Hey you know it has been a little while.....since I have seen that beautiful smile
I just stopped in the middle of nowhere and stared into space......and I realized how much I miss you .....and without you this world I just no longer want to face
The times we spent together ....I mean every single minute ....I will always cherish......every minute ...hour ..day...until I perish
One day I will get you back in my arms where you belong.......but for now I must move things on and be strong
Every night when I am sitting on the back porch staring straight into the moon......my heart and soul tell me that our paths will be as one again and soon.....baby remember these words I  say now to you.......forever and a day I will always love and be there for you......and I know for a fact that you and I both know this to be true.

The light that was within my eyes in no longer lit........so how much time without my love must I sit
From dusk till dawn I lay in wait......for it is in gods hands to reveal my fate.

Deep into the night when you are fast asleep......if you listen real close you may hear someone weep
Its dark and cold I think it is in the spring.......the only sound out there is that of which the sirens bring
My eyes are wide open I barely ever sleep......this feeling in my heart it is very deep
She must be on my mind for my eyes they will not close.......I try to let go but the love in my heart it still grows
I try to strip my mind of all the thoughts I hold.......if I can find this love again it would be worth more than gold
The time I had on this trip I would never regret ........what we spent together I  will never forget
To turn back time I wish I could.......I'd do everything better and treat her the way I should
So the clock it ticks and the dreams they fade.......why the hell did it have to rain on my parade
The darkness falls and the doors they close......all the memories in my mind they froze
And there they will always stay under lock and key.........if and when love comes knocking again I will just smile and let it be.

Since she left me...Now.. I am a much better man and I want her back.....I have been stuck in a place where I don't want to be.....better places on the horizon that I can't reach but I can see
I want to get out and be happy once again...with her by my side...she is the only soul which I can confide
The life that I want to live is within reach ......I have learned all the lessons that she wanted to teach
Time has passed but my feelings of love that I have for her are still in my heart.....and I do believe in Destiny and a brand new start
I will dig down deep and follow the light......it is the way out there is no need to fight
I changed in so many ways all for the good......just for this I will do every thing I should
This vortex that I am stuck in is just a state of mind....so the beauty in life I will finally find.

It has been years since the grim reaper had his claws in me.....from now on that is the way it will always be
As I look back at my life years ago......there were a few people that I should have never let go....but believe me he was not one of them
Right as I was at the depths of Hell......while I was still captivated by her spell
I was much too strong for I broke free...but the damage was done my love she had to flee
The reaper shall never invade my space anymore.......but if he does this time I will be ready for sure.