The road has been long and winding.....and my feelings through it all have been spellbinding
Been through so much that I just don't know how much more I can take........And believe me none of this stuff is fake...I could never make it up
My life and my love ....but there is only one
The love I have for this woman there is no equal.....and believe me if I have any say in it there will be a sequel
I love her and I will hide my feelings no longer.....and everyday I get stronger
And by her side I will do anything to be the man she wants me to be.....but you know why...because this woman means more to me than anything on earth and my feelings I  will not be shy.
If and when I am back by her side I will do everything for her and us to keep us together and help me and us forever.
For us we were meant to be...and I want her and the world to know the words I speak now will be the key.
The reason I am still here .....is to show her that I truly care
When I leave this earth I will be by her side....and prove to her that we were always soul mates inside.

if it is my shoes you must walk.........you must stand up and talk the talk
my love for you it shall never die.......it shall stand alone amongst the bright blue sky

Tonight there is but one star in the sky
I can't even see the moon and I know the reason why
There is a feeling within my heart
That the time is coming and with it..... a brand new start
As I stare into the sky
That is the place where the eagles fly
The lonely star that only I can see
Is falling down how could this be
I sit on the wall and patiently wait
I watch how far the star will fall
And I smile at the beauty of it all
Then I think this falling star
all of a sudden came from afar
This lonely star It came to a stop
So this I knew all along
this little star that was so free
Low and behold....It was always you coming for me

It is amazing I look at another woman
And all I see is you I don't think I can
The song I just heard it was like a slap in the face
I think my head is in outer space
I don't know how you feel
If I were a thief it would be your heart back I would steal
The world was huge before you
Right now it is tiny because without you my heart is blue
I do not know how I got through before you
Maybe it was me but could it have been her I just don't know
I wish I could understand all this should I give up now and just go
I will not because that is not who I am
I will never give up
I slipped and fell in love with the strongest most beautiful woman that I had ever laid my eyes upon
I'd  just leave then both our souls will be gone
As I stand right here in front of You I will never give up I love her that much
I would walk a million miles just to be with her
I would swim a thousand seas just to hold her
And I would climb the highest mountain just to kiss her
I know it s hard to believe but I would do this just for her love but I guess she doesn't understand
Now I will cry a river of tears
And I have not loved anyone in all my years
So I will sit and wait until I get to heavens gate just to be with her one more time
I am sorry for all I've done Maybe I should turn and run
But never again will I run from anything or anyone
Even if you and I are done
My love for you will forever live
And I will Give anything I can give

I always dreamed about her by my side
.......but was I good enough
I dreamed about all the fun we could have if we went for a ride
....again was I  confident enough to ask
From day one she has always been on my mind
She was the girl I have always wanted
Was I.....was I good enough for her
+I watched her from afar
But the thing was I didn't have a car
......was I good enough
I always loved her but it just wasn't in the cards
......was I good enough
In my heart I  knew that she was the only one
Together we would have so much fun
......was I good enough
I thought she would never notice me
......was I good enough
The time wasn't right we would have to wait and see
......was I good enough
Time has passed things change
I always thought she was out of my range
......but was I good enough
Now I have her and I am holding tight
I can't let go it feels so right
.....am I good enough
It remains to be seen
Now I hope that she will see
I loved her all along and we were meant to be

Our love.  

You took my love and squeezed the life right out with your hands
As we walked along the bright white Sands
I told a lie this I do not deny
But you left me standing without even a sigh
Been crying for months with no end in sight
I can't say a word my lips I will bite
As the wind blows the winter in
No more princess where do I begin
Life is short love is strong
All my love is one of my favorite songs
My love for you will never die
Until I meet those angels in the sky
Forever my baby I leave you with these words
Your voice so sweet like that of birds
Until we meet on the other side
Remember our love was a glorious ride ,
It's not over till we say
Hopefully we will regain that love again someday.

I wish she could tell me ...I wish she could show me
And I just wish that she knew how much I really care
You said you would always..I said it too
You promised you would always be true
What did I do ...why did I throw a wrench in our dreams...it all is real my love for you the words I said....yes I must confess I was wrong for what I did..but I am still here and I love you more than ever
I know that we belong together
You are my one....my only one
Your love is something I would never run from
There must be a way ...there must be a chance...say it..say tbere is please
All the dreams..all the promises we made to each other they can be fulfilled...we can do it together forever

She is a part of me.....all around I can feel her with me...I don't really know if she is thinking of me ...but I can feel she is and it must be
I can feel her presence ...it is also inside of me...for a long time I waited for this to happen now....and i know she must feel it too....I do believe we are connected in some way.
People ask me why do I write about her and talk about her so much ....why because I love her and miss her and she is a big part of me and who I am......there is not one day that goes by that I don't think about her...and the love that we shared........this bond that we have cannot be compared
Before I went with her these feelings and this bond I have never felt.....now it is just like snow ...but this snow will never melt
This I know ...I know in my heart that she is my destiny......the universe has showed me this ......and I knew from the very first kiss
I see the signs day by day.....deep within my soul...no matter what anyone says we will return to each other and everything will be ok.

The sun does not shine anymore
The birds have forgotten how to sing for sure
The wind blows out of control
It hurts down through my soul
Its cold and dark all the time now
As I wipe the tears from my brow
In the distance I see some light
It may take forever to get there as I continue this fight
I knew the road it would be long
So I must stand up tall and stay strong
And to believe that together we belong
So in this place where I stand
There is no joy but on my feet I will land
There are many things I just don't understand
Time is my enemy I know this
But it's her lips I long to kiss
I have tried just to forget
But this is what people just don't get
My love for her is just too strong
This fight I will never give up
But to do this I could never be wrong
Right now there is no life in my body
Until I get her back there is no me
She is my light doesn't anybody see
And until she returns there will be no light
And within my body there shall be no life

The tears have been flowing for weeks
My love for her soars higher than the mountains peaks
I must let her be free
So then maybe she will realize that she does belong with me
There is no two that belong together more
Her and I we are birds of a feather
We were meant to be and forever
We both enjoy the same things in life
To live and enjoy with no strife
Our eyes must open before too long
Or everything we wish will be gone
I say my love show me the way
And I in turn I  will seize the day
Our love shall be reunited
With joy and laughter and all my wrongs will be righted

I think of her 24/7 ......I know I  will even think of her if I am in heaven
This woman she means to me so much....I really miss her gentle touch
The way I feel it is the first time....haaa it makes me so giddy I must rhyme
To make things in our lives a lot easier
It is my plan......to make her believe this any way I can
The love that is deep in my heart......to prove this with actions I must start
I know that we belong together......it was meant to be this I know
I must do this with my lips sealed
My actions will speak my words from this day......I will give her my love and share my life with the most beautiful woman sent from the lord above
And show this woman she is the only one I will ever love.....over and over she has proved to me......heaven sent her love ....and it was meant to be

The light that was within my eyes in no longer lit........so how much time without my love must I sit
From dusk till dawn I lay in wait......for it is in gods hands to reveal my fate.

Its crazy how I feel.......for my heart she did steal
To get her back I will........my love for her is worth more than any pill

Nothing or no one means more to me.....I have finally cleared my head and this I can definitely see....
I have played around for too much time......to enjoy her love again I don't care of the mountains I mist climb
I know right now she that the love has lost the feeling.....ill tell you this with my last breath if I must.....but the love I hold in my heart for her would burst through the ceiling
If it takes me till my dying day just to hold her in my arms again..........for my body and my heart it bleeds.....so that's a few words to tell you how I have been
So late at night I will sit at the edge of winter island...and pray to the stars and stare at the moon....then I will reach out my hand and she will hold it tight.....we will look in each others eyes....and we will whisper in each others ear and make a promise that in time our lives will be all right

For it does not matter how long it takes....because over and over my heart it breaks.....and with one kiss it will break the spell..........and no longer will you hear the story of that night that our hearts fell.

Today my head is full of beautiful memories.......but my heart it aches because of the woman for which they were made.........all the health and all the wealth just for her hand I would trade
For money can not buy the love that we shared........it was straight from a fairytale I was told by the ones who cared
So it was written that it would last forever.......our souls still connected but we are not together
There are so many nights that I will never forget......not even a moment together for I have no regret
For in my dreams these nights will last......I know a terrible curse on me was cast
Every minute with her will stay with me...........
And even though I had to let her go.....inside of me her presence still glows
So from now until my last breath........the memories of her and us will live until my death
There is not but one day that does go by......that I do not think of her and us under the moonlit sky
So as the first night approaches as we all sit and wait........I look up at the moon in the sky .....and I hope and I pray that we will be reunited before I reach heavens gate.
Night after night the tears they still fall.........for I am not the strong one after all
So to my princess and her family....may the holidays be cheerful and Merry

I think of all the memories we have made and the miricle of our love.....and I will always remember .............it was sent from above

HaPpY hOlIdAyS

Does she know how much I love her
Does she she know how much I will do for her
I would move mountains for this woman
I would do all I can
I just want to know I really love her she thinks it was all fake
This is much more than I can take
Maybe I made some dumb mistakes
But I love her more than my own life for goodness sakes
I have paid for my errors
So much so i lost my best friend...my lover and my soulmate
I need her back before I reach heavens gate
Neither one of us deserve this fate
I love you and once our eyes meet again
We will have no more pain
I have dug down deep into my soul
I need you back before I lose control
Our lips will touch and when they do
We will find that spark that we once knew.

I miss those nights cuddling up to our favorite shows......eating peanut butter M&M's and you picking things up with your toes
I miss those Sunday drives to Home Depot and BreaKfast at IHOP and getting dinner at Stop & Shop
Laughing and joking with you while we listen to our favorite songs.......i miss putting my arms around you while we sleep just so I can feel you breathe.....I miss the love we had for each other and the smile on your face and sparkle in your eyes.......waking up each morning for work watching you sleep was more precious then the clear blue skies
At night when I close my eyes only for a minute and again I am holding you tight .......and in my dreams we will be together again .....I fear not to open my eyes .....because in my heart I know where our destiny lies.....but on this night my eyes I will keep them shut ...for in my dreams there is no end .....so tonight my princess when you close your eyes remember forever and a day ....my love to you I send.
And baby even though we have been apart I can still find your smell on my clothes and on my skin......and the love I have for you the fire it still burns within
You will always be in my heart and my soul..and be a part of me.......and to my heart you will always hold the key.

For the words that come from my lips are true..........the love in my heart is only and always for you
The days and nights are not the same without you beside me.......I hope that someday soon we will both open our eyes and see......that you and I were meant to be
We will put all our differences aside......then into the sunset we will ride..

As I look deep into my soul
There are things I just can't control
My destiny has been written
By cupids arrow I have been bitten
              My life is in my own hand
           It is for her love that I stand
My life has been full of ups and downs
Smiles and frowns
But as I stand here before you
I will just smile and look ahead this much is true
At the end it will be you and me
And all the haters don't want to see
We will be happy as can be
It will be written for all to see

Baby you are my miricle
When I first laid my eyes upon you
I fell in love on the spot it is true
That song was made for us I do believe
Your love is something I was happy to retrieve
The way you held me I was under your spell
From that sparkle in your eyes I could tell
The way you move front to back side to side
I knew I was in for one hell of a ride
My love is strong for you
There never will be another I think that is true
Right now my life is full of sadness
And in no time it turned to madness
In the song it says my mona Lisa makes me smile
Baby that was you all the while
You are my miracle and you always will be
I love you so much I wish you could see
Nothing in this world matters to me
Not riches ..not beautiful woman there is nothing but you that matters to me
I think Of you twenty four seven
I will not wait to see you again when we go to heaven
That warmness in your soul and that beautiful smile
My heart and soul belong to you
I must make you see how much I really do
The promises I made and the dreams we had
It all will be reality so please don't be sad

I wait in the night
As I walk to the light
Just to see her face
Is this the place
Her skin so soft
Hair like silk
I am going to show her what I mean
To prove my love like she has never seen
I don't care what or how long it takes
I will show how much my heart aches
Whoever she listens to along the way
I am getting her back so get out of my way
So please listen to my words
Cause I will say it all but once
My love for her Is starting to grow
I am more dangerous then you all know
So you better listen to what I say
My love for her is out of this world i mean business so get out of my way
So baby I know your mind is unsteady so you can call me when ever your ready
I love you so much and I miss your touch
To all the people who want to say what they say
Just know this and stay out of the way.

To Forget You I Never Would.....To Never Love You This I Never Could

Oh my sweet princess with the voice of an Angel please hear my words
My love for you is and was always true
Shall I forever live without you and  in pain
Sweet princess you will hear my cries
For this feeling that I have for you never dies

All my emotions have taken control of me
I am on the verge of losing you forever and I am too blind to see
I know no beauty quite like yours
And with that you can open many doors
I am so deeply in love with you that I can't let go
I know deep down that you feel it too
So please open up and give me a clue
I will not let go of my love for you
The emotions of all this
And baby that could change with just one kiss
When I look at your picture they run sky high
Then I think Of what we are going through and they hit an all time low
Time is drifting away from me
The only woman I have ever loved how can this be
I shake and I shiver when I speak your name
I will tell you right now it is not a game
My love for you will not go away
I am prepared to do anything to make you stay
Baby I know you think of me as much as I think Of you
At least in my mind I hope you do
Tonight when I close my eyes to sleep
I will dream of you and try not to weep
All of these emotions and thinking of you
Our two hearts they did beat as one a little stupidity and we are done

There is but one woman that I love
Our romance glides with the stars above
Even though we are miles apart at this time
We will be joined together soon and she will be all mine
When you look up to see the moon is full and but two stars in the sky
Turn to me and smile because what it is ....its you and I
You my baby are the brightest star
Float up there for just a bit..... it will Not be long cause I am not that far
This storybook romance that we will continue
Forever I vow me and you

These feelings are still So strong
I know in my heart this could never be wrong
I know it's because she thinks I don't love her
But this is something I can prove after
I love her so much and I can't forget
Just to tell her it's my regret
I wish that I could just talk to her face
But she is gone without a trace
I want to tell you here and now
I will talk with you before I bow
You hypnotize me with your stare
I must make sure that you care
I fell in love with you that day
And I will swear to it to everyone and everyday
I wish that you would talk to me
And I would make every one see
You are my Angel and it is plain to see
I would do anything to be by your side that's the way it shall be

To sleep again I will never
To hold you in my arms forever
This to be done it is a must
My first and only love this I trust
I will never again rest
The ruler above put forth this test

Woke up this morning ...with this thought in my head..and an aching in my heart.....a single teardrop in my eye and once again these feelings begin to start
I think to myself it has been awhile .....but it feels like yesterday....and I just smile
I can still smell that scent in the air....and I am thinking so straight it's all crystal clear
I have talked with the Angels with a strong voice.....they have told me I must make and stand by my choice
So now the path I walk is straight......and I shall walk it with my pride and my head held high.....and together we will be until we reach heavens gate.

Here I stand all alone and remember that day......you looked me straight in the eyes and swore to me everything would be ok
Tears were falling from both of our eyes.........off in the distance were clear blue skies
The love that you shared with me with words I cannot explain ........when I lost you.... I lost my soul in the rain
There can never and will never be another you ..........I must have you back in my arms this much is true
You left a mark on me that will never fade...the day I went to meet you again for the first time was the best decision I had ever made
In my heart you will always be......the memories of us will stay with me ...until my last breath......and beyond if there is life after death