Under the stars as I close my eyes......beside you I am in my dreamland beneath the moonlit skies
The beat of my heart is the only sound you hear..... as I sleep and dream of a life not too far out of reach..
And it all is crystal clear
The last thing I want to do is wake from this dream .......it was so perfect as it does seem
The universe is telling me that the timing is right......as I said all along I would not give up this fight.......it is not the end because I see the light

My love for her I would not break......being without her is just something i cannot take
My heart is bleeding and he'll I  am scared.......it would not be like this if. I hadn't cared
I still think of her night after night.......I did her wrong and it just isn't right
The pain it comes from from deep inside.......these feelings I still have I just can't hide
I wish I could just forget and walk away........I prayed every single day that you and I would be ok
My tears they fill the ocean wide....no one on earth could heal the pain I have inside
She was and will always be the only one.......I am so weak inside my heart.......I pray to the lord the beating doesent stop.......I will always love her as I did from the start
The love of my life you are still So far away......even if I ever forget to breathe ......these feelings inside shall never leave.

Love is a weapon I dare to use.....love is a weapon and it gave me the blues
Love is a weapon that we all must choose .........love is weapon that we hate to lose

Outside the rain it falls
Inside a voice it calls
The fog rolls off the water and into the streets
The radio playing some insane beats
My heart it pounds with passion
From the night of dreams
The music gets louder and drowns the screams
I start to wonder what does it all mean
As I travel to start my day
The understanding comes to me in every way
Because of things that happen in the night
All of the signs make it all right
Music is the only sound
But the thing is I hear it coming from all around
That same song that played the night before
It started getting louder as I walked out the door
All of a sudden as the fog it lifted
The sun was shining a dog was whining
The music it has stopped and so have I
Standing still in the middle of nowhere
The funny thing is that I didn't seem to care
All of a sudden I opened my eyes for it was oly a dream.

For I know now that I must just let her go.....but how do I do this I don't know
....For She was and still is the love of my life
I want to let her know I will be here and if she ever needs me no matter the problem big or small.....she must get to that phone pick it up and call...no matter if it's day or night no matter what time at all
I will be there ....I will get there to help you baby in your time of need...that's how much I love you ...if I am with someone or in work or in bed cause it's 2am it don't matter I will be there..and I think you know this to be true.......all my life I waited for a girl like you ...and when I finally had you I blew it ......plain and simple I ******* it up big time.....I will spend the rest of my days remembering our time together.....and yes baby I will forever ...if I must now move on...take a deep breath and accept that you are gone...it will not be easy but this I must do
I will never look back at our time together with any regret .....and that sparkle in your eyes and that smile on your face I will NEVER forget
So my little princess sleep well every night......and remember what I tell you now and know I will be your guiding light
I will always be here and will never be far from you......
For I know when I lost you so were gone were my feelings for love .......because I know baby you were sent to me from above ....to take care of me and ease all of my pain......you did all that and so much more ......I could have fixed it all before you showed me the door..
I can't say that I won't write anymore ....but it will not be for a bit that's for sure
The last words that I say right now....I will always love you and to love someone else as I loved you I don't think I could know how
No matter what happens the love I have for you shall live in my heart and the memories in my head......and they all will stay with me till long after I am dead.

Here it is May 21st the day I was born
Its a sad sad day when you spend it all alone
I sit and I wait for her call as I stare at the phone
It never rings the one only Sound is that of what all my tears brings
I know I am strong enough to just walk away
But for the love that I have for her Its not ok
Listen to me close as I say these words
On this day for the rest of my life I will be by her side until I fly with the birds
There is much work that must be done
Before we can be together forever under the sun.

All the words and the script is set
The stars are bright and the moon is full but the planet's are not alighned just yet
The time has come the perfect opportunity for the magic to begin
It's just a shame the shape our love is in
The ruler of my sign mercury is the sector that will guide me through
All of this
If all goes well it will all begin with just a kiss
She is my Mona Lisa and she always makes me smile
This time it will be different this time there will be no running away
We will be together and that's how it will stay
And as the saying in that song goes ain't no mountain high enough no valley low enough no river wide enough
That is the truth baby cause there is nothing and nobody going to keep from getting to you
This is it baby better than ever before this much will be true

Yes I think of her everyday.....yes I want her in every way
She lives in my dreams......she is and always be a part of me so it seems
I feel her by my side......her warmth is with me deep inside
This I cannot escape.....and as I think I love the feeling everyday I wear it like a cape
As I think of the many in the past .......no one had the power of the spell on me that she has cast
The love that I still hold for this woman could not be matched.....it is as if my thought of any other woman from my mind has been snatched
The story from which my poems have been written are all true......but my feelings for her will never be through
I will work hard and pray for the rest of my life to have her again by my side......it will be together into the sunset we will ride

That sparkle in her eyes it  glistines off the light of the full moon
Her smile with lips as soft as the summer breeze
I must have her in my arms before the winter freeze
Her skin smooth as silk
Her hair it flows in the wind
Her body it glides with my every movement
If not for these good thoughts lately it would be pure torment
Hand in hand we would walk
Smile at each other as we talk
Oblivious of the world around us
As the sun sets again I keep what I am feeling deep inside
Pumped up ready to take another ride
This time I know the train will stay on the tracks
Cause the words from my lips will speak all truthful facts
I long to see that sparkle in her eyes that glistens off the bright moonlight

Its been a long hard road without you......I would cross a million rivers climb a thousand mountains....walk a million miles .yes it's true
Just to hold you in my arms on a cold night....or any night
Being with you it's just so right
So I will bide my time..and work on me.......when the time is near...and I hear that call.....I will grab my coat and stand up tall....with the lord beside me I will go for it all
Because I know from what I was told .....you and I are supposed to be together and grow old.

my love for my mother shall never fade....this was the best desction that i have ever made
she made me who i am today .....and she always told me if i do believe it would all be ok
on this day and forever more .....my love for you shall live now and foreveer thats for sure

As I walk these endless roads all alone
I stare into space
The only woman I have ever loved
Has disappeared gone and left no trace
So as I try to pick up the the scattered pieces of my tattered excistence
She was the one and gave me the love that I had always dreamed of
I try to figure out what happened maybe the sun forgot to shine
I am supposed to take the blame without even a whine
So I am on my own again is this how God wanted me to be
No it was just a lesson on how my life shall be.....but another woman and another time.....but wait the signs for us were all around So why?
So I stop in the middle of nowhere and ask him as I stare into the sky
I did what she wanted and I set her free
if she comes back we were meant to be
So as I wander in my own little world
I search and search for a possible sign
For a love that was lost and oh so great
We never deserved this terrible fate
I must find another to play her role
And try to forget before I lose control
For the rest of the summer and into the fall
I will search the world over and try to enjoy it all
I will leave you with this rhyme
And I hope you read it if you have the time
For my love shall be with you till we grow old
It was the greatest love story that was ever told

my heart is filled with promises that could not be filled......the love that i wanted could not be willed
she wanted more than i could ever give......i showed her a life that we should have lived......still not enough
i still love her and always will.......if i was not so stubborn together we would be still

The month of Angels is upon us.....the theory of it all we can discuss
It is all there if we choose to believe.......when we do the stress we relieve
If it were not for my own Angel this little gift I would never know .....you see one can tell that Angels watch over us Where ever we go
My mom was blessed to be born in this special month for she is surely my greatest Angel of all......I was so sad when she had gotten there call
Now she flies along with them up in the sky........if I am so lucky I will be with them when I die
The story of the Angels is long and true..........I hope you BELIEVE just like I do

When the clouds cover the sky and the rain begins to fall......the tears stream like the rain and I remember it all
Its been awhile since I have seen her beautiful smile......even now just for that smile I would walk a country mile
Although the pain is still imbeded in my bones when it starts to rain the memories come rushing back......she was my first love....and only love to see her smile I would surely have a heart attack
She has a hold on me and has left an everlasting mark on me......especially when it rains that Mark I can see
My head is empty on what to do next on this path......one thing is for sure I will not hit an all-time low and taste the devils wrath
So I  will take all these memories and my dreams.....and walk the straight and narrow......and try to erase all of my sorrow

You made me feel like a superman but I am not
The biggest heart in the world is what you got
Although we are still apart
You are always in my heart
If you need me it doesn't matter where I am or what I am doing or who I am with
I will be there for you and it will be swift
You were my world and you still are
It wouldn't matter if I were close or far
I will love you till the end of time
To be there for you as if you were mine
So be well my princess and remember this
My heart was yours from that very first kiss
So if you need my help in any way
I will be there for you no matter what you say
Sleep well tonight and Every night
Because I will be your guardian Angel
Till there is no more light.

Soon the leaves will start to fall
We must crank up this passion or we will lose it all
When the cold wind blows I feel the warmth of your body slowly caress mine
With every movement and with every sign
Our love was meant to be .....and was meant to last through the  good days and the bad......I never meant to make you sad....so as the summer breeze winds down....and the clouds they grow dark...this message that I send to you my love.....the joy that you bring me was sent from the lord above...so as the sun rises on this warm summer day......my love for you just keeps getting stronger in every way
Soon the moon will be full and the stars bright in the sky......I say to you why would give up without giving it a try.......for a love like ours comes but once in a lifetime........I have changed my ways and have committed no crime.....so do I think this is my last chance.....for again our love will rejoice with every dance

Baby since you've been gone......I really haven't had the strength to move on
Your love has changed me so much........the feelings i have and I just miss your touch
My heart is in such distress.....I don't know how I created such a mess
My love for you has changed my life.......I will never create any more strife
The man you have made of me.......and my love for you it holds the key
I will always hold you in my heart......weather we are together or not
I know that we will be together .......sooner or later it will be forever.

The stars and sun ...the moon and our planet......as in my life I have taken everything for granite
The movement of the earth in the atmosphere........she must know I really care
For I wish on that shooting star......that you would come to me where ever you are
As the castles fall and the kingdom's crumble and turn into sand.......for based on the full moon it will all turn out as we planned
It may have took a little time.....a lot of poems that mostly rhyme
I always told you that I would never let you go........and you told me your love for me was forever this much I know is true
So soon as we float somewhere in the atmosphere......there will be an ending ..which in turn will turn us to a new beginning
And forever we shall explore the galaxy with each other

the branches have all fallen from my tree......but if you take a close look you will see
together a bond we have built......you must not remember and fotget all of the guilt
forever we will be one...........what we have between us can not be undone