Look under your coffee cup sweetie I left you a note to make you smile.......hopefully it will keep it there for a little while
I love to leave you messages and tell you how I feel......I know deep in your heart you know this is all real
To say I love you and that I care....to not say anything it just wouldn't be fair
These notes that I  leave they come from the heart .....and you better believe they have right from the very start
Now I leave you with this note to say how this love I will always have deep inside....I wrote it with a smile upon my face I hope it does the same for you ......because on these notes it comes with love and I hope you know my feelings are true.

I look for signs search for clues ...reach for the stars and try to find the light....the world right now seems so dark I look for answers to if I should give up this fight
I need the love I used to have in order to keep me alive......but it seems that there are no doors all walls....so how do I survive
I grow weary from trying to understand what is going on.......one minute I had everything and then in less than that it was all gone
The light was all gone only darkness fell upon me......so now I am where I should not be
The tears I can no longer cry.....for my hands they can not reach for the sky
I feel like I am in chains and can move no more
How did....or why did this all happen to me......the light my eyes can no longer see
I must somehow break this chain.....and release myself from this life of pain
Deep inside I know the light will once again shine down on me.....so I must continue to fight and reopen my eyes so the light I shall see.

She was my best friend....she will be that until the end ...at least in my eyes
Each night I do pray and hope that she is ok......I think of her each and every day
This woman she put a spell on me.....it's one that works on only me
Never in my life have I met such a woman that posses this kind of power....I will always be here for her until the final hour
It has been the longest minute since I have even seen her face.....but even when I think of her my mind and heart races to outer space
I have been with woman but none like her....when I was by her side there was nothing else that was better that life could offer
So I write this poem to tell her my words of love .....because I know that God sent her to me from the skies above
So as I walk my life path alone I still feel the warmth of her touch....I so miss that heat from her body oh so much
I look to the sky and that falling star......and make a wish and send my love to her from afar
I put my hands together and kneel down on the ground.....she is the fairest maiden I have ever found
I will search the world forever to find her once more .......I know she is the Angel that flies where eagles soar
I know my life will Never be the same .....now that I have learned to play life's little game.

I miss those nights cuddling up to our favorite shows......eating peanut butter M&M's and you picking things up with your toes
I miss those Sunday drives to Home Depot and BreaKfast at IHOP and getting dinner at Stop & Shop
Laughing and joking with you while we listen to our favorite songs.......i miss putting my arms around you while we sleep just so I can feel you breathe.....I miss the love we had for each other and the smile on your face and sparkle in your eyes.......waking up each morning for work watching you sleep was more precious then the clear blue skies
At night when I close my eyes only for a minute and again I am holding you tight .......and in my dreams we will be together again .....I fear not to open my eyes .....because in my heart I know where our destiny lies.....but on this night my eyes I will keep them shut ...for in my dreams there is no end .....so tonight my princess when you close your eyes remember forever and a day ....my love to you I send.
And baby even though we have been apart I can still find your smell on my clothes and on my skin......and the love I have for you the fire it still burns within
You will always be in my heart and my soul..and be a part of me.......and to my heart you will always hold the key.

Why did I listen.....to her words from those lips.....because the love I have for her had my heart doing backflips
Why did I get lost in her eyes......because her beauty had me mesmerized
My life was a poem I forgot to write.....the road got a little bumpy so I had to hold on tight
Was this love true or was it all a lie......but if it was why did we both cry
If what I heard is true this love it will return.....and when it does I will be ready to tell her all the lessons I have learned
Both of our hearts were broken .....but now they are on the mend......if this is our destiny .....our life and love together we must not make pretend.

It wasn't the first time..and it won't be the last........my love for you is still strong and it's not fading and that magic spell was cast
Its a story that has no end........the power of it all .....you must not pretend
I know in your heart you feel the same.......I will get you back so you can carry my name
The sun will rise and it's light will shine bright........you and I together again .....and in my arms I will be holding you tight.

I have been walking down the longest road that I have ever been on in my life......but the time has come to stop and smell the roses and put an end to all my strife
In one minute I lost it all my mother....sister...and the only true love I have ever had.......but now as I stand tall I am through with being sad
Been so long since I've seen her gentle smile......you know what for that smile I would still walk the longest mile
All the tears I have cried .....and the new romances I have tried
I still remember that she was the one......and with her is the only time I have fun.....
I will try to move on but I will not ever give up because I was meant to be with this one woman and this is what I feel deep down in my soul......And for the rest of this long and winding road and it is always something I can control...I believe in true love and in destiny ..........and this is it not only can I  feel but I can see.