She was the smile that left my face.....she was the beat within my heart that disappeared without a trace
She was the light within my soul.......she was my strength when I was losing control
One last time our lips must touch
Because their sweetness I do miss so much
Although we are apart maybe forever .....I will always cherish our time together

For I know now that I must just let her go.....but how do I do this I don't know
....For She was and still is the love of my life
I want to let her know I will be here and if she ever needs me no matter the problem big or small.....she must get to that phone pick it up and call...no matter if it's day or night no matter what time at all
I will be there ....I will get there to help you baby in your time of need...that's how much I love you ...if I am with someone or in work or in bed cause it's 2am it don't matter I will be there..and I think you know this to be true.......all my life I waited for a girl like you ...and when I finally had you I blew it ......plain and simple I ******* it up big time.....I will spend the rest of my days remembering our time together.....and yes baby I will forever ...if I must now move on...take a deep breath and accept that you are gone...it will not be easy but this I must do
I will never look back at our time together with any regret .....and that sparkle in your eyes and that smile on your face I will NEVER forget
So my little princess sleep well every night......and remember what I tell you now and know I will be your guiding light
I will always be here and will never be far from you......
For I know when I lost you so were gone were my feelings for love .......because I know baby you were sent to me from above ....to take care of me and ease all of my pain......you did all that and so much more ......I could have fixed it all before you showed me the door..
I can't say that I won't write anymore ....but it will not be for a bit that's for sure
The last words that I say right now....I will always love you and to love someone else as I loved you I don't think I could know how
No matter what happens the love I have for you shall live in my heart and the memories in my head......and they all will stay with me till long after I am dead.

The reason for these tears I don't really know.......but I have a great guess .....it's because I must let go

My life I must reinvent.....I try as hard as I can to understand it all .....and still cannot feel content
As sure as I am that no longer do my demons control me......I still feel stuck and can't move.....I have to let go of this feeling and get my life to improve
I believe that if I do begin to look deep inside of my soul.......then my life I will finally take control
For the one I want to live is still possible.......because if you believe then any bridge is crossable

With my mind I will listen...for my heart cannot speak......my love for you shall continue .....but to pursue I grow too weak....

The road has been long and winding.....and my feelings through it all have been spellbinding
Been through so much that I just don't know how much more I can take........And believe me none of this stuff is fake...I could never make it up
My life and my love ....but there is only one
The love I have for this woman there is no equal.....and believe me if I have any say in it there will be a sequel
I love her and I will hide my feelings no longer.....and everyday I get stronger
And by her side I will do anything to be the man she wants me to be.....but you know why...because this woman means more to me than anything on earth and my feelings I  will not be shy.
If and when I am back by her side I will do everything for her and us to keep us together and help me and us forever.
For us we were meant to be...and I want her and the world to know the words I speak now will be the key.
The reason I am still here .....is to show her that I truly care
When I leave this earth I will be by her side....and prove to her that we were always soul mates inside.