you think i forgot you this is not true......you think i can't still love you but i definitly do
missing you more with each passing day.......time cannot change the way i feel that's what i needed to say
the way that i feel i will not hide........i hold my head high when i think of you inside
do you remember how we felt together.......as we said we would stay forever
your blood forever flows in my veins.......it is not being beside you is why my heart it pains

Tonight there is but one star in the sky
I can't even see the moon and I know the reason why
There is a feeling within my heart
That the time is coming and with it..... a brand new start
As I stare into the sky
That is the place where the eagles fly
The lonely star that only I can see
Is falling down how could this be
I sit on the wall and patiently wait
I watch how far the star will fall
And I smile at the beauty of it all
Then I think this falling star
all of a sudden came from afar
This lonely star It came to a stop
So this I knew all along
this little star that was so free
Low and behold....It was always you coming for me

Baby since you've been gone......I really haven't had the strength to move on
Your love has changed me so much........the feelings i have and I just miss your touch
My heart is in such distress.....I don't know how I created such a mess
My love for you has changed my life.......I will never create any more strife
The man you have made of me.......and my love for you it holds the key
I will always hold you in my heart......weather we are together or not
I know that we will be together .......sooner or later it will be forever.

I miss those nights cuddling up to our favorite shows......eating peanut butter M&M's and you picking things up with your toes
I miss those Sunday drives to Home Depot and BreaKfast at IHOP and getting dinner at Stop & Shop
Laughing and joking with you while we listen to our favorite songs.......i miss putting my arms around you while we sleep just so I can feel you breathe.....I miss the love we had for each other and the smile on your face and sparkle in your eyes.......waking up each morning for work watching you sleep was more precious then the clear blue skies
At night when I close my eyes only for a minute and again I am holding you tight .......and in my dreams we will be together again .....I fear not to open my eyes .....because in my heart I know where our destiny lies.....but on this night my eyes I will keep them shut ...for in my dreams there is no end .....so tonight my princess when you close your eyes remember forever and a day ....my love to you I send.
And baby even though we have been apart I can still find your smell on my clothes and on my skin......and the love I have for you the fire it still burns within
You will always be in my heart and my soul..and be a part of me.......and to my heart you will always hold the key.

Its been a long hard road without you......I would cross a million rivers climb a thousand mountains....walk a million miles .yes it's true
Just to hold you in my arms on a cold night....or any night
Being with you it's just so right
So I will bide my time..and work on me.......when the time is near...and I hear that call.....I will grab my coat and stand up tall....with the lord beside me I will go for it all
Because I know from what I was told .....you and I are supposed to be together and grow old.

You made me feel like a superman but I am not
The biggest heart in the world is what you got
Although we are still apart
You are always in my heart
If you need me it doesn't matter where I am or what I am doing or who I am with
I will be there for you and it will be swift
You were my world and you still are
It wouldn't matter if I were close or far
I will love you till the end of time
To be there for you as if you were mine
So be well my princess and remember this
My heart was yours from that very first kiss
So if you need my help in any way
I will be there for you no matter what you say
Sleep well tonight and Every night
Because I will be your guardian Angel
Till there is no more light.

in my mind i see her face....my love for it is  in place
for we dont need to be side by side ro be together.......for the feeling in our heart will be there forever

time waits for no one and family sometimes is all that you have and that is all......when you get in trouble who do you call?
family is all you can really count on.......people you love sometimes turn there back to you.....true love there is always a hitch....but in there voice you can hear the pitch
the woman i love there is no one that can come close to her.......it is just her touch that perferve that prefer
my heart gets full and my knees grow weak....when ever she is near......let this be known and let me make this clear.......the love i hold for this one woman no one could ever and my feelings you could never steer
the love i hold just for her........is the only love that i prefer
for i stand forever on bended knee .......i hope someday she will open her eyes and see

I always dreamed about her by my side
.......but was I good enough
I dreamed about all the fun we could have if we went for a ride
....again was I  confident enough to ask
From day one she has always been on my mind
She was the girl I have always wanted
Was I.....was I good enough for her
+I watched her from afar
But the thing was I didn't have a car
......was I good enough
I always loved her but it just wasn't in the cards
......was I good enough
In my heart I  knew that she was the only one
Together we would have so much fun
......was I good enough
I thought she would never notice me
......was I good enough
The time wasn't right we would have to wait and see
......was I good enough
Time has passed things change
I always thought she was out of my range
......but was I good enough
Now I have her and I am holding tight
I can't let go it feels so right
.....am I good enough
It remains to be seen
Now I hope that she will see
I loved her all along and we were meant to be

Soon the leaves will start to fall
We must crank up this passion or we will lose it all
When the cold wind blows I feel the warmth of your body slowly caress mine
With every movement and with every sign
Our love was meant to be .....and was meant to last through the  good days and the bad......I never meant to make you sad....so as the summer breeze winds down....and the clouds they grow dark...this message that I send to you my love.....the joy that you bring me was sent from the lord above...so as the sun rises on this warm summer day......my love for you just keeps getting stronger in every way
Soon the moon will be full and the stars bright in the sky......I say to you why would give up without giving it a try.......for a love like ours comes but once in a lifetime........I have changed my ways and have committed no crime.....so do I think this is my last chance.....for again our love will rejoice with every dance

with every breath i take.....and everything that is at stake
you will always be in my heart.....and this feeling will always be a part
so as i say with every breath....i say your name......and for real this is no game# BELIEVE

my heart it has sunk...as i fell into a funk
my love for you it will last forever......i know at last we will be together
look to the sky pray to the moon ....and for this our time together will return soon.

It is amazing I look at another woman
And all I see is you I don't think I can
The song I just heard it was like a slap in the face
I think my head is in outer space
I don't know how you feel
If I were a thief it would be your heart back I would steal
The world was huge before you
Right now it is tiny because without you my heart is blue
I do not know how I got through before you
Maybe it was me but could it have been her I just don't know
I wish I could understand all this should I give up now and just go
I will not because that is not who I am
I will never give up
I slipped and fell in love with the strongest most beautiful woman that I had ever laid my eyes upon
I'd  just leave then both our souls will be gone
As I stand right here in front of You I will never give up I love her that much
I would walk a million miles just to be with her
I would swim a thousand seas just to hold her
And I would climb the highest mountain just to kiss her
I know it s hard to believe but I would do this just for her love but I guess she doesn't understand
Now I will cry a river of tears
And I have not loved anyone in all my years
So I will sit and wait until I get to heavens gate just to be with her one more time
I am sorry for all I've done Maybe I should turn and run
But never again will I run from anything or anyone
Even if you and I are done
My love for you will forever live
And I will Give anything I can give

She is a part of me.....all around I can feel her with me...I don't really know if she is thinking of me ...but I can feel she is and it must be
I can feel her presence ...it is also inside of me...for a long time I waited for this to happen now....and i know she must feel it too....I do believe we are connected in some way.
People ask me why do I write about her and talk about her so much ....why because I love her and miss her and she is a big part of me and who I am......there is not one day that goes by that I don't think about her...and the love that we shared........this bond that we have cannot be compared
Before I went with her these feelings and this bond I have never felt.....now it is just like snow ...but this snow will never melt
This I know ...I know in my heart that she is my destiny......the universe has showed me this ......and I knew from the very first kiss
I see the signs day by day.....deep within my soul...no matter what anyone says we will return to each other and everything will be ok.

The tears have been flowing for weeks
My love for her soars higher than the mountains peaks
I must let her be free
So then maybe she will realize that she does belong with me
There is no two that belong together more
Her and I we are birds of a feather
We were meant to be and forever
We both enjoy the same things in life
To live and enjoy with no strife
Our eyes must open before too long
Or everything we wish will be gone
I say my love show me the way
And I in turn I  will seize the day
Our love shall be reunited
With joy and laughter and all my wrongs will be righted

Does she know how much I love her
Does she she know how much I will do for her
I would move mountains for this woman
I would do all I can
I just want to know I really love her she thinks it was all fake
This is much more than I can take
Maybe I made some dumb mistakes
But I love her more than my own life for goodness sakes
I have paid for my errors
So much so i lost my best friend...my lover and my soulmate
I need her back before I reach heavens gate
Neither one of us deserve this fate
I love you and once our eyes meet again
We will have no more pain
I have dug down deep into my soul
I need you back before I lose control
Our lips will touch and when they do
We will find that spark that we once knew.

Our love.  

You took my love and squeezed the life right out with your hands
As we walked along the bright white Sands
I told a lie this I do not deny
But you left me standing without even a sigh
Been crying for months with no end in sight
I can't say a word my lips I will bite
As the wind blows the winter in
No more princess where do I begin
Life is short love is strong
All my love is one of my favorite songs
My love for you will never die
Until I meet those angels in the sky
Forever my baby I leave you with these words
Your voice so sweet like that of birds
Until we meet on the other side
Remember our love was a glorious ride ,
It's not over till we say
Hopefully we will regain that love again someday.

Its crazy how I feel.......for my heart she did steal
To get her back I will........my love for her is worth more than any pill

Nothing or no one means more to me.....I have finally cleared my head and this I can definitely see....
I have played around for too much time......to enjoy her love again I don't care of the mountains I mist climb
I know right now she that the love has lost the feeling.....ill tell you this with my last breath if I must.....but the love I hold in my heart for her would burst through the ceiling
If it takes me till my dying day just to hold her in my arms again..........for my body and my heart it bleeds.....so that's a few words to tell you how I have been
So late at night I will sit at the edge of winter island...and pray to the stars and stare at the moon....then I will reach out my hand and she will hold it tight.....we will look in each others eyes....and we will whisper in each others ear and make a promise that in time our lives will be all right

For it does not matter how long it takes....because over and over my heart it breaks.....and with one kiss it will break the spell..........and no longer will you hear the story of that night that our hearts fell.

Here I stand all alone and remember that day......you looked me straight in the eyes and swore to me everything would be ok
Tears were falling from both of our eyes.........off in the distance were clear blue skies
The love that you shared with me with words I cannot explain ........when I lost you.... I lost my soul in the rain
There can never and will never be another you ..........I must have you back in my arms this much is true
You left a mark on me that will never fade...the day I went to meet you again for the first time was the best decision I had ever made
In my heart you will always be......the memories of us will stay with me ...until my last breath......and beyond if there is life after death

As I wait for the bus
Is there anymore to discuss
My brain says yes my mouth says no
I am always over thinking but where do I go
The world is so big but yet so small
The sun never shines on me today
Why is it so dark I can't find my way
I am slipping in a hole
Get a grip god has a plan for your role.

The sun does not shine anymore
The birds have forgotten how to sing for sure
The wind blows out of control
It hurts down through my soul
Its cold and dark all the time now
As I wipe the tears from my brow
In the distance I see some light
It may take forever to get there as I continue this fight
I knew the road it would be long
So I must stand up tall and stay strong
And to believe that together we belong
So in this place where I stand
There is no joy but on my feet I will land
There are many things I just don't understand
Time is my enemy I know this
But it's her lips I long to kiss
I have tried just to forget
But this is what people just don't get
My love for her is just too strong
This fight I will never give up
But to do this I could never be wrong
Right now there is no life in my body
Until I get her back there is no me
She is my light doesn't anybody see
And until she returns there will be no light
And within my body there shall be no life

as the days and nights go by.....no matter how much i try
as i sleep and as i dream.....i find it is not as easy as it may seem
to forget her i try .....but i know the love for her is in my heart till my spirit will fly

To sleep again I will never
To hold you in my arms forever
This to be done it is a must
My first and only love this I trust
I will never again rest
The ruler above put forth this test

I have been walking down the longest road that I have ever been on in my life......but the time has come to stop and smell the roses and put an end to all my strife
In one minute I lost it all my mother....sister...and the only true love I have ever had.......but now as I stand tall I am through with being sad
Been so long since I've seen her gentle smile......you know what for that smile I would still walk the longest mile
All the tears I have cried .....and the new romances I have tried
I still remember that she was the one......and with her is the only time I have fun.....
I will try to move on but I will not ever give up because I was meant to be with this one woman and this is what I feel deep down in my soul......And for the rest of this long and winding road and it is always something I can control...I believe in true love and in destiny ..........and this is it not only can I  feel but I can see.

i know you still think of me i can feel it in my soul......please just tell me again before i lose control
my love for you is beyond strong......at my side is where you belong
time it does not wait......i know you and i are fate
the love i hold for you deep inside...........its all beautiful because together forever we will ride