If I take this ring from my hand.......for she and the world Will know how I stand
Now I pry it from my finger......it's been months but this love it does still linger
These tears like a water fall they flow from my eyes.......to let these feelings go ........all I see are dark and stormy skies
I don't think that I can do this...........I am really trying but I miss her kiss......
Is it just me cause I hate this part.........it's like she just grabbed a knife and stabbed me right through my heart
So what does happen when the final light goes out.......how long does it take.
   or will I just sit here forever with my mind full of doubt
Or will I see the beautiful light.....that was always just in front of me
One thing I know and this is true
I must be happy with whatever I do
No matter what  I choose I must follow my heart
There is a rainbow and it's  waiting for me
And with it a wish of  happiness and a brand new start.

I feel lost..lost in my head......alone in my room alone in my bed
I regain my strength and eat normal again ...............then it starts all over again........ just like on that  that night when
I know how I feel my legs grow weak and my mind it starts....it starts to wonder.....I think of the love ....the love for her  I have grown fonder
I am falling ......falling to pieces....people the ones who say they care .......like my family...do I even care...they say to forget ..there are more woman than the eye can see......but they don't even know ....none like her and just not for me
I stay up nights.....I can't even sleep
You see I am older and I have been around...I am a Gemini for I should walk away smiling with not even a sound
Cupid shot his arrow and boy did it hit me.....I am still So in love with her I can't even see
So to all of you haters and my family .....I will go for it all just wait and see....I will get her back......because she is the only woman.......the only one for me.

So I have but one dream.......it is for her so it may seem
This love has got a hold of me......I really love her can't you see
Eventhough the tears from the outside they no longer fall.....the ones on the inside they tell the story of it all
For I can get away no more.......I want her back and that's for sure
The tales I tell they don't make sense......for the way we left it ...what about the beautiful house and the white picket fence
Ok so I made mistakes.....one too many and my heart it breaks
Ok so now when there is no one around.....alone I cry the tears of a clown
One more wish I must use..but a genie I hope is in this botlle.....or this whole world I will throttle
With these cries I hold deep inside.....this love I have for her I will no longer hide

I am in love ...but she is so far away from me......so far I can't even see
How could I have made such a mess........for she is my world so it is anyone's guess
It goes over and over in my head......I keep feeling I must get her back before I am dead
I know that her and I were set in the stars.....why did I create all these scars
I try to sleep and I mean all through the night.......she is the love of my life and I couldn't do anything right
I hear our song its in my dreams.......I wonder every night if she hears my screams
I wake at night soaked in sweat....not all of the time but this is as bad as it gets
For she is the one I want to spend the rest of my days.........I think of us...when the music plays
We had songs that described all of our time......I love her so much and I committed no crime
For now my mouth stays shut and not a word from my lips......I must get her back before my whole life slips
I pick myself up and get back on my game.....I would find another woman but it just would not be the same
The love that I hold deep in my heart.....for she is my Angel...we should never be apart
So I sit on the beach wall late into the night........calm is the water..and the moon shining bright
I think of my baby and how things used to be
These nightmares must end.....and she holds the key

The wind is howling and the moon is bright.......lord tell me why I can't sleep through the night
I toss and I turn I am up and I am down....I long for the days when I can sleep sound
I know what it is for I cannot change......I guess a goodnight sleep is just out of range
It is so dark and boy is it cold ....I hope this changes before I get too old
My heart is empty my sleep is restless......to get some rest I must bow before my princess

My heart was true and pure.......but you did not believe in me and showed me the door
My love for you was sky high......and you turned around and left me here to die
My passion for you was bold and true......your feelings just changed and it was out of the blue
So now the message was sent from above.....it was a whisper about our true love
Thou shall must just wait........your love you both hold for each other it is not at heavens gate..........You shall find each other once again before it is too late....

My love for her was more than just words.......the feelings I have for her flies higher than the birds
Now that she has gone my life.......my heart heart is empty and full of strife
When it comes to love time means nothing.......I will never give up or give in it was always my love I was offering
I do not blame her for the way she feels.....she never got all the signs and was blinded and forgot the highlight reels
This woman she is my whole world.and belongs with me......if only before this happened she opened her eyes to see
The real me that was always lurking just inside......if she took time to look  at me so we could prolong the ride
But now all that is left is this shell that used to be my heart.......that was filled with love for her right from the very start
To change her mind If I can........and show her that our love was always part of the plan
Hopefully she will come back to me......open her eyes and no longer flee
The time we had spent together in the past ......was the best of my life and I thought it would always last
I call out and make one last wish.......forever it is her lips that I must kiss.

So light has shined
Time did not wait for me
For her eyes she could not see
She and I were meant to be
I know shall a little time passes
And it will steam up her glasses
She will be sitting there at her computer
To think of me then.... but now the time just didn't suit her
For now my tears are frozen in place
She has left me with but a trace
Myself I will keep working on
For my love was no con
It was as sweet as can be
She did never hear my plea
The show had come to pause
I had to prove just cause
For now my heart does sleep
The pain does runs so deep
So as I lay down my arms
The sun has set......and the waves and the water just calms.....

Never again will she or I will feel that love that was meant to be......I guess the light was not bright enough to see
I guess it never broke on through.......whatever shall I do
Should I just give up and bow my head......without her love I wish I were dead
The pain I must endure........if she don't love me I must make sure..life is funny I must laugh...........or should I cry...her love has just left me here to die
I must say this and you must mark my words for I do say...........as I stand here before you I will find out the truth or I will perish today
So now I am free to fly with any bird.......she is alone so I have heard
But listen to me and let me make this perfectly clear....if anyone harms this love that is close to my heart.......I will seek you out and tear you apart..
I will protect her for the rest of my time.....believe me baby loving you was no crime
even though you left me so cold ......I will watch over you until I am too old
Now that I am free ..........can't you see...that your love had a hold of me
Now deep inside I have already died.....too many nights so many tears I have cried
Now that you really left me ...for my eyes cannot see....the seeable signs that were in front of me......these tears that come down and they fall like rain..........I know you can feel all of my pain....
So now I say farewell.to the love I once knew.......and I still can't believe that we are through
One more before I must go...I think this is something you should know
I will be here for you for the rest of our forever........and will never forget our time together
She was always my queen and I was her king.........I was left all alone with this black diamond ring.

She is the most important person in my life..........and I want to make her my wife
She is so upset with me and I don't blame her....she does deserve much more than I can offer
But one thing I can give is my undying love.........she is my greatest gift in life that the lord has ever Givin.

I have been thinking for a long time.......is loving you a real crime
My whole has been put on hold......Baby why do I feel so cold
You are someone I waited my whole life for .....I would live and die just for you
Right now my hands are tied.....I am waiting for your sign I know you are on my side
I love you so much......we must try to keep in touch
I know this situation isn't the best.....
You are my life I don't care about the rest
I am fixing myself so I can come back to you.......I know you are waiting at least I hope that's true
It's been awhile since I have seen your smile......to see it again I would walk that mile
I have shed many tears......many bad thoughts and many fears
I have been alone for all my life......with you and only you I felt alive....so without you I doubt I would survive.
So I will wait just a little while longer.....so I can gain some strength and start to feel stronger
I profess my love for you ......to spend the rest of our days together this must be true

You are my shining light.......and forever shall I fight
To be with you through it all........
........And to be there whenever you call
You know together we are it ......I couldn't fall outta love with you not even a bit
Just the thought of getting you back it keeps me going........being in love with you through my veins it's flowing
I don't need drugs or anything else.....with you I am on a natural high......so high I can reach the sky
When you are around I can touch the stars.......when I come back I will erase our scars
This time around it will be better......because with your love I am a trend setter
Here I am on my knees ......I will do for you whatever you please
We have a love that is so beautiful.......anyone to give up on this would just be a fool
I have one promise I will give to you......forever loyal and trustworthy I will always be true.
This will be our last and final chance......to get back together and this time it will be till our last dance.

The light that comes from her love has created the new me..........it shines so bright the whole wide world can see
It is growing dim since we have been apart because we don't even talk ........just a few words from her to me would brighten the light and allow me to walk.....this light created a new world for me a world of love and beauty......to continue this love it is my duty
When i fell in love with this woman ....I found myself and the beauty within.....love is what made me a man
I thought I had love before but never  did I feel like this.........and it all started with just one kiss
I will regain her trust..and her love because it was sent from the lord above
The changes that love can bestow upon you........is more than you or I ever believed to be true
This light that this love creates is more powerful than anything in this universe
It will change your life and dispell any curse
So I do believe if you ever find that special someone that you love so dear.......don't ever let them go.....keep them close to you is that crystal clear
This light you can see for a million miles......for it only shines......when she smiles...

This woman I made her cry........if I see one more tear fall from her eyes I think I will die
Her love has made me strong .......now and forever I will never do her wrong
It is my wish and I will see it through......by her side I will be.....and the light will shine again for the whole world to see

There is something in this world more powerful than guns...the atom bomb.....etc...it is called love....it was created by the lord above
And the love that I have for this woman is stronger than any weapon ever.....and the most powerful is the love that we have for each other...
You see love is the most powerful weapon ever created......and the thing is it never gets outdated
So sweetheart when we first met it was the strongest bond ever made......it may have taken awhile then it turned into love.....then we had a fallout...but the bond was never broken...right now the words are unspoken...but in time when we again reconnect this weapon again will reveal itself......for our love will come off the shelf
Our love is beautiful and strong......being together again will never be wrong
Once we do it will be forever.....then it will be known that our love is the strongest weapon ever
For love will end any war.......weather it be near or far.....together we will end our strife and maybe even I will make you my wife
So by the word of God and his strongest weapon ever made......for he is not the only one who knew that our love would never fade
Happily ever after we will be
When we open our eyes so we can see.

I have dreams of you when I sleep......I see your face when I open eyes and start to weep
I guess my love for you still it grows
To know how this happens I wish I knew........forever happiness says the three crows
I look down deep within my heart ....it is there but now just an empty body part
Without you it beats no more........my soul is empty right to the core
There is no explanation on how I feel.......I have been around so this is unreal
This woman the way she loved me is beyond compare ...........I can't give up on her I do not care
Until I fill my empty heart and soul with her love .......I will need some help from the Angels above
To get her back this I will.........if I don't my soul would it ****
For this I know and the signs I see......her and I were meant to be.....one more tomorrow .we will walk the sand ........together forever hand in hand
I will be her knight in shining armour come to take her to paradise......and
I will no more disguise
she will be my damsel in distress....
We will feel no more duress
When the full moon rises and the stars shine bright........ being with you I just know it's right
Please my princess look at me right in my eyes..........and tell me you love me and you hear my cries
From my lips you will hear no lies......but we must hurry because we both know that time just flies

The days we live are full of good and bad....one day happy next your sad
It is strange in so many ways....just sit back and see how it plays
Because the good will always outweigh the bad
As long As you and I are alive.....we have what it takes for us to survive
Love is the answer it's in your heart.....I know that you and I will never be apart

Is it getting close to the end for the rain from my eyes.......for in the distance I see a rainbow and clear blue skies
I heard a whisper from beyond.........not far away just miles from the pond
Her voice I can Make out the words are not very clear......she told me not to fear
The miles I have walked...and the tears that I have shed......it's almost time to put them to bed
I know that. My words have not been unheard......and my poems not unread
She must know how I feel without anything being said
But these these rainbow tears will not go away ....not until you are in my arms again.........I wonder where you are and where you have been......for when I get close enough to you......I want to make it official...yes I love ....love you that much it's true.....So now as I stare at the midnight skies.....I am looking for you......I see those stars they are as beautiful as your eyes..
So as I look at the stars as you gently sleep.....I hope you are dreaming of me as I continue to weep.....and we will leave it just like this....when I sleep tonight I will be dreaming of you and waiting for that next kiss.

Tonight I slipped into my longest dream......floating I was above the ground.......nobody not even a soul was even around....it was very strange...and eery........I was kinda dazed and feeling weary......being in this dream state I was in.....all of a sudden I was outside.....I saw water and sand trees and rocks....I think I saw the beach......I think it was winter island....but everything was so out of reach.....in the distance I saw a bench...it was dark and cold ....and on that bench a shadowy figure.....its too far away so I could not make out who it was.......as I approached it was you sitting there all alone ..tears falling from your eyes ......I stared at your beautiful face.......but at me you were looking right through and into the skies....
I started to whisper just your name......your mouth it moved but out no sounds came
I keeled down in front of the bench
The smell from the water I couldn't stand the stench
I told you how wrong for all that I have done
For I loved you so much and no longer would I run
Suddenly words came from your lips
It was something I had longed to here
She told me she loved me ...And always she did care
So I rose to my feet and sat on the bench wrapped my arms around her and looked in her eyes
Said from my mouth you would hear no more lies
I had to ask her how she drove here so late and alone
She said for my love........so now let's go home
See on this same bench....... we sat on the fourth of july..... we fell in love again that day
This bench we will remember for the rest of our days..........and we always keep proving our love in so many ways.

I had told you this was one of my longest dreams ....I have when I sleep....not only was it long but it was very deep
I was reading just the other day .....and it was about dreams..it said in the month of November pay attention to them...because a message they would send
May be it means our love together will never end

To hear her voice.......to see her face it would be my first choice
Holding her it is  what I want to do......and show her that my love is true
As I sit and stare at a picture of us.......I see how happy so what is the fuss
Her and I are beautiful together......I read the picture and it says forever....
For what..... I am trying to say.....a picture tells you thousand words ......about the people or place which it holds........if we look real close the future it  will be told
We take the pics to remember it all.......we hide them away until our memory does stall
We capture the joy and happiness of our daily routine...........and all of the bad is better unseen
Sometimes ...we.... they drift apart......and you save the pictures that are dear to your heart
Some are dark...and some are light...and in some of them we look just right
There are pics I will keep with me forever .......they are the pics that we are together
We take them alone .......and with each other......some don't come out and we don't even bother
When I look at the pictures of you and me.........I think of the way things they ought to be

Her lips so soft ....sweet like candy
When she kissed me my temperature started to rise .......so the towel came in handy
102 and still on the rise.....she made me feel .....like I was her biggest prize
When I would come home from a long day......she'd meet me at the door with the sweetest kiss....it's something I would always miss ......even if she sat in the other room I'd miss it anyway
That kiss would make my whole week complete.....just one kiss....she would wrapp her hands around my waist and smack it on me I could hardly wait..... for the taste.....wondering what flavor of....
chapstick she had on....
Her kiss made my temp rise so high......I took the batteries out of the fire detector..... I am sure you don't have to ask why
I miss that kiss so very much....and also miss her velvet touch
So when the time is right .....And on a special night....I will make my move to win her back......and I must make  sure I can take that next kiss......and don't have a heart attack....in my dreams tonight and every night ......oooh that kiss it just felt so right.....after each one ....it took many hours for them to cool......to let her go......I would be a fool

As we go round and round day after day.....I hope you know this is not for play
We are hoping each day ......that they would sign the contract today
We fight not just for you and me......but for the people you see
So we fight for our rights.......so maybe we can keep on our lights
Its not just this we are standing up for here.........it is our jobs we should  not fear
We are young..old..short....tall..we are people from here..And from afar
If we win or we lose......for this we will not hit snooze
As we walk around in circles freezing and in pain ........people think we are insane
But we stand together for what we believe......and if you don't like it you could always leave
We will stay together till we win.....for how they treat us is a sin
One day longer and we are one day stronger
So we will be here till the end......for our minds will never bend

Our Romance was something that had beauty and love......as we knew it was sent straight from the lord above
Now we had a fallout......so I am left to sit and pout
Her beauty was not only on the outside but deep within her soul.......I must be patient with her before I lose control
About each other we both knew........our thoughts were the same this much I know is true
For our bodies were becoming one.......but something happened and for now we are done
The power and the strength of our love.....will bring us back together with some help from the lord above
It was beautiful then and it will be again.......remember back when
I knew our love would turn into something beautiful.....Now it's still there but we must revive it........my love for you it soars through the shooting star.....I will find you where ever you are......no  matter if you are right here or if you afar
This bond we have will last forever.....I know our love is something beautiful...and I know soon we will be together

These words that slip from my lips....they come from my heart....I have put them to paper from the very start
These poems that I write of the love of my life........the words that I say  are true.......from deep inside this body.....out of my mouth they just flew
I also write about the moon and stars.......and about true love and all of the scars
So baby listen real close to these words that come from lips.....your beauty to me is beyond what I can ever say......but I will love you tomorrow as I do today
So as you sleep tonight maybe you will dream of me .....And look up at the stars....and it is not them but it is me that you see
My love for you will never grow old....together our story will be the greatest one ever told.

Do you remember everyday and night we used to dance......in the kitchen....in the living room ....and in the bedroom oola..la...anytime we got the chance........
We danced in bed without a word being said.....all the songs we heard and knew every line....we always had fun even if we didn't even have a dime
In the morning and I would wake you up just to kiss you before I go.....and I would leave a sticky note so you would know
Just how much I loved you and our dance....I would just say text me later when you get the chance
I remember every minute being with you.......I will get you back in my arms and you know that is true
Until we meet again really soon.....maybe I will play that familiar tune
We must continue our beautiful romance.... and the first thing I will say..... ................
is do you wanna dance

Please baby do not be afraid to love me.....for I shall open your eyes and you will finally see........there is no better couple than you and I ......our love soars where the eagles fly
Being so far from you it hurts me so......the tears are still flowing just so you know
I will make up for my past mistakes.......for your touch I will do whatever it takes
You just tell me what I must do......for I will make amends and this is also true
Just to stare into your beautiful eyes once more........and you will see my smiling face kneeling at your door
Night after night I cannot sleep....for you my darling this love is so deep
No more do I want to cry........I will be with you when our spirits fly

The magic will return......this was tragic and there was a lot that I did learn........in all this you were my biggest concern
Through all of this I never gave up.......very soon we shall drink from the same cup
The fire in me burns out of control.....it is my love for you in burns within my soul
The moon is full as my heart is of my love for you........deep down you know it's true
My love for you has survived it all.....
So please baby pick up the phone and call........
Lets give this love of ours another try.....why must we both sit and cry
We are soul mates you know it's true......there are things we know about each other that no one knows ....that's why while we are apart our love still grows
You Think of of me when the stars light the sky......I know from that sparkle in your eye.....and I think of you when the moon is full......we both love each other and that is no bull
So soon we will make this real....because we both know that's how we feel
Me for you and you for me.....this is so true love so lets open up our hearts and just let it be

From within the darkness I can see a little light......it will get brighter if I continue to do things right
If I do return to the light happiness does await....it is all up to me so what I do will reveal my fate
What waits for me in this light is a big piece of my life's greatest puzzle......for it is her and my voice will no longer wear a muzzle
She is the lords greatest gift to me
Now is the time for me to open her eyes so she can finally see
My fate was scripted long ago
For it is our destiny this I must show
It may take a little while to reach this light.....and it will end this dreadful fight
So the moon will be full and the stars they will shine bright......and together we shall be each and every night.

I keep getting these memories and can't stop these tears.......I would try to drown them with a few beers
But I don't want to drink or do anything else to drown these tears ....so I will let them flow......my love is for real just so you know
My eyes full of tears and mounting are my fears
I pumped up my body and straightened my head....but one thing I can't do is shake this water from my eyes.......she is more beautiful than Sun setting skies
The rain that flows from my eyes.......they will not stop till she hears my cries
At night when I try to sleep ......if you listen close you will hear me weep
The sound I hear every night is her sweet voice .......to live without you is not my choice
Now I will make my wish and it will be my last one..........for you will be mine again when I am done
I have dragged my feet way too long......I know this every time I hear our song
Now I really see how much I love thee.....so there is no way in hell I could let you go........so I will come back look you in the eyes.....and this I promise to you......and this one that I make will end both of our cries
I saved all of our pics and our memories are intact......you are the love of my life and that is one hard fact.....
Without you my whole world has changed......I feel like an outlaw that just got hanged.......but refused to die.....and the only thing left is this Tear in my eye

At this point in time I am lost in space.....standing here in front of you without a face
How many miles must I walk in my lifetime now..........it is all for the love of a woman and this shall show me how
Spinning in circles is my mind.....none of this was supposed to be so unkind
Legs are weary arms like lead.....I can't believe I am not dead
From the light above I gain strength......for this love I shall go to any length
The stronger I get from the light.......it will surely help me in this fight
As my eyes stare out at the moonlit skies.......I look beyond where the spirit flies
If there is a guiding light to the path I seek....I must have strength and not be weak
It may take all the powers that be and much more........for it is this love I must secure
At the end of this path there is light it's fading fast........so I must find the door leading to this light........or forever I will live in darkness and bow out and lose this fight
So I will call on my twin.......we will join forces and together her heart We will win