Right now life has got a deadly grip on me
I am afraid I will fall too deep can't you see
She must find me and lend me a hand
And lead me back to the sand
Believe me I am slipping fast
I am strong but how long can I last
My head is just a blur
My heart is torn but what's left is just for her
This grip that life has on me
She needs to grab my hand and set me free
Free from the hold that life has got on me
If I slip anymore I am scared that there will be no return
For the fire in my heart it still burns
So if the sun will continue to shine
She must come and save me and everything will be just fine

For I know what I want under the tree....
She is beautiful and **** and made just for me
I know in the past have I done her wrong
But for the holidays and the New Year
I will be truthful and honest and sincere
I have grown so much and learned to be true
In the years past I thought I was doing it all right....but really didn't have a clue
I was doing things I didn't realize
I was going about it explaining it all wrong that's why it didn't materialize
So this holiday what I did was find out how to love myself first
Because any more hurt in my heart I think it would burst
So to my Angel on this day
I must tell you I have changed in so many ways
And may peace be with you on these coming holidays
I shall wait as my body heals
To be with my only true love as my fate it seals.

To jump inside to crawl and hide.......is it my time that I should bide
To run to walk .........should it be my time to talk
I know i lied then I ran away.....the timing is right and this is the day
Out of touch out of mind ......sometimes life is so unkind
Soul is draining heart stopped pumping......sometimes a bridge I feel like jumpping
The sun the moon......who knows it could all be over soon
Eyes a glaring mind sort of racing........all of a sudden this room I am pacing
This love that I feel... all over the place am I...... .......must get it all on track Before we die.

Life is full of doubt
I don't know what it is all about
They say why do you always look so down.always walking around with a great big frown
Because there is only one thing that makes me happy
It is her the only one and I know it sounds sappy
But in this life we find only one
A person with that personality that really grabs you
The one true love that makes your world go no matter what you do
This woman that I love so
Is the one that does this to me
For this can happen to all of you
You will find a love so true
As long as I live I will be by her side
When the time comes we will be washed away with the tide

My whole world is full of tears
I have not felt this bad in all my years
I know you will be better off without me
I tried so hard but could never really make you see
My love for you was bigger than both of us
The day I realized you were really gone felt like I was run over by a bus
I hope and I pray you find the happiness you are looking for
My love for you will be forever in my heart
Someday maybe we will be together for a brand new start
But for now we will try to find strength being apart
As long as you know I will always be here
Because deep down you know that I really care
All the struggles that you go through
You have the strength beyond your years
I always watched you from close and afar and my love for you it grew
No matter what you say or what you do
My love for you will never be through
I wish you the best please do not fear
If ever you need me I will always be there

From within the darkness I can see a little light......it will get brighter if I continue to do things right
If I do return to the light happiness does await....it is all up to me so what I do will reveal my fate
What waits for me in this light is a big piece of my life's greatest puzzle......for it is her and my voice will no longer wear a muzzle
She is the lords greatest gift to me
Now is the time for me to open her eyes so she can finally see
My fate was scripted long ago
For it is our destiny this I must show
It may take a little while to reach this light.....and it will end this dreadful fight
So the moon will be full and the stars they will shine bright......and together we shall be each and every night.

I cried a thousand rivers already
The flow of tears is steady
I know I must just let her go
But there are a lot of things you just don't know
She is not just any girl
She is my soul mate my best friend my lover and most of all she is the woman I love
I will never love another she is set high above
My legs have grown so weak
My voice is hollow I can barely speak
I know that time is against me
Hopefully just a little while and she will finally see
I know I should just move on
And accept that she is gone
This woman is so special to me
I really think that we were meant to be
I hope right now she is thinking of me
I will never forget her but I will set her free

Never again will she or I will feel that love that was meant to be......I guess the light was not bright enough to see
I guess it never broke on through.......whatever shall I do
Should I just give up and bow my head......without her love I wish I were dead
The pain I must endure........if she don't love me I must make sure..life is funny I must laugh...........or should I cry...her love has just left me here to die
I must say this and you must mark my words for I do say...........as I stand here before you I will find out the truth or I will perish today
So now I am free to fly with any bird.......she is alone so I have heard
But listen to me and let me make this perfectly clear....if anyone harms this love that is close to my heart.......I will seek you out and tear you apart..
I will protect her for the rest of my time.....believe me baby loving you was no crime
even though you left me so cold ......I will watch over you until I am too old
Now that I am free ..........can't you see...that your love had a hold of me
Now deep inside I have already died.....too many nights so many tears I have cried
Now that you really left me ...for my eyes cannot see....the seeable signs that were in front of me......these tears that come down and they fall like rain..........I know you can feel all of my pain....
So now I say farewell.to the love I once knew.......and I still can't believe that we are through
One more before I must go...I think this is something you should know
I will be here for you for the rest of our forever........and will never forget our time together
She was always my queen and I was her king.........I was left all alone with this black diamond ring.

The sun it shines so bright
Being with her just seems so right
Her eyes sparkle when she speaks
When she walks her beauty peaks
The sound of her voice is like that of an Angel
The flow of her hair moves with wind
When the moon is full and we are together
The fire in my heart it burns forever
The feeling of joy that her love brings
Makes all of gods creatures and the birds sing

You are the electricity that lights my world....You are the music that plays in my heart.....you are the spark that ignites my flame and my love for you
You are the smile on my face....you are the rocket that takes me to outer space
You are the ship that sails my ocean
You are the magic in this love potion
You are the blood that flows through my vein
You are the rails that carries my train
And you are also the thoughts in my head that won't let me sleep
You are the book that I can't stop reading
You are my cut that won't stop bleeding
You are my miricle that won't stop happening
And you are my fire that just won't stop burning
Baby you are so much to me And you mean the world to me....for your eyes I will open and you will see.......just so you can realize what you are  to me

I'm hurting so much inside
My time I will bide
My head is in a spin
How come I never win
I think it's my turn
To show that I belong
This is taking so long
Now i see the light
I'll never give up this fight
She is the my soul mate
I will show her where I rate
My will is fading fast
We must forget the past
we must think ahead
Our future together has been read
We will be as one
You and I under the Sun

As time goes by I patiently wait......no one but me will seal my fate
The love of my life will come back to me.......all you doubters you will finally see
I know inside we were meant to be......the lord above he holds our key.

Our Romance was something that had beauty and love......as we knew it was sent straight from the lord above
Now we had a fallout......so I am left to sit and pout
Her beauty was not only on the outside but deep within her soul.......I must be patient with her before I lose control
About each other we both knew........our thoughts were the same this much I know is true
For our bodies were becoming one.......but something happened and for now we are done
The power and the strength of our love.....will bring us back together with some help from the lord above
It was beautiful then and it will be again.......remember back when
I knew our love would turn into something beautiful.....Now it's still there but we must revive it........my love for you it soars through the shooting star.....I will find you where ever you are......no  matter if you are right here or if you afar
This bond we have will last forever.....I know our love is something beautiful...and I know soon we will be together

The sky was dark
As the cloud took over and the muffled sounds of the dogs bark
The streets were bare except for the wind swept leaves
And me with my pet peeves
A sudden crack of thunder in the distance
Stopped me in my tracks for a instance
Fear Has struck me like a a train into the stop
Like a bad movie box office flop
It is funny how life moves
Things and people change from day to day
But in the end my love will never go away

To hear her voice.......to see her face it would be my first choice
Holding her it is  what I want to do......and show her that my love is true
As I sit and stare at a picture of us.......I see how happy so what is the fuss
Her and I are beautiful together......I read the picture and it says forever....
For what..... I am trying to say.....a picture tells you thousand words ......about the people or place which it holds........if we look real close the future it  will be told
We take the pics to remember it all.......we hide them away until our memory does stall
We capture the joy and happiness of our daily routine...........and all of the bad is better unseen
Sometimes ...we.... they drift apart......and you save the pictures that are dear to your heart
Some are dark...and some are light...and in some of them we look just right
There are pics I will keep with me forever .......they are the pics that we are together
We take them alone .......and with each other......some don't come out and we don't even bother
When I look at the pictures of you and me.........I think of the way things they ought to be

To let her go was the hardest of my life
This woman she was supposed to be my wife
I made mistakes she couldn't bear
I said I was sorry but she didn't want to hear
I love and miss her so very much
I also miss her gentle touch
I had to let go it was her wish
My love for her is still So strong Loving her was never wrong
Maybe somewhere down the line
Her and i will be as one
But for right now its over and done
Maybe she is better off now without me
Give it sometime and we will see
She must know I will always be here
For her safety and happiness that's how much I care
Please listen my sweet
I love you so much I would bow at your feet
I will leave you with these three words
And this I vow until I fly with the birds
I LOVE YOU

The sun has been shining so bright
I know in my heart everything is so right
If anything goes wrong with this love
I know that it was not controlled by the lord above
The. Presence of my mind
For it was not unkind
For my will is strong and my love it is true
Why in the hell do I feel so blue
I know in the end it will all work out
I promise you baby I will not sit and pout
We both made a plan that we will sit and talk
Before we get mad and stand up and walk
I love you baby now and forever
Icant wait to spend the weekend together

Did I ever mean something to you.
Was the way that you loved me really true
All the things we did and the memories we made
Baby for me it will never fade
My feelings are not a light you can turn off and on
Please I just can't take that you are really gone
The days are so short and the nights are very long
Especially when I hear our favorite song
I just need to know if it was real
Because nothing can explain the way I feel
Just look to the sky and I will too
And make a wish for me and you
We must ask the lord above and ask ourselves why we are through
I will sleep with this and always remember your kiss
Someday soon may the Angels smile upon us and grant me one last wish

I am so sorry that I cry
Maybe tomorrow I will die
Remember the story of Romeo and juliet that is how my feelings so strong
I don't know if it is wrong
It feels like a knife through my chest
maybe it is good and I will get some rest
It's not her fault it's all mine
Maybe come morning  I will be just fine
But there always that chance
Be what it will
It might happen if I don't get my fill
This is story I will tell
If and when my love fell
I love her so much
As you can see
I know what you think
It's about me
That's not it i am sorry to say
Shes in my hear there
She will stay
I will be gone
just not today

I would run to her but I have no legs
I would hold her but I have no arms
I would kiss her but I have no lips I would look at her but I have no  eyes
I would write her but I have no hands
Tell me what should I do
I would talk to her but I have no voice
I would smile for her but I have no mouth
Even if I have none of these things I would still love that baby of mine
No one could ever take my heart
I pray to God for a brand new start.

You and I and the poems that I write......will be remembered for our love had a guiding light
They see the good and the bad.......and see all the fun with the run that we had
To remember I will never forget....the love we shared I have no regret ...it  will last forever this I know......

The day started early work at five
Always thank God I am alive
Showered and shaved ready to begin
It's a good feeling when you have the key so you can get in
Her beauty is beyond belief
And knowing how to act it's such a relief
To spend the evening with her is a must
For a a lifetime it's in God we trust
The timing couldn't be more right
To kiss and hold her through the night
I know in my heart this will last and her love is just out of sight
To have to be away from her at all I just can't take
Even eight hours is more than I can take
Now the lights are dim and the sun has set
To say that I am in love with her is a safe bet
So the night begins and the pen put down
Please be quiet and don't make a sound
A trip around the world with her that's where I will be if i cant be found
My life right now couldn't be any better at all

as time goes by ....i wonder why
my life was on a downward spiral since that day she left me
i think of the memories and thats what made me see
the love we had was more than magic.....the way it ended was so tragic
this love was real......none of our feelings would we conceal
eventhough we are not together our love will live on forever
they say that time heals all ...even after the fall
to this day the day i will never forget this woman and my love for her
and these feelings in my heart will always be pure

Love is a powerful thing
When you are in it the birds will sing
Everyday I dance with joy
Just like when I was little and my parents bought me a new toy
This special woman that makes me feel this way.
I am extremely greatful every day
I thank God that I am alive
And for the gift he has Givin me to be with while I survive
I pray every night and in the morning light
Together forever her and I
And then we will hold hands and fly in the sky

I will never say goodbye
To her I couldn't even if I try
It means forever that's why I can't
Her Love meant the world to me
And read some of my poems you will see
Her love will always be here with me
Until I fly with the birds
The story of us will be heard
To say goodbye is not an option
So read my poems word for word

The sun has gone......the leaves they fall.....if the phone keeps ringing what a joy it would be for her to call
The snow comes down.....the cold seeps in......to see her face again would ........recharge the love from within
Now the warmth it will return .....and with it will be a lesson in life to be learned
There is but one woman that I truly love.......with her again tightly in my arms.....for she was sent from the heavens above
This love of ours was ment to be.......it will not be long and the whole world will see.