Yes I think of her everyday.....yes I want her in every way
She lives in my dreams......she is and always be a part of me so it seems
I feel her by my side......her warmth is with me deep inside
This I cannot escape.....and as I think I love the feeling everyday I wear it like a cape
As I think of the many in the past .......no one had the power of the spell on me that she has cast
The love that I still hold for this woman could not be matched.....it is as if my thought of any other woman from my mind has been snatched
The story from which my poems have been written are all true......but my feelings for her will never be through
I will work hard and pray for the rest of my life to have her again by my side......it will be together into the sunset we will ride

The highlight of my day........was talking to the most beautiful and sweetest woman in the world to me....I still love her what more can I say.......when I saw her name my heart skipped a beat.......when she started to talk my day was complete

Outside the rain it falls
Inside a voice it calls
The fog rolls off the water and into the streets
The radio playing some insane beats
My heart it pounds with passion
From the night of dreams
The music gets louder and drowns the screams
I start to wonder what does it all mean
As I travel to start my day
The understanding comes to me in every way
Because of things that happen in the night
All of the signs make it all right
Music is the only sound
But the thing is I hear it coming from all around
That same song that played the night before
It started getting louder as I walked out the door
All of a sudden as the fog it lifted
The sun was shining a dog was whining
The music it has stopped and so have I
Standing still in the middle of nowhere
The funny thing is that I didn't seem to care
All of a sudden I opened my eyes for it was oly a dream.

The month of Angels is upon us.....the theory of it all we can discuss
It is all there if we choose to believe.......when we do the stress we relieve
If it were not for my own Angel this little gift I would never know .....you see one can tell that Angels watch over us Where ever we go
My mom was blessed to be born in this special month for she is surely my greatest Angel of all......I was so sad when she had gotten there call
Now she flies along with them up in the sky........if I am so lucky I will be with them when I die
The story of the Angels is long and true..........I hope you BELIEVE just like I do

if it is my shoes you must walk.........you must stand up and talk the talk
my love for you it shall never die.......it shall stand alone amongst the bright blue sky

Most times we hide and seclude ....just to elude
To lie and cheat....something we repeat
There is a way out you need to discover the road to recover
I will not lie it's a long and tedious ride.....but once you hit your stride.......it's all in God's and your hands
Time will tell if the recovery will jell
Keep your head in the air....and do not be ashamed you are not the one to be blamed


Just remember don't look to the future it's only for today....once a day

God belss

i am  still in love with you ........yes this is true
i have not a clue what i should do
yes it has been awhile since we have seen one another.......but in my dreams i see you over and over
i must be in your life now and forever.........a day with you to me is like lifetime together

I know I write about this a little too much
But that just shows how much I miss her touch
I respect her wishes but I don't think she knows what she wants
Hello it's my love she taunts
In my mind I am a free spirit
In her mind She does fear it
When we are together there is nothing better
But as soon as I leave to go to work it's like I am going to forget her
I think Of this woman 24/7
I even know I would think of her When I am in heaven
I am not going anywhere right now and neither is she
Is she goes anywhere it will be with me
I hope and I pray that all of this will go my way
Under either the moon or the sun
Our time together is under the gun
We love each other but there are somethings that we must work out
Instead of doing that we sit and pout
We each run in a different direction
Both of us should be side by side
Instead we just run and hide
Instead of taking our love to the next level
You decided to break out the shovel
To bury me deep in the yard
It feels like I was sliced with a glass shard
I am truly sorry that things in your life haven't gone as you plan
But I love you more than any other man
Somethings I do it's not because I don't love you
Its a problem I have this is true
I have never loved any like you not even one it was only you

The stars and sun ...the moon and our planet......as in my life I have taken everything for granite
The movement of the earth in the atmosphere........she must know I really care
For I wish on that shooting star......that you would come to me where ever you are
As the castles fall and the kingdom's crumble and turn into sand.......for based on the full moon it will all turn out as we planned
It may have took a little time.....a lot of poems that mostly rhyme
I always told you that I would never let you go........and you told me your love for me was forever this much I know is true
So soon as we float somewhere in the atmosphere......there will be an ending ..which in turn will turn us to a new beginning
And forever we shall explore the galaxy with each other

Under the stars as I close my eyes......beside you I am in my dreamland beneath the moonlit skies
The beat of my heart is the only sound you hear..... as I sleep and dream of a life not too far out of reach..
And it all is crystal clear
The last thing I want to do is wake from this dream .......it was so perfect as it does seem
The universe is telling me that the timing is right......as I said all along I would not give up this fight.......it is not the end because I see the light

Just before the darkness the light was beyond compare....I know right now that life is just not fair
I remember back every thing was colorful and such beautiful light was shining.....I had it all and there was even a silver lining
I don't know what or when it all started happening but every color got dull and all the light got very dim
But right now I will promise you it will change .....I will get the love of my life back that I lost ....this time the colors will always be radiant and the light will always be there and it will always shine bright.....and this time it will last forever

For I know now that I must just let her go.....but how do I do this I don't know
....For She was and still is the love of my life
I want to let her know I will be here and if she ever needs me no matter the problem big or small.....she must get to that phone pick it up and call...no matter if it's day or night no matter what time at all
I will be there ....I will get there to help you baby in your time of need...that's how much I love you ...if I am with someone or in work or in bed cause it's 2am it don't matter I will be there..and I think you know this to be true.......all my life I waited for a girl like you ...and when I finally had you I blew it ......plain and simple I ******* it up big time.....I will spend the rest of my days remembering our time together.....and yes baby I will forever ...if I must now move on...take a deep breath and accept that you are gone...it will not be easy but this I must do
I will never look back at our time together with any regret .....and that sparkle in your eyes and that smile on your face I will NEVER forget
So my little princess sleep well every night......and remember what I tell you now and know I will be your guiding light
I will always be here and will never be far from you......
For I know when I lost you so were gone were my feelings for love .......because I know baby you were sent to me from above ....to take care of me and ease all of my pain......you did all that and so much more ......I could have fixed it all before you showed me the door..
I can't say that I won't write anymore ....but it will not be for a bit that's for sure
The last words that I say right now....I will always love you and to love someone else as I loved you I don't think I could know how
No matter what happens the love I have for you shall live in my heart and the memories in my head......and they all will stay with me till long after I am dead.

All the words and the script is set
The stars are bright and the moon is full but the planet's are not alighned just yet
The time has come the perfect opportunity for the magic to begin
It's just a shame the shape our love is in
The ruler of my sign mercury is the sector that will guide me through
All of this
If all goes well it will all begin with just a kiss
She is my Mona Lisa and she always makes me smile
This time it will be different this time there will be no running away
We will be together and that's how it will stay
And as the saying in that song goes ain't no mountain high enough no valley low enough no river wide enough
That is the truth baby cause there is nothing and nobody going to keep from getting to you
This is it baby better than ever before this much will be true

Hello...I am afraid
Hello.....I am determined
Hello....what can It be
Hello....I am going to fast
Hello....it's going to last
Hello...is it ok
Hello.....Shhh there is no need to say
Hello....I am afraid and there is no reason why
Because the love is in my heart there is no need to try

my heart it breaks the tears they fall....for her love i would even crawl
the one i love she dosen't even know....but for her hand it will forever show

I think of her 24/7 ......I know I  will even think of her if I am in heaven
This woman she means to me so much....I really miss her gentle touch
The way I feel it is the first time....haaa it makes me so giddy I must rhyme
To make things in our lives a lot easier
It is my plan......to make her believe this any way I can
The love that is deep in my heart......to prove this with actions I must start
I know that we belong together......it was meant to be this I know
I must do this with my lips sealed
My actions will speak my words from this day......I will give her my love and share my life with the most beautiful woman sent from the lord above
And show this woman she is the only one I will ever love.....over and over she has proved to me......heaven sent her love ....and it was meant to be

the woman i love seems so distant...her touch is what i adore.....from the morning light to the beaches shore
her love is what keeps me alive.......the feelings inside is what keeps alive my drive
from today until my last breath......i will love her until my last step