I have this smile on my face......no one know a that it is lost without a trace
When I lost touch with her..... so did a piece of me.....you don't even have to open your eyes and you can plainly see
The beautiful life that I once had....it turned to crap and all is sad
That life I knew will return......I don't care when parts of my soul I mist burn
Once again I will have my ten of cups ......and I tell you now there will be no more medd ups
So when I look to the moon lit skies over winter island.......all is quite and perfectly slient
I will pray to the lord for my Angel back
We will start it up once again....to take us back to the joy we had way back when.

I hope you know the day I stop loving you is the day I breathe no more.....I believe that the power of my love will open that door
You are the only woman that ever made me feel whole......that is why without you my emotions are out of control
It is this feeling that I just can't shake......I am not sure but it may be more than I can take
I know the sun and stars shall show is the way.....and we will be in each others arms again one day.

These feelings they run deep inside of me......if you dig down you will finally see
They hide in there just for one.....she is the only person that lights my sun
I will wait till the end.....and I am afraid this powerful attraction will never bend.

Each and every night these tears still fall from my eye.......I sit and think the reason why
I know our two souls were meant to be as one.......why did something have interfere with our fun
This breakup was meant to be........so both of us would open our eyes and plainly see
That her and I were meant to roam this universe together.......to live in bliss forever and ever.

First of all I am walking and i stumble....all of a sudden I look up the licenses plate shows the day and year she was born...I smile because I must be humble
Then as I look up it is the bus that used to take me to her house.......why was I such a louse
Out of the blue a song starts playing......it was a love song she gave to me not so long ago.......we should have held out and let our love grow
I start to walk and groove to that song she gave to me......I look above and what do I see....a rainbow as big and beautiful that we all can see
Put them all together and it is not hard to see the signs
And there for the whole world to see......that her and and I were meant to be.

Life it's precious and oh so short.......be very careful not to abort
As she lies there short on breath......it is not normal she is close to death
My sister is one of my best friends....so what happens when all that ends...
When she slips so a piece of me......I guess of the pain she will be free
With the Angels she will go.......I send my love hope she will know
As we all try to get a grip......I hope this won't make me slip
A family love is the strongest of all....please hold on or we will all fall
As I stand here ...now I will kneel and pray that she will pull through and it will all be ok.

Our weary souls are ready......you and me is here and now...just keep it steady...
Patience I have plenty......I don't care if it takes twenty....our souls are ready....just show me a sign ....And forever you will be mine.

Life....at this point in time.....I feel the need to have the love of my life back but there is no need to ryhme
From the tip of my toes ..to the top of  my head ..I still feel the pain....for the love I still hold for her it really is insane
Time has passed and seasons they change.....but deep in my heart I know that getting her back is not out of range
Soulmate....twinflame is there such a thing ?....you know there is and she is mine......there are things you just know and feel...And I do...she always said to believe...and you know what...it is true
The sleepless nights..staring at the phone that never rings.......but then again who knows what tomorrow brings
I sit on the bench looking up at the starry skies......and slip into a dream that I am staring into her beautiful eyes
As the nights and days pass......I must ask myself why I am not doing anything and still sit on my ***
Patience as I better myself and look deep within my soul.....
I think I finally realize this is my destiny that i do control.

This felling I felt when I gazed at the blood red moon.......it came across to me like the swift winds of a hurricane ...suddenly the vision of us back together very soon
The vibes were strong ....and the powerful energies were reminding me that her and I belong....as one...
Then with the rise of the morning sun.....it hit like a ton of bricks ....that this was a prophecy...of sorts and our destiny no more tricks....
The cycle has ended ....and the new begining must be tended
There were words....coming but from who and why....watching over us ....from the sky...from what I see there is only one reason why.....it was meant to be....but the voices told me ...for I would be be the only one ....for now......who could see.....the path that we both must walk....for patience is the answer as we both listen for them to talk
So I guess when the time is right and the stars and the planets...are all in place...we shall listen as they state their case
So at this place in time she is only in my dreams.......and What is happening now is not as it seems.

The light has been blocked from getting to me
This light from her body it does shine and this light.....for it to get to me that is the key
A mysterious force has kept it from me....I don't know who or what it could be
The love that I have for her started to diminish .....all of a sudden I received a sign from above so now I must finish
This sign it was strong and my love for her was reborn.......as was the smile that I adorn
My body has been filled with drive......and this new beginning soon it will arrive
If I hadn't seen this sign it would have been over and done.......so it came to me now I will take it with me and run
I can feel her light getting stronger......so now I will embrace this light for I cannot stand life without her any longer

She was a butterfly caught in my net......and the most beautiful one I would ever get
The way she moved was slow and smooth.......and the sound of her voice was there to soothe
The transformation for I went through...for her love did this for me this is true
She spread her wings and I watched her fly.......I was always so happy it even made me cry
When we first met she was in a cocoon.....but also she transformed into the beautiful butterfly under a starlit moon
The partnership that we enjoyed.......it was the best in my life and I was overjoyed
The net was cut and she was set free......maybe in time she will find her way back to me
This period in time for I will never let die.......the memories always return under the moonlit sky

For in the mirror you can not see what others do......word of mouth is the only clue
The reflection of you and me .....is beyond compare as far as I can see
You can change what you do see.....but it's what's in your heart which holds the key
If that reflective glass does break.......it will not effect the picture people see but it could be more than you can take
In this mirror I wish I could tell you what you see.........I am really hoping that it is you and me
I woke up this morning and I look and what do I see ..........yes I am all alone......all alone as can be
If in this mirror I could see you walking away.......I would make things better than they are today
On this day as my life is like shattered glass.......but the reflection in the mirror proves that everything will be ok

The nights are getting colder.....and when I look in the mirror my face looking older
I realize that the piece of my heart that I have lost.....it cannot be replaced ..and I must get her back ...but at what cost
The tears they still fall night after night......it's this feeling inside I must make it right
It took my whole life and it comes down to just this.....only the lord knows what I will do just for that kiss

As the ball drops the tears they fall........I waited all night didn't even get that call
The cards I played and I did it well...it was like I was under a magic spell
But this is the year I change it all.....
I'll be the quarterback and throw the touchdown ball
What I speak of is the love that's inside of me........it is for one woman and she is the only one there could ever be
As of now to her I am impossible too see......to open her eyes to my best qualities that will be the key
This new year and what it brings .......a new life a fresh start and a chance for new beginnings
So happy new year to you all.......and to pray that all your future plans are prosperous and do not stall
.....the plans I have with the future in mind.......it will surely be beautiful with my true love on my mind
When the clock strikes twelve you will see the real me.....I know it will not be that long for her love holds the key.

Two hearts that were made as one.......as time went on sometimes it seems to fade just like the sun
The bond shall always remain as strong........the feelings of one how could it be so wrong
The moon and Sun could not be more different than this.......it all started with just one kiss
So if these two hearts still beat as one......why does one walk as the others run
In life if you let it fly and set it free......and maybe in time it returns and it was meant to be
As the moon it glows and the sun it shines........and so someday soon you may see the signs
When two hearts grow into one......the glow it causes its brighter than the sun
When times are good then are bad......when there are  two hearts you may never be sad
They say that  when one does break.......there should never be any give or take
So whenever you are with that special someone.......listen close to the beat.....you will know because you will feel the heat
Now my heart I must rebuild ......with much needed love it will be filled.

Deep inside my body and mind something has been changing......just like my emotions have been rearranging
She thinks I will never change But for me it has already begun........no longer from my fears or my challenges in life will I run
I will not only show her but my myself that my soul roams with the wolves.....and my mind has never in all my years has it been so clear........and forever I will never lose sight of anything that I hold dear
The life that I lived not very long ago was the best I have ever lived......but to ruin it I did...and messed up all the world has gives
Now I feel the beast within my soul.....carrying me and with it I am on a roll
To make a better life for me and the ones in my pack
Even if this woman does not feel it anymore I will prove how much her love did and still does mean to me..........for then with her eyes wide open maybe then  she will finally see...
Who says that the fire within in someone's heart does not light twice.......for in this last little while I have paid a mighty price
With the soul of the wolf burning deep inside........one never knows there may be room in our hearts for this great love to take one last ride.

Two souls who were meant to be........you must keep your heart and those eyes wide open......if not we may miss our chance to ever see.

Love is a many splendered thing it makes our world go round.....sometimes things just don't go right and you push it right into the ground
There is one thing you must know and always remember.....if you and this person were meant to be it will happen.....for the universe will take over and it will be forever
Sometimes you may have to go back to square one.......and let me tell you it's not all games and fun
If this woman is worth it in the end it will all return.........you will have to prove it through sweat and burn
Life throws you all kinds of ups and downs twist and turns
If this love was truly sent from above and you have the will and drive to show her what she truly means to you......all your wishes and dreams will come true
In life there is but one that you feel this about.......but you will not win her back if you sit and pout
Once in life you take the bull by the horn........and if it's true the universe and the Angels will be on your side and a new start to this love will be born.

For there is a hole it is in my heart.......the emptiness that I feel Because we are apart
I look down deep within my soul.......somethings in life are beyond our control
I know but one thing that can heal this feeling
To fill this hole for it is not only her love that consumes my soul.......but the beauty deep within her........all of of it is what I prefer
To be as one we were almost there.......and then she thought that I did not care
I had some issues deep inside......but with my god I did confide
This empty piece of my life must be replaced if I am to survive......and I cannot wait forever for it to arrive
This puzzle alone I must build.....with one more piece from her it will be filled
It is one wish that may come true.......it is for me to be in a world surrounded only by you

Tik tok says the clock on the wall......it's been so long and still waiting on a call
Time forever will stand still.......for her love I will never get my fill
My love for her is unconditional.....and I will not stop until my heart is full
Time will not wait for me.....I just can't sit here and play wait and see
The love I have for her there is no equal.....it's like the earth gravitational pull
Though I hate what we did to each other......I don't care how much ground I must cover
For right now I must get through to her
There is no one that I have ever loved more......and the love that I have for her is pure
And with the holidays coming it just makes it worse.......I wish our love would find it's course
I need her to hear my call.....if not I would truly fall
When I ask if time shall eaual love .......I am asking if we were called together from above.

For I know what I want under the tree....
She is beautiful and **** and made just for me
I know in the past have I done her wrong
But for the holidays and the New Year
I will be truthful and honest and sincere
I have grown so much and learned to be true
In the years past I thought I was doing it all right....but really didn't have a clue
I was doing things I didn't realize
I was going about it explaining it all wrong that's why it didn't materialize
So this holiday what I did was find out how to love myself first
Because any more hurt in my heart I think it would burst
So to my Angel on this day
I must tell you I have changed in so many ways
And may peace be with you on these coming holidays
I shall wait as my body heals
To be with my only true love as my fate it seals.

Everyday of my life I think of her.......how does something like this even occur
The love that I had and still do have
How could it be misread
To tell you the truth without her I wish I was dead
A love like ours does not come around every day..........I was part of it what else can I say
I know inside she feels it too......being away from her my how Time flew
I have no idea what to say or do right now should I just sit and wait........if I do it will seal my fate
This love it eats me up inside.......being with her it was not just a joy ride
I want to spend the rest of my days
Still on most nights these tears still flow.......I try to forget but my true feelings they do show
This woman she holds my heart in her hands......to be together forever we had those plans
So now my body it stands still my heart empty falling apart........putting the pieces back together I must start
For this woman it is not only her love that I miss........its her smile ...that sparkle in her eyes oooh and that kiss
My world as I knew it has but disappeared ........to love another I can't ...this is what I feared
Did she forget that I exist .....this is what I need to know......does she still love me or should I just go
I try to pull myself together but I just can't find the strength.......for to get her back I will go through any length.I have cried too many tears.....and it feels like no one even cares.
Tonight as I watched a movie all alone ....it came to the end and my feelings once again were shown
The tears came down like rain
The gut wrenching end it left me in pain
So as Christmas comes I must pick myself up by the bootstrap......and think about presents I must wrap
I will wipe my eyes over and over and wonder if she still cares.......if you happen to see her tell her that I do not fake these tears.

When I look into your eyes.....I see your beauty and the clear blue skies
For it was written long ago.......a fair maiden like you would steal the show
I was on my steed and my sword was drawn.......I must slay the Dragon for our love to move on
The battle was tough and oh so long.......I had no idea the beast would be so strong
It took some time to win the fight.....it was for your hand I fought through the night
The battle was won now I ride to you.....to give you my love is what I must do
I lay down my sword and give you my heart.....today is the day we make a brand new start.