The love that I have for this woman is strong and powerful..........to always be with her my life is wonderful
The light that our love creates makes it the most powerful on earth.....the power of love is beyond belief.....and to know she feels it too is such a relief
I know her beauty I cannot resist.....to live without it I must persist
Us together her and I our beautiful love touches the sky
The sun shall rise and it always sets.....the love between us is as good as it gets.

The beast within is crying to get out
The fire has been burning there is no doubt
Its been scratching and clawing for awhile
I am sure it is the love I have for her because for it I will go the extra mile
So the tears have been wiped from my face
It has returned I thouget it was gone without a trace
Time has gotten away from me
But this won't because you and i were meant to be
The inner beast within My body will be released
And our love will flourish and will last many lifetimes

No one has a clue how much I hurt
This love I gave for her is just not a spurt
Every time I think I got over her
A song...show...someone says something it all comes right back
It is worst than having a heart attack
This is the hardest thing I ever went through
I had no idea it would be this bad just no clue
This woman the way she left me
I should have just kept walking
But my love for her is overpowering me and we are not even talking
She thinks I didn't even love her
Or is it just to make her think that
I did not love enough
This is what makes it so tough
She is the love of my life
this woman should have been my wife
But it all turned bad
We both got so sad
Then I was away for six long months
And in her head I was gone .....even when I came back something in her head told her I was still gone
....why did I do what I did my love for her....no love could ever compare
I am really hoping that someday soon she will turn around and see
And she will come back for me

She thinks that I am crazy how could this be.....I just wanted her to know how much I love her doesn't she see
My hands are tied and lips are sealed.....my feelings for her are my shield
For her wish to forget.....if I did this I would regret
But how could I ......that sparkle in her eye
The way I felt when I was around her.....how could something like this even occur
Her family was my  own they even felt it.....on thanksgiving together we would sit
Now the tears they will not stop......when I try to erase the memories my head feels like it would pop
For she was always my queen......how could she be so mean
Time with her I could not erase......every night as I sleep I see her face
I am down on my knees......so baby won't you please
Just don't forget the times we spent and the things we did.......remember that kiss when you were just a kid
I am at a loss for words and my hands they shake........the way I felt about you how could that ever be fake
So as the lights go down on our romance.......your love always had me in a trance
Think of me when the stars they shine in the sky.....to forget I would rather die
When the sun has set and the moon is full.........remember that our love and time together was real and that's no bull

The bond and the strength of love....is mysterious and sent from lord above
I can't explain this feeling that will never leave my mind or my side.....and all of this has this magical feeling inside my body and my life
The smiles I wear when I think of her.....the signs I see and the strange things that always occur...
The beauty and mystery of one and only love .....i know the only reason to explain this is the Lord above.

These tears that I cry......the stars that fill the sky
My heart that continues to break...
The scars that I can no longer fake
My wishes that never come true.....and my soul that is black and blue
One day it will all turn around.......hopefully before they put me in the ground
My heart and soul I  do give......and I shall as long as I live
The pain I must go through......these wrongs I must undue
This love I do endure........the love I have for her there is no cure
Forever must I weep.......I dream of her each night I sleep
The laughter that was always around.....and the cries that never made a sound
The sun will never set...as it will never rise....unless our love takes off the disquise

Please don't wake me cause you are all I see in my dreams......when I wake all I hear are my screams
When i am sleeping we are happy and laughing and holding each other
When I wake to live why do I bother
Closing my eyes I am still happy.......open them up and everything is dark lonely and ******
As long as I am with you when I close my eyes.....forever I will sleep and there will always be blue skies.

When I held you in my arms Ohhh so tight .........that was then that I saw the light
I lost my vision and there was only you.......I thought to myself this was to good to be true
But the love that I found was fresh and new........it was just so amazing I didn't know what to do
I knew right away that this love was not ordinary it was something that only dreams are made of........I then relized she was sent from the lord above
To save me from a fate that was worst than death.......and that I would love this woman till my last breath.

when i look up to the sky.....i have to wonder why
what ios the reason we are not still together........it was supposed to be forever
our love for each other was so true ....as sure the sky is blue
the love was mutual not a lie.......it will be in my heart till i die
in my heart and in my soul always together we will roll

The highlight of my day........was talking to the most beautiful and sweetest woman in the world to me....I still love her what more can I say.......when I saw her name my heart skipped a beat.......when she started to talk my day was complete

My sweet princess I know my past not nice
And I almost paid the biggest price
My love for you got clouded somehow
But low and behold my head is on straight now
These feelings in my heart
They were always there from the very start
Now I will never let you go
And I will climb to highest rooftop and let the whole world know

forever i cannot be without you this is true......now and always my heart will be blue...my hand must be in yours this is fate.....our love is forever and it cannot wait

I can swear I got a message from my mom......she told me to remain calm
If you love someone go for it full throttle......don't keep it locked up in the bottle
The moral of this story ...sad but true....she obviously knows the pain I have been suffering through
The woman that truly love she does not even know I am alive........I was sitting and waiting for a sign to arrive
And like it was the Angel above(my mom)......to go straight for the one I love
In the dream she said to have patience and fortitude...or this this love will elude
The story of all this is more than just a dream......for Every thing if life is a lot easier than it does seem.

So to my mom high above the cloud....and I will say this pray and say it our loud....I will do what I must and do what I can...and always make you proud
For dreams and wishes do come true.....it all depends on how and what you do.

I am reaching out to the woman I love
I know you were sent from the lord above
We have been apart for way to long
The love we have is much to strong
You and I must get back together
For we have the love that last forever
I will never be untrue
This love was made just for me and you

Sincerly T.

Hello...I am afraid
Hello.....I am determined
Hello....what can It be
Hello....I am going to fast
Hello....it's going to last
Hello...is it ok
Hello.....Shhh there is no need to say
Hello....I am afraid and there is no reason why
Because the love is in my heart there is no need to try

You know I still love you don't you.....but you block it out is this true
My life is just not the same without you by my side.......I need you here so I can confide
This is not easy because of my ego and my pride...but I must say I still want you and need you in my life.......I have grown a lot And there will be no more strife
My path is clear and I know what I want.....I am standing up on my own two feet and I will never say the words I can't...
You are still and will always be the only one I love......you were heaven sent to me from above
I don't care how many poems I must write or who likes them or not...that is not what it's all about........it's about the woman that I still love And I would stand on the highest mountain or rooftop and shout
Before you the words I love you I guess I didn't understand..........now I know what they mean and all the pain this I never planned
Your love ripped me off my feet like the tornado in the wizard of oz......
Maybe it's just a dream or fantasy of mine to have you back by my side
I know if we ever do it will be the greatest ride
My love for you is still in my heart.....and it always will be until death do us part

Just before the darkness the light was beyond compare....I know right now that life is just not fair
I remember back every thing was colorful and such beautiful light was shining.....I had it all and there was even a silver lining
I don't know what or when it all started happening but every color got dull and all the light got very dim
But right now I will promise you it will change .....I will get the love of my life back that I lost ....this time the colors will always be radiant and the light will always be there and it will always shine bright.....and this time it will last forever

Look under your coffee cup sweetie I left you a note to make you smile.......hopefully it will keep it there for a little while
I love to leave you messages and tell you how I feel......I know deep in your heart you know this is all real
To say I love you and that I care....to not say anything it just wouldn't be fair
These notes that I  leave they come from the heart .....and you better believe they have right from the very start
Now I leave you with this note to say how this love I will always have deep inside....I wrote it with a smile upon my face I hope it does the same for you ......because on these notes it comes with love and I hope you know my feelings are true.

You were my life you are my life
You should have been my wife
Why did I let you go
My life is **** and I just don't know
What I did was it really that bad
Just think of the times that we had
My love for you is way off the chart
Baby just believe you will live in my heart
I just can't believe I must move on without you by my side
You think I was there just for a joyride
At first I didn't know but your love grabbed a hold of me
But it has such a hold I just can't break free
One last thing that I will say
If you change your mind and decide we can go just one last time
I will make sure forever you will be mine.

To do this for her love it is my destiny
If not for then it's for me
I have seen the writing on the wall
It must be done for we shall not stall
It is all much much bigger than me
When all of its done and laid out for the world to see
For life revolves in one big circle
We all search and wait for that one big miricle
And when such a thing happens only once in a lifetime
You must grab it hold it ......or it will slip away
We regret some things we do.....
Don't let go or your world will be through.......just make a wish...

All this time                                      it was in a song but I
Was too blind to see
Long ago when my  mind was clear                                                     I held on so tight cause I was in fear
And losing her I  would just disappear
But  I suddenly  slipped
So I must get grip
It is not the end
So let's not pretend
I am right here
So let's make it clear
My love is for real
So you don't have to steal
For now let's go slow
Just so you know
Your love i do miss
And it will be sealed with a kiss