait and still I hear that same old song
The days are filled with everything but nothing at all.......the nights are silent all I hear is the wolf's call
A howl by the full moonlit skies.......I wonder if she will ever hear my silent cries
In the days away from my only true love.........the feelings I have for her should have long been gone ......but the love for her grows even higher than the heavens above
I will do what I must .......for it is in this miricle of love bond that I trust
I will not give up hope or shall I ever forget.......for being in love with her I will never regret
I say that it was written long ago ......together forever our love shall grow
For if in fact our love was meant to be......I hope and I pray I must not wait an eternity just to see
In my eyes she will always be ......the only woman I will ever love and the only one there could ever be.

I am like a bomb and I am ready to blow
My body I feel nothing
My mind is just a blank
I am not sure but soon it's gonna go
With my eyes I just a stare
My body shakes with fear
With these feelings I have and being all alone
As I walk around looking for my phone
When all along its in my hand
If I could only see why am I blind
How come I am running and I am going nowhere
I feel just like a man in a box
I feel so lost but I ask at what cost
Round and round I call out but no one hears now I shout and no one cares......where am I does anyone know...

Baby you are my miricle
When I first laid my eyes upon you
I fell in love on the spot it is true
That song was made for us I do believe
Your love is something I was happy to retrieve
The way you held me I was under your spell
From that sparkle in your eyes I could tell
The way you move front to back side to side
I knew I was in for one hell of a ride
My love is strong for you
There never will be another I think that is true
Right now my life is full of sadness
And in no time it turned to madness
In the song it says my mona Lisa makes me smile
Baby that was you all the while
You are my miracle and you always will be
I love you so much I wish you could see
Nothing in this world matters to me
Not riches ..not beautiful woman there is nothing but you that matters to me
I think Of you twenty four seven
I will not wait to see you again when we go to heaven
That warmness in your soul and that beautiful smile
My heart and soul belong to you
I must make you see how much I really do
The promises I made and the dreams we had
It all will be reality so please don't be sad

i know one more time you will be mine......its just going to take a little more effort and some of my time  
see my love for you time has no baring.......just a little trust and alot of sharing
people do not bother me with what they say........because for your love i will get it back with what i can do and any way
i must step up my game for i am falling way behind
and if i put in some effort ......and will look to the moon and stars and make my wish come true.....i know for all eternity the skies will be blue

As I look deep into my soul
There are things I just can't control
My destiny has been written
By cupids arrow I have been bitten
              My life is in my own hand
           It is for her love that I stand
My life has been full of ups and downs
Smiles and frowns
But as I stand here before you
I will just smile and look ahead this much is true
At the end it will be you and me
And all the haters don't want to see
We will be happy as can be
It will be written for all to see

the branches have all fallen from my tree......but if you take a close look you will see
together a bond we have built......you must not remember and fotget all of the guilt
forever we will be one...........what we have between us can not be undone

The more I thought I could care less if she lived or died......I knew in my mind I told one last and worst lie
This woman that I spoke of is the girl of my dream...and if you listen closely late at night you could here her name I still scream
The night she left my whole world disappeared.......and to tell the truth it was the worst I have ever feared
At night I sit outside..... and pray to the moon and stars that her and I could take together just one more ride.

Tricia, each day that goes by more and more I miss you
Not one goes by without thinking of your beauty this is true
Baby you are the only one for me
My heart it burns for your love
It means you were truly sent from above
I hope and I pray that you and I feel the same way
I know you try to block the way you feel
Your love is mine I don't have to steal.
The feelings I have are just for you
Deep inside you know it's true.
We belong together till the end of time.
Your love and beauty will for.ever be mine.

I tell you now I miss your touch
Miss your Beauty oh so much
Your eyes and smile I will always see
At night when I close my eyes
And the vision so clear like the big morning skies.

Tricia my love I need you now and forever in arms
I don't need gifts or material things
I need only the feeling that your love brings.

I miss you so much it's plain to see
That our love was meant to be.

the love i hold for you,,,,,,you dont even have a clue
it sends shivers down my spine........and i know always you will be mine

Woke up this morning ...with this thought in my head..and an aching in my heart.....a single teardrop in my eye and once again these feelings begin to start
I think to myself it has been awhile .....but it feels like yesterday....and I just smile
I can still smell that scent in the air....and I am thinking so straight it's all crystal clear
I have talked with the Angels with a strong voice.....they have told me I must make and stand by my choice
So now the path I walk is straight......and I shall walk it with my pride and my head held high.....and together we will be until we reach heavens gate.

I spend the holidays with tears in my eyes.....this year it is under blood red skies
You know I walk this path all alone.......I don't know how I can deal with all this pain on my own
This constant feeling is like a knife piercing my heart......and it all has my life falling apart
On the outside I look like I am doing just fine.....but on the inside it's like the pain is breaking my spine
The light at the end of the tunnel it must be out there somewhere
I was not meant to walk this earth alone......there is no woman that shall stand  beside me....except her....this is all that i prefer
the life i live is my own ........for without her hand i shall stand alone.