My princess charming
My smile keeper
My down when I am up
My controller when I am out of control
My calmer when I get insane

I see you wish to shield me
You can't
because what you want to protect me from
is within

I sit and look at you
Your hopelessness bits me on my ***

I see you can not, not get worried
Your powerful love can't even win this over
You are sweet... as I look at you, while trying to help
While trying to figure this out
While trying to get to the bottom of it

Don't you see though
There isn't even bottom about it
I don't even know myself if it is
down
Shapeless
Oval
I don't know, yet it is within me

Complicated you say
I know hey

I don't want you getting involved but
By loving me mean you are involved
Like it or not you are introduced to this
That is the perks that comes with my love

I am stuck with it, you you my beloved
You are not obliged to
To be stuck with it too
You have a choice
You go or stay

Let me warn you
If you choose stay
Well buckle up this ride with me
Is too bumpy

I hope you ready
But I say it again, you are not obliged
As the ride get too much
You may get off
But because you delayed

You might get off with more than scarce
Sorry about that but I warned you
I did ☺

I met my princess charming
How amazing to love and to be loved
Was it ever love?
If it was love or not I guess I will never know

She brought with her happiness
She brought with her hope
She brought with her a change to
A chance to experience yet again life


It has been long since I felt what I felt
With her I felt it or I thought I felt it
The moments lived with a chance of
A chance of happiness was life

I thank God for you and the time
The time we were given
Given life to experience and live
I will forever cherish us

I am greatful for what it was
No regret what so ever
This was thee greatest distraction the
Distraction to my nun so existing
Nun existing life

Now.... now you drifting away
You parting with all you brought
The happiness
Hope
Life

Thank you
Bye

Depression is were you want to be alone,
But at the same time you dont want to be lonely.
Depression is where everything is going right,
But you're still sad.
Depression is wanting to go out,
But at the same time not wanting to socialize.
Depression is feeling trapped,
Trapped in your own mind
and no one understands.
Depression is having scars on your thighs and arms,
Scars from the battle you fought.
Depression is having sleepless nights,
Depression is shouting for help,
But no one hears you.
Depression is fighting demons deep
inside you.
Depression is not something to laugh at,                                    
So grow up if you think depression is just an act,
Depression is something serious.