music, songs soothes hearts
songs calms and songs heals
I am listening
all is as
possible
pleasant
and pure

I am stepping up
I am letting go
the rhythm allows me to

courage is gathered
and music picked me up

I am healing
I am smiling
I am growing
Oh! I love music

I took charge
It feels amazing

when this song reach my ears
in early hours of the morning
my soul dances and moves

my ears hears and my lips sings along
yet my eyes are shut closed
I touched the finish line with the tip of my figures
I can feel all settles with my tongue

And i felt free
I am free

Love is spiritual
Loves has no gender preference
It sees no human’s colour, race no shape
Love has no eyes

Love develops in the midst of
Respect
Kindness
Caring
Trusting
Believing
Most of all when eyes are
But closed and souls are opened

Love is drown in by the soul a person has
Love develops deep within
Love know nor society values
Love plays its own beats

But human being created
But huge walls around them
This prevent souls to connect
Gender preferences prevents love
Race of a being prevents love
Colour of our skins prevents love
Hell yet shape of a human body prevents love

Why did we become like this
When did we become like this

Can you feel that?
That is my soul connecting with yours
How will we be happy if the society deems it
But not acceptable

Why can’t we let love rules?
This will make this sick world be
But the better place for all
Only if we allow love to be LOVE

No one can see this
No one can feel this
No one understands
No one and not this body

But it has see it all
Tears
Emotions
Anger
Sadness
Most of all pain

Is it Pain....pain but
Not physical pain
Not emotional pain
Though it is so painful as i feel it

Skin
Veins
Blood
Gone all gone
they are all dead and buried

Inner being is visited but with emptiness
Time with you adds no pleasure
No memory to re-live by thought
Touches from you are not felt

Day night i long for the days when all lives
I didn't get time to say my good bye
I could have...
I could have asked then when will you return

There was no time for me and you
There was no time for me and you when you departed
I can not recall the last of you
All i could pick up was you no longer existed in me

Only in the head i live
But that is not enough because
Because the head recalls
no caressing
no butterflies
no assurance of embrace

Day night i live
emptiness is ruling within me

You hide yourself in us so beautifully
No one notices that you are within us
You take over when 1 is feeling sad
also when one is very happy

I sit in my comfortable corner and wonder
What is your aim....
It is to be recognised, acknowledged and accepted
And if this above mentioned are done
Will you stop your ways of increasing the pressure

You get me thinking hard without any lead
Without anylead to your aim

I must say I think your main aim is to destroy lives
Is to end lives
Your way of winning is a corpse in a grave
That is your accomplishment

I know you... i know you on a personal point of view
You take over a life
A life that end in loosing interest in life all together
1 becomes new to themselves
1 thrives to find new ways to be happy in life but not too happy you(depreciation) don't aprove

It annoyes and irritates me the fact that you want more
You want more than you take/took
You specifically want a life
You want once precious life

I don't think I will allow you to do that
No I refuse to let it be
You taking over 1ns being  and their life
No you cannot

Accepting you in us might be the only
The only weapon will use to defeat you

So I think

I let you get aways with things
That is because my eyes has
My vision has favoured you
It chose you my fit buddy

Hours pass without word from you
How does this feel
it doesn't feel good or bad
My eyes lingeres to see
My digital longs to get signal
The signal from you

Do you see what you have done
Do you realise what you have done
Can you measure what you have done
Can you tell what you have done

Yes I said it
It feels not but in the head
It feels good when my digital
Connects you
It connects you to me
And my eyes sees
Sees what they long lingered for

You are my buddy buddy
You said so yourself
I don't know what future holds
What it holds for us buddies
But the current makes my eyes
My eyes continues lingering
Lingeres for my digital to connect
Yes to connect us

I move you move
I settle you settle
I nod you nod
When I sleep you disappear

And I wonder
When I cry do you feel the my pain
I see your anger
I see your sloppiness
I see your confidence

At time I wish you can get up
Get up before me
Get up and give me your hand
Get up and lift me up

You are always here
Yet you never acted unless I do
You depend on me
I depend on myself

I need you because you need me
I see you because you follow me
Now I am you
Without pain
Emotion
Feeling
I am but empty

Thanks for being visible yet
You keep all to yourself
I see you and you see me
That is all that matters

Love oh! Love
When the heart wanted but you
You gave yourself but half
Heart demanded full
And you decided to leave

Why did you leave
When the heart was in need
In need but only you
Not much but your heart
Your warm loving heart

Nothing else mattered but your heart
Loving soothing heart of mine
In you
I never wanted to share it
The heart that only belonged but to me

Eyes are for the face
never of the heart
But my heart had eyes
Eyes only for you

Feeling you touching my heart
Was heaven
Nothing else mattered but
But the moments and time
with you…

My heart want you
You only it cries
Can you see
My heart has eyes…
Eyes of the heart for only you

angels beautiful angels
I never knew but you are real
angel without wings

heart is warm
kind thoughts all the time
no finger is lifted
this comes natural

I am favored
indeed Gods love I see
I see it in you
you are sent, not from heaven but earth
to shower me with light

when dark seems to cover
your light appears
when I have forgotten his ways
seeing you I know he lives

in me he exists
I smile
peace follows you
peace I have when you are here
indeed you are an angel
you come with light

you light my path is yet to be
smooth is all I see
you are sent
yes for me
you are an angel

I do not want to be too comfortable
what I feel inside is the calmness that comes with it
I refuse to let it absorbs me
this never commits
it scares me how my heart melts
I want to turn the tables
I want to run away but it caught me
my heart agrees when I do not agree
my heart fails me yet again

I do not understand his ways
I cannot predict his moves
I do not think I even approve his ways
I do not think it is his ways

The phone call brings more questions
Call that got me looking back to my thinking
Can this be the universe shifting things for me

When the struggle continues
And there is no peace
The call rings and on the other end it is the voice

I do not want to hear this voice
I do not want to see this being
But here we are
The universe possibilities made it possible

You are favoured
why is that I do not know
Even my heart worships you
I want to deny it that privilege
but it dishonour me
My own heart beats for someone else
My heart beats but for me

I feel betrayed
My heart is smiling
My thoughts are at peace
My emotions are calm

How can this happen
The universe made possible but for me
Oh! Why is she the chosen one
My struggles means nothing
Nothing that I agree to sacrifices
To sacrifice what I thought will bring me happiness

So I am back in your books
Seeing me in your books makes you happy
Your happiness is a struggle to me
While you are happy I am dying inside

No one understands
No one sees this
No one hears my cry

I have made the sacrifice
Sacrifices for my own happiness
I do not know how long my heart will last
But as long as it last you are happy

I want to wake up
I want this to be a dream
The dream that will never creeps in sleep no more
I will never know
As I do not know now

Day passes, night comes
peace creeps in the dreams
life in the dreams
Night yes night
Why you

Sorrow exits not
all in the mist …
yes mist of dreams
My sleep live life  
Beauty of life

Heart mind soul
All plays same beat
Life
All dreams

Heaven is
but yet day steals
And you gone
But live yes in distance

Only time then we find us
And awaken day and night