As I sit here all alone
I stare at the walls and gaze at the phone
Although it never rings
I wait and wait with hopes she will call
Who am I kidding my mind tells me
I'm all alone can't you see
My life turned around I  shut everyone out
Now that it's gone I sit and I pout
The phone never rings not a knock on the door
I am so pathetic that's for sure
She was my life can't you see
Now I'm alone alone as can be

through the trees i see the sun......but i choose to walk not to run
for her love i would travel long and wide.....for my love for her i would never hide
i say these words not just because i have lost her forever......but because in my heart we will always be together.

My Angel is gone
There is no more tomorrow
My life is just filled with sadness and sorrow
I was never playing any game
Now I am lucky if she remembers my name
How do I go on without my true love
I will look for strength from the lord above
Maybe she will see that I am the one
But for now it's over and done
Will the sun ever shine again for me
Ask the mighty one and wait and see
Please give me the will to carry on
I don't think k I can live now that she is gone

There are times in your life
When you must stand up and deal with all the strife
It gets very scary when you must do it alone
And you sit there and stare at the phone
Will it ring this time will it ever ring again
Then you dig deep within your soul and finally figure it all out
You must not just sit and pout
The one and the only person you trust
You had to cover your heart for it may rust
The strength within pulled you through
The puzzle that had many pieces missing and out of place some gone without a trace
Now it seems it's all back and they fit
And what you knew all along was the biggest one that you couldn't find or figure out
It was her all along you didn't even have a clue
She stepped back in and now it is all crystal clear
That Angels are everywhere

As I lay on this bed
Thinking of her and wishing my poem was read
She is the best thing that ever happened to me
I Beg and i Plead why can't she see
Eventhough I know I could go on
It is not option because my love for her is beyond compare
The love that we have for each other..  these days it is very rare
As I stare at my face in the mirror
The lines and the grey are getting clearer
All I want now in my life
Is this woman that stole my heart
I. Know we are never supposed to be apart
The mistakes that I have made are ones that should have never been made
I would die for this woman this much is true
It was never my intention to ever make her blue
These sleepless nights and endless days
Is a very good reason for me to change my ways
The sun will never shine
Unless this woman I love  returns to my arms
There will never be another cause she will always be mine.

This love goes way beyond you and I
Its way above the clear blue skies
You cannot explain it with just words
For our love it soars with the birds
In a short period of time you will see
Just what our love means to me
Once we are reunited and the rest of the story is wrtten
Because from the love bug I have been bitten
The songs will be sung and the poems will be written and our love will live on forever
And the sun will always shine when we are together

The days we live are full of good and bad....one day happy next your sad
It is strange in so many ways....just sit back and see how it plays
Because the good will always outweigh the bad
As long As you and I are alive.....we have what it takes for us to survive
Love is the answer it's in your heart.....I know that you and I will never be apart

As I look to the moon....for you my love I will be with you soon
I don't care how long or how much it takes
For our hearts will rejoin before it breakes.....for you and I were meant to be.....open those beautiful eyes and you will see
The moon and the stars they shine so bright.......our love is the light that's why it is so right........I know you think my love is untrue....I must act now before it all comes unglued
This light that I speak of is from the love in our hearts .....I must finish the work I have started before the light goes out and the love it parts.....this I know and I will tell you now that my love is real......my love for her has hit new heights.....I must prove this while she is still in my sights
The tears that fell will not be back.....for now I know I am on the right track
For now my lips I will seal.......and show her my love is real
When I am done and the sun shines bright......the sky clear and the time is right
Her hand in mine it will be.....together forever you and me

Everyday of my life I think of her.......how does something like this even occur
The love that I had and still do have
How could it be misread
To tell you the truth without her I wish I was dead
A love like ours does not come around every day..........I was part of it what else can I say
I know inside she feels it too......being away from her my how Time flew
I have no idea what to say or do right now should I just sit and wait........if I do it will seal my fate
This love it eats me up inside.......being with her it was not just a joy ride
I want to spend the rest of my days
Still on most nights these tears still flow.......I try to forget but my true feelings they do show
This woman she holds my heart in her hands......to be together forever we had those plans
So now my body it stands still my heart empty falling apart........putting the pieces back together I must start
For this woman it is not only her love that I miss........its her smile ...that sparkle in her eyes oooh and that kiss
My world as I knew it has but disappeared ........to love another I can't ...this is what I feared
Did she forget that I exist .....this is what I need to know......does she still love me or should I just go
I try to pull myself together but I just can't find the strength.......for to get her back I will go through any length.I have cried too many tears.....and it feels like no one even cares.
Tonight as I watched a movie all alone ....it came to the end and my feelings once again were shown
The tears came down like rain
The gut wrenching end it left me in pain
So as Christmas comes I must pick myself up by the bootstrap......and think about presents I must wrap
I will wipe my eyes over and over and wonder if she still cares.......if you happen to see her tell her that I do not fake these tears.

As the rain falls from the sky
Like the tears that continually fell from my eyes
My love whose beauty and love
Warmed my soul
When my life was beginning to unravel and get out of control
Her soothing voice and words of wisdom
Helped me through the bad times and inner boredom
I was not bored of her love or the life that we shared
It was inside of my mind that I had no control over at times
But the woman I love showed me that there was more to it then words and rhymes
One day at a time she told me in my mind I thought that no woman on earth was worth changing
But this woman made me realize that there was one worth more than hanging
To prove my love is a long road
The lord above will take my hand
And will assist me on my stand
The love of this woman means the world to me
And if it takes the rest of my life I will make her see

Life it's precious and oh so short.......be very careful not to abort
As she lies there short on breath......it is not normal she is close to death
My sister is one of my best friends....so what happens when all that ends...
When she slips so a piece of me......I guess of the pain she will be free
With the Angels she will go.......I send my love hope she will know
As we all try to get a grip......I hope this won't make me slip
A family love is the strongest of all....please hold on or we will all fall
As I stand here ...now I will kneel and pray that she will pull through and it will all be ok.

Today I am sad beyond words
To be without my baby on Thanksgiving  is for the birds
I will be with family and with our friends
I just don't know how the day ends
We used to go out and have a big spread
Laughing and joking like the story read
I wish her and her family the best
After the day I will tell you the rest

now let the truth be told....it was only you that i wanted and needed to hold
i know i lied about somethings close to me .....but i lied to myself when i realized that i could not live without your touch.......it is being with you that i miss so much

I remember the games we used
To play
It was funny because if you couldn't beat me you would find a way
I loved your smile at the castle
You were hurting but it was never a hassle
You smiled through all your pain
As you stood beside me in the rain
As I am writing i am crying
And inside my body my heart is dying
I will never forget the day at winter island
Walking on the rocks felt like it was broken glass
We didn't care cause we were
Together
I will carry these memories with me forever

I think your love put a spell on me
No matter how hard I try I still can't break free
I worked very hard to keep your love but still came up short
Now you asked to forget you and we were done
But everyday my love for you wakes like the morning sun
You said that I did not love you
So why would I waste all my time to try to get you back
And all the poems that I spent lots of time to write
These words I speak are not just words
My feelings they wake with the birds
Then I think I finally got it beat then I hear a song see a bird or hear something that came from your lips
And then it all comes back I just can't shake it not even from moving my hips
I hear the song from shinedown" I will follow" and the tears they start to flow
Why they do I just don't know
I know your love has a hold of me
When I try not to think about you I just can't see
So now if I live to see the day
To think about you in any way
Now i know your love put a spell on me
Baby just play that song and you will know exactly what I see
So as I try to get you out of my head
Just to forget you I would rather be dead
My life right now it ***** so
Why the #&%* did I let you go

in the dark i could see that sparkle in her eyes......i mean it was so bright it could lighten the summer skies...
the love i had for her in my heart was so strong from the start.......it would take more that the jaws of life to get us apart
we are miles apart as i speak but the bond we share is still very strong......so if we should find each other again it would never be wrong
as the days go by my heart still beats for you .......and as always i will love you so remember my words because every one

Her lips sweet like candy
Lots of chocolate must be handy
The day of the heart is upon us
On this day there are lots of things to discuss
I will ask her to be my Valentine
I want her forever to be mine
I love you as much as the day is long
Soon I will sit and write my love a song
So for now I will write this little note
Inside will be a quote
Honey will you please have a seat
I will tell you over the weekend when we meet
On this day you posses my love
You came to me as a gift from the lord above
Your love I will always cherish
Until the day that I will perish
So baby take this kiss
For your lips I will always miss

Time it waits for no one .......but love it has no time
When you truly love someone it is forever.......time has no bearing on this whatsoever
If this love slips away .......don't ever give up the fight no matter what they say
This love is everlasting..........I will not give up till the final bells ring

Once in a lifetime you find that one
And they mean everything to you under the sun
The feeling you get when you see them
The pounding in your heart when you are with them
Just being with them makes you feel so good
And do for them whatever you could
Just the sparkle from her eyes
Lights up my whole day and brightens the skies
And her touch just stops me cold
I will stay with her and grow old
We connect in everyway
Things we do and things we say
There is a feeling in my heart
And it has been there from the start
If you find that one don't let go
No need to ask you will know
God only makes one for each of us
But you must be lucky just like me
When you get this feeling you will see

Her touch was mystical.....her aura mysterious.....and her kiss...was breathtaking.........and the feelings that I still have for her...are life overtaking
Her beauty was hypnotic......and my feelings for her were actually psychotic....so forever she will always be a piece of me......just talk about her then look at my eyes and you will see
So if it takes the rest of my days I will have her back in my arms where she belongs.....and forever right all of my wrongs......remember baby till the day I breathe no more...my love for you and having you in my life is the cure
Forever and a day.......I will always make sure you are ok.

As the snow continues to fall
My love and the family to be safe that is all
Like the mounds of snow that grows so high
My love for her it reaches the sky
Its in times like this that my feelings really show
You can see it in my face it really does glow
As she sits at home and I am here
It all goes through my head and becomes crystal clear
It is all about what is in my heart
This I knew from the start
This woman that stepped in my life
She is so precious in every way
The way I feel is not just for today
Forever I will be with her
I love this woman what more can I say.

My love for you will never die ......when I think of you I start to cry
You are the love of my life ......I do wish I made you my wife
The feelings that I have for you will never fade....to step away from you was the biggest mistake I have ever made
The times with you I will never forget....my love for you I will never regret

This felling I felt when I gazed at the blood red moon.......it came across to me like the swift winds of a hurricane ...suddenly the vision of us back together very soon
The vibes were strong ....and the powerful energies were reminding me that her and I belong....as one...
Then with the rise of the morning sun.....it hit like a ton of bricks ....that this was a prophecy...of sorts and our destiny no more tricks....
The cycle has ended ....and the new begining must be tended
There were words....coming but from who and why....watching over us ....from the sky...from what I see there is only one reason why.....it was meant to be....but the voices told me ...for I would be be the only one ....for now......who could see.....the path that we both must walk....for patience is the answer as we both listen for them to talk
So I guess when the time is right and the stars and the planets...are all in place...we shall listen as they state their case
So at this place in time she is only in my dreams.......and What is happening now is not as it seems.

Even though I don't show it all the time....her heart beats within mine
Our love shall withstand the test .... hopefully until we lay down to eternal rest.

I wake in the morning and all I can think of is you
It scares me just to think of being
Alone without you it's true
I don't want to live to waste another day underneath the shadow of mistakes I made
I want to be with you every minute of every day and these feelings will never fade
Every word I write or things I recite are from my heart
As the story is told these poems and such we will look back and know we were never supposed to be apart
Even now my love for you it grows
Everybody in the world including you knows

the love i have for her will last forever ....i hope she doesent forget who i am or how i feel ever
for her i will never love another....i love her more than i love my own brother
she gave me life brought me back from where i never thought i would be......the way she made me feel was to be free
the love she gave me is the one i feel ......the love she gave me was oh so real
it is some thing i will never forget .......and it is a love i will never regret


forever i will love her.......i will look over and i will die for her