i'm choosing different parts of me
i suffer from an excess of reality
a war between ideal and real
id's demons unloosed
trampling super ego
but not without Gods retribution
a self divided by fragments
of loving and loathing
*** and mouth
and the speed of things
accelerating cause and effect
memory
an anorexic history
that feeds on ephemeral visions, metaphors, signs and symbols
and wares it self out counting time
days worked
money made and paid
a ****** possessed
of a fictional self in a run on dream
of passed and future
absent of a present